After talking for a while, Empress Chen was a little physically exhausted, and after pausing to catch her breath for a while, she said softly: "Extraordinary, the Queen Mother doesn't expect you to change immediately, I just hope that you can accept the opportunity that the Queen Mother gave you." ”

"You say." The boy sobbed, he really didn't want any chances, he just wanted his mother to be well, but ...... But why can't he control himself?

"If your father has something to ask for, help him solve what he wants. As long as you are satisfied with him, you can ask him for your request, and he will agree to you after surrogate motherhood. ”

"Father?" Mu Fan, who was crying, was stunned, "Will he ask me for something?" ”

This is something that is simply unbelievable for the young Mu Fan, in his heart, the father and the queen mother are omnipotent.

He is just a prince, although he is the crown prince, but he is still trying to survive under the wing of his father, what can he do to help him?

What's more, the entire country of China belongs to his father, what difficulties will he encounter?

"Don't worry, he will." Xu saw the doubt in the young man's eyes, and Empress Chen patiently explained, "In life, no one will not encounter problems, not even your father. The queen mother left you with enough things to help him once. In the future, if you encounter something that is contrary to the will of the queen mother, as long as you think it is worth it, you can work hard to fight for this opportunity. ”

"Yes, Queen Mother." Although he couldn't understand the meaning of Empress Chen's words when he was young, he still agreed without surprise.

"Extraordinary, the queen mother is leaving, you have to be strong alone, you can't cry like now." Empress Chen stretched out her hand hard and wiped the tears on the young man's face, "Promise the queen mother, no matter what happens in the future, don't shed tears, my Chen family's bloodline must not be such a weak and incompetent person." If you still cry like this, you will only make others look down on you. ”

As she spoke, Empress Chen's tone became more and more severe, just like when she taught Mu Fan in the past, which made the young man shudder.

I only heard him stammer and reply, "Mother...... The queen mother, the sons know, the sons ...... No more crying noses. ”

Xu is feeling the fear of the young man beside her, Queen Chen hurriedly slowed down her tone, and said with a slight smile: "Extraordinary, don't be afraid, you know the thoughts of the queen mother." I...... I really can't let you go. ”

"The queen mother, the sons know that the queen mother is all for the good of the sons."

"That's it, that's it, what's the use of me if I'm not willing to do it, the eagle will always grow up one day, and now it's just a little early." As she spoke, Empress Chen laughed self-deprecatingly.

"Queen Mother......" The young man obediently wiped the tears from his face, and forcibly held back the tears that were flowing.

Seeing that his mother was getting weaker and weaker, the boy couldn't say anything other than keep calling her.

"Bufan, you remember, in order to prevent you from being taken advantage of by the gangsters, the queen mother gave you this opportunity, only your father, you, and me, the three of us know, and we must not tell others. Remember! After speaking, Empress Chen closed her eyes with a tired face and waved her hand, "Go out, let your father come in, I have something to say to him." ”

The young man was full of reluctance, he didn't want to leave his mother, he wanted to stay, he wanted to hug her and cry, he wanted to see her a few more times, he wanted to say a few more words to her, but even though he had a thousand thoughts, even if he was reluctant, his body still kowtowed to her a few times uncontrollably, and then obediently retreated.

Before going out, the young man vaguely heard the last words of the queen mother: "Child, live well." ”

"Yes." The young man who had stepped out of the threshold silently responded in his heart.

Not long after, I heard the eunuch shouting: "The queen is dead!" ”

Then there was a mess of noise, and then, Mu Fan lost consciousness.

That time was the last time Mu Fan saw his mother.

When he woke up again, he was taken to the funeral of the queen mother before he could come to his senses.

In order to fulfill his promise to his mother - never cry again, he didn't even have the courage to go up to see his mother for the last time, he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions, and he was afraid that he would not be able to hold back his tears.

For three whole days, he knelt expressionlessly in front of the mourning hall of the queen mother, never leaving a step, even to the point of not moving.

But even so, he was scolded by his father.

His father scolded him for being ruthless and unjust, and he didn't even know how sad his mother was when she died, even if he didn't shed tears, he couldn't even see a trace of sadness on his face.

How can a cold-blooded person like him be worthy of a great responsibility, and how can he be assured to let him inherit the unification?

The people he liked and loved had all left him, and Mu Fan's heart at that time was like ashes, and he didn't have the energy to explain anything to his father, so he just replied lightly: "What you said is true." ”

It's okay if he doesn't reply, the emperor will continue to scold him a few more words at most, and when his anger is gone, he won't care anymore, but this reply is like a hornet's nest, so that the emperor ordered him to be locked up on the spot, and he didn't even let him out when the queen went out of the funeral.

Mu Fan regretted that he couldn't see off his mother, but he just wanted to go out and explain to his father to ask for his forgiveness, which Mu Fan didn't want to do.

Mu Fan is not a fool, of course he understands his father's disappointment in him, and hopes that he can apologize to him, but is it still necessary?

For him, the emperor's misunderstanding and favor were no longer important.

Little Mu Fan didn't understand what the crown prince meant, he only knew that he would be the master of the country in the future, and he just had to try to learn to govern it like his father.

In fact, he didn't have much interest in this country, and he didn't want to be this emperor. Although he didn't know exactly what the emperor was going to do, he knew that his father was very busy, and he couldn't even see his mother often.

If he could be a good emperor without seeing anyone all day, he would rather not have this throne.

He didn't dare to say these words to his mother, he was the queen's good son, so he naturally wanted to please his mother, if he was obedient, the queen mother would not cry anymore.

Although he always likes to make his mother angry, and his mother often beats and scolds him, Zichen said that beating is scolding and scolding, and there is no parent in this world who does not beat their children, and when Zichen is disobedient and makes Aunt Zhixi angry, even someone as gentle as Aunt Zhixi will beat him a few times.

Mu Fan guessed that it was not very painful for a gentle mother to beat her child, after all, when he saw Zichen being beaten, Zichen not only did not cry, but smiled on his face. If it weren't for Aunt Zhixi's angry face, he would probably think that Aunt Zhixi was tickling Zichen.

His queen mother is already a big grin, so compared with Aunt Zhixi, the intensity of beating people will naturally be greater.

Little Mu Fan is still very envious of An Zichen, envious that he has a mother with such small strength.

He was envious before, but he still felt that his mother was as good as Aunt Zhixi, and now he ...... The queen mother is gone, and he is only left with Aunt Zhixi.

Compared with governing the country, he still wants to be with Aunt Zhixi and Zichen, and he doesn't know if Zichen is willing to share Aunt Zhixi's maternal love with himself.

For Mu Fan, Aunt Zhixi is half of his mother, and Aunt Zhixi will give him the tenderness that he can't experience in the queen mother.

Zichen once told him that this warm feeling is called maternal love, and it is precisely because Aunt Zhixi treats him as a son that he feels that Aunt Zhixi is like his mother.

Because of this incident, Zichen felt that someone had taken away the maternal love he had gotten, and he lost his temper for a while.

Every time he thought of his crazy appearance at that time, Mu Fan felt funny.

Later, once he made a big mistake, in order to punish him, the queen mother never let Aunt Zhixi and Zichen come to see him, nor did she take him to see Aunt Zhixi, counting the time, but it has been a few years.

Although the queen mother did not allow Aunt Zhixi to enter the palace, she would not take herself to Fengyuan Houfu, but the queen mother never said that she was not allowed to go to them by herself, but he did not dare to go privately when the queen mother was there, for fear of making her angry.

Now that the queen mother is gone, can he ......

At that time, Mu Fan's only hope was that he could go to see Aunt Shangzhixi and Zichen again.

Results......

Who is that woman! Why has he never seen it!

What about his Aunt Zhixi! What about Zichen!

They're all gone!

Queen mother! Aunt Zhixi! Zichen! All the people he liked were gone!

Mu Fan, who knew the truth, instantly lost the meaning of life, if he hadn't promised his mother to live well, he was afraid that he would have gone to join them under Jiuquan a long time ago.

Even living is forcing himself, what is the use of him asking for the throne? What's the use of trying to win the favor of your father?

At this point, why did he want to please his father, and why did he explain the misunderstanding that day?

This throne, whoever likes to sit on it, this father ...... Don't!

A father who doesn't care about the seriously ill queen mother, a father who is so busy that he can only see the last side of the queen mother, a father who obviously can't cry but shirks the responsibility on himself, what use do you want him!

He knew that although his father looked sad and sad on the surface, he secretly didn't know how happy he was.

The queen mother is gone, and no one cares about the father anymore.

Since then, his relationship with his father has become more and more cold, and it was not long before he lost his position as crown prince.

These are inconsequential things to him, and they don't affect his mood at all.

He was not unfamiliar with that position in the first place, and his task was to take all the power, money, and connections left to him by his mother, and manage them well, so that he could live a better life.

With everything his mother left to him, even his father couldn't help him.

On the day of the end of his life, he would naturally be able to go to his mother and give her a satisfactory explanation.

Mu Fan hated the cage-like palace, hated the hypocritical father, and hated the drunken capital even more.

In order to keep himself away from the capital, he tried his best to dislike his father, and finally one day, his father was furious and drove him out of the capital.

Mu Fan, who received this holy decree, was overjoyed, and immediately packed up his belongings and stayed away from the place that suffocated him.