Chapter 212: Adaptation
Gu Man walked outside with me for a while, and finally asked me what I was going to do.
I said I didn't have any plans, and life went by as it was, how I was when he was alive, and how I was when I died.
"You don't have a good relationship with your grandfather?"
After asking, she felt that it seemed inappropriate to ask such a question, and quickly apologized, saying that she didn't mean that.
I smiled and said that the relationship between the two of us doesn't have to be like this, and there are some things that others can't say, you can say.
Gu Man's pretty face was slightly ruddy, and he nodded silently.
"It's not a bad relationship, we're just like that, when I was a child, because he refused to tell my parents about it, so there was always a stalemate."
I began to talk to Gu Man about my grievances with my grandfather.
In fact, it's not a grievance, he pulled me up with hard work, but he didn't let me take revenge, so I can only be grateful to my grandfather.
But for so long, I have been like an orphan, and I have never felt the warmth of father's love and mother's love, so if I want to say that I hate my grandfather in my heart, I actually hate it a little.
But after he told me about the sacrificial spirit bloodline yesterday, I didn't hate him so much, maybe they all had a hard time, and I could only comfort myself like this.
What's more, now that he has sailed west, why should I trouble myself again?
I told Gu Man, about when I was a child, I went from the countryside to the city, and then went to the police academy step by step.
When I was a child, I couldn't even be considered a child, before I went to the police academy, I didn't stop being hit by others, and not having a father or mother made me a joke for others.
That's why I want to be admitted to the police academy and then rely on my own efforts to discover the truth.
But when I really stood in front of this system, I realized that what I had to do was equivalent to looking for a needle in a haystack, because there was nothing in the population file, and there was not even this person in my household registration.
"We're both going through the same thing."
Gu Man said: "My father also left when I was very young, and I had a very deep impression of him, but I don't know why, when I asked you to help me investigate the case, my impression of him became shallower and shallower." ”
"When I was in junior high school, I had exactly the same experience as you." She said: "Everyone laughed at me, saying that I was a wild seed, that I was my mother and a wild man outside...... Why do you say that some people are so vicious when they are young, they are still children, but they are more vicious than adults, and they don't know how to hide it at all, and even think it is justified. ”
I shook my head and was helpless, as she said, the two of us were really the same in one way.
And I don't know when, the two of us have walked around the path outside the old house twice, and Gu Man's hands and I have also held hands tightly.
This natural change made both of us a little red-faced, and we both seemed to have gone with the flow, but we still had to pierce the veil that was not there.
In the end, we talked a lot, which also made our spiritual connection seem to have another layer of dependence.
Originally, she wanted to stay with me, but when it was close to noon, I asked her to go back to the city first.
She refused at first, but then she couldn't resist me, so she had to drive back alone.
There is mainly a custom, this house has died, it is not good to live in it again, I am going to stay here for a day, so it is not good to let Gu Man stay.
On the other hand, since we both ended up holding hands when we were just out walking, I was worried that something bad would happen if we were left alone, and I didn't want the relationship between the two of us to develop too quickly, which would be detrimental to us.
At the same time, I also asked her to visit Mo Xiaoyun and told her not to worry, just saying that I had encountered something and might need to deal with it for a while.
Gu Man can also understand my current situation and mood, so he basically follows me and doesn't talk much.
In less than 24 hours, I experienced the ups and downs of life, life and death.
The previous months were a mess, but now it feels like they're going to slap me in the face.
And the purpose of this slap has indeed been achieved, and I am sober.
Whether it is the case of Tianquan or these unclear encounters brought to me by the sacrificial spirit bloodline, I have to arrest them, carefully understand them and put them back.
As for Grandpa's death, there is a way to prove whether Grandpa's death was killed by him.
I went to my grandfather's room, found the rune paper, and a cinnabar pen, and raised my hand to draw a rune.
This is drawn by the logic of the ghost rune, and it is also the language of the ghost rune, and the function of this rune is very simple, it can open my yin and yang eyes.
Yin and Yang eyes will appear in newborn babies in some places, and newborn babies will see some things that ordinary people can't see because of the chaos and the lack of yin and yang, but as they get older, this ability will disappear.
And the meaning of this talisman is that it can recover the ability that disappeared when he was a child.
And I can actually see some things that ordinary people can't see, for example, when I was in the reservoir, I saw some details that Gu Man didn't see.
Even when I was a child, I could actually see some things that ordinary people couldn't see, but when I was a child, I asked my grandfather, but he said that I couldn't see when I grew up, and asked me not to tell outsiders.
I didn't have any friends at school at the time, so I had nowhere to talk about it, and besides, my family was already like that, and if I didn't know how to show off these things, people would think I was crazy.
And now, all I need is this sigil to see it...... Actually, I don't see anything strange, I said, there are no ghosts in this world, and people's souls will turn into supernatural energy bodies and wander for a period of time after death.
In the process of drifting, it is unconscious.
To put it bluntly, I can see the energy body of my grandfather who broke away from his physical body through this talisman that opened his yin and yang eyes.
But in the same way, this mass of energy is also unconscious, it means that it has nothing to do with me, I am a human being, and it is just a mass of energy, the same as a gust of wind, a fire.
Generally speaking, if a person dies unjustly or is innocently killed, the spirit body that is out of the body will be full of anger, that is, aggressive.
But if it is a peaceful departure without any pain, then the spirit will appear at peace, that is, it will return to the state of unconscious wandering that I mentioned earlier.
Based on this, you can judge whether grandpa is in pain when he leaves.
In fact, I don't know what the meaning of this is, grandpa didn't hear of an enemy before his death, if it is the flower of the silver-haired old man, I didn't see any anger in the silver-haired old man, when he looked at his grandfather's corpse, his eyes were full of grief, such a person, it is impossible to be a murderer.
But if it's really grandpa's deadline, he should also inform me, call someone I don't know, and ask him to take care of me? This doesn't make sense.
I didn't understand, so I raised the rune that opened the yin and yang eyes, and stood in front of my grandfather's spirit case.
To be honest, this is the first time I've tried to use a ghost talisman, and the previous one I summoned gluttony in the basement was purely accidental, it was just that I had too much sense of survival.
"Grandpa, if you can still sense me, help me once, I just want to understand."
After saying this, I pricked my fingertips and let my blood drip on the runes.
The moment the blood soaked into the runes, the temperature in the room dropped suddenly.
The rune sparked in my hand, and the next second it was burned to ashes.
At that moment, my eyes suddenly became clear, and when I looked at the things around me, I seemed to have the feeling of ghosting when I didn't wear 3D glasses to watch a 3D movie.
It took a long time for my eyes to adjust to their surroundings.
The biggest change in the foreground is that on top of Grandpa's urn, there is a fluorescent chaotic energy body, and the music can be seen to be a human form.
I was overjoyed, the spirit body had been staying near my ashes or body, and this energy body must have been the spirit body that my grandfather's body had broken away from.
I opened my mouth to shout, but I held back.
Grandpa's consciousness has long since disappeared, and now this mass of energy is nothing more than a mass of supernatural energy.
I walked in and looked, and it could spot me, but it didn't have any ill intentions, so it didn't move, just quietly attached to the urn.
Through observation, you can clearly see that this group of spirits is peaceful, even very warm, this is easy to distinguish, because I used the ghost talisman, so the overall temperature of the room has dropped, so when I get close, I can feel a warmth rushing to my face, very comfortable.
That's why there are people who set up altars to capture these spirits for their own use.
I suddenly remembered the undead I had absorbed when I was fighting with the melon skin hat on the roof of Chen Qi's building, and I didn't want my grandfather's spirit to fall into this fate, so since I was sure that my grandfather's spirit was safe, the stone in my heart was also put down, so I pinched the wound on my finger that had not healed, and squeezed out a drop of bright red blood and dropped it on my grandfather's urn.
Suddenly, the essence light on the spirit body was in full bloom, but after the light passed, the spirit body began to slowly become transparent.
This process is very slow, I didn't harm my grandfather, I just secretly used a ghost talisman, using my own essence and blood, so that its spirit body accelerated the process of returning to chaos.
"Grandpa, you don't have to tell me, but I'll investigate the truth."
At the same time as my voice, there was also a flash of light after the spirit volatilized, and the miraculous thing was that the last flash of light slowly lingered around me for a long time before slowly dissipating.
I seemed to feel my grandfather's greeting, and I no longer had the backing to go on my own.