Chapter 193: Private Affair
"It seems that the noble man's memory is not very good!" Lu Tian was indignant, his eyes were full of disdain: "But I clearly remember that it was the noble man who took the initiative to come to me and beg me to help you." It's not that I have the heart to get close to you. ”
Suddenly took a step closer, Lu Tian's warm breath mixed with the coolness of the cold wind, cold and hot on Mei Guiren's face, bluffing her several steps back: "What do you want to do!" ”
Lu Tian smiled slightly as if laughing at himself, and said after a long time: "This has nothing to do with you." It's just that since I'm on your boat, I'm bound to do something for you. In this way, if you really kill the little princess, Concubine Ru will not spare your life no matter what. Isn't it very good now, the little princess is safe and sound, and you are proud to take the opportunity to keep quiet. ”
"So, in your opinion, I'm just a pawn you've designed?" Mei Guiren only felt sad, and she wanted to throw herself into his arms. Thought from the moment he came in! But what he said, his eyes, just made her keep flinching. It's a really uncomfortable taste.
After approaching her, Lu Tiancai vaguely saw her fear. And in this fear, there are some feelings that he doesn't understand. My heart was slightly confused. "My business has nothing to do with you, you just need to stay in this Changchun Palace. When it's time for you to go out, you'll be able to get out. But if you can't afford it yourself, then don't blame me. ”
"You came here and ventured into Changchun Palace just to keep my mouth shut and not mention to others that Xiao Liuzi was killed by you! Is that all? Mei Guiren thought that Lu Tian would come because he was relieved, but he didn't know that all this was just her wishful thinking.
Why is fantasy always so beautiful, but reality is always so ruthless. If from the beginning, his heart was destined not to fall for her, so why should he give her such an easily shattered dream? Mei Guiren still cried, and couldn't help it.
"You alone, if you want to gain a foothold in this deep palace, it is absolutely impossible. And I also have my purpose, and if I can help you, you have to be willing to be my pawn to be used by me. Mutual benefit will not make you suffer. Lu Tian quickly regained his composure, the hatred in his heart had already been like the sand and stones that had been silent for thousands of years, squeezed and stacked layer by layer, forming a high mountain.
It is this mountain-like belief that has supported him step by step to where he is today. He was finally about to have a chance to complete his mission, and he was unwilling to make any extraneous problems, let alone allow anyone to sabotage his plan.
Mei Guiren suddenly didn't know what to say. For the emperor, she has never had half of her feelings. But for Lu Tian, she couldn't help but fall into it. The emperor can at least give her status and status, glory and wealth. But Lu Tian, in addition to making her sad, is endless regret. "Don't worry, I won't say it, and even if I say it, no one will believe it. Even if someone really believes it, it won't do me any good. Thankless work, I never bother to do. ”
Lu Tian sighed silently, and finally softened his heart: "After this time, Concubine Ru will not let you go if she says anything." The best way to seek a solid protection now is to take refuge in the Empress. Let's say that the emperor will be on patrol soon, if you can take the opportunity to accompany him and conceive the dragonborn again, then your position will be very secure. ”
"You don't have to be so kind." Mei Guiren was angry, and turned his face away: "My life is my own, even if it is death, I don't want to look up to others anymore." It used to be the Li family, now it's you, and there will be the queen in the future......" She smiled bitterly, tears falling down her cheeks and into her mouth, which turned out to be extremely bitter. "I don't want it, I don't want it all, I'd rather die."
It's not like a joke, but the Mei nobles are really a little sad. "There are so many women in the harem, and the emperor cares about me only because I am docile, because I don't stick to the rigidity of the harem's cookie-cutter women's rules. But if one day, he sees it all and gets tired of it, what does it matter if I am dead or alive.
If I have to die sooner or later, why should I reluctantly die after going through all the hardships? It is better to end this miserable life now, while I can still make my own decisions. ”
Mei Guiren didn't have a bun, and he couldn't pull out a golden hairpin and stab himself to death. Luckily, she still had a long strap around her waist, and she thought that if she hung up, she might be able to hang herself. But after having this thought, she herself felt very ridiculous, could it be that in her life, the only thing she can make decisions for herself is death?
Lu Tian didn't speak, nor did he have any surprise or reluctance. He didn't even want to look at Mei Guiren again, he just turned around gently, intending to leave.
"Are you really that ruthless!" The lady shouted this sentence hysterically. "Have I gone back and forth so many times and never passed through your heart?"
"If a person's heart is filled with hatred, nothing can be stuffed into it." Lu Tian said calmly: "My heart is filled with such a pile of hatred, and everything else is not important at all. ”
"Shall I help you?" Mei Guiren didn't know where he got the courage, and suddenly pounced. She trembled her hands and hugged Lu Tian tightly from behind. Even though she hugged him, her body was already trembling, and she was afraid that he would refuse, and even pushed her away ruthlessly.
Or a dismissive smirk, calling her an out-and-out slut.
"I beg you, let me help you." Mei Guiren couldn't hold back his tears, and his voice was full of hardship and sincerity. "I've always been a person, I've always been. Always a puppet of others, never self. In this deep palace, it makes me feel warm because of you, even if I die, I want to die for you willingly.
You can not tell me, not tell me the secrets of your heart. But don't say no to me, okay? Lu Tian, I beg you, don't go......"
For a long time, Lu Tian did not move. I don't know if he listened to the words of Mei Guiren, or reminded him of the past in his heart, anyway, he didn't move, and he didn't want to move.
The woman lying on his back was trembling and weak. It seemed that through the thick clothes, he could already feel her grace and softness. It's just that, it doesn't seem to be what he wants. So should he have it?
Seeing that Lu Tian did not refuse, Mei Guiren became more and more bold, and the hand that circled him slowly stroked his chest, and every inch of his chest muscles was strong. Sticking to his back, her cheeks were unconsciously hot, such a young and strong body couldn't help but excite her, and even made it difficult to resist. Even his indifference was just as hard for her to resist.
"Don't go, okay?" The pleading of the noble man like the sound of mosquitoes was particularly clear in this night. The entanglement was winding and fluttering, and finally it floated softly into Lu Tian's ears.
Between the lightning and flint, an extremely strange thought suddenly flashed in Lu Tian's mind. If the noble man had his own flesh and blood in his belly, what a terrible situation it would be!
But this situation seems to be exactly what he wants.
Turning around suddenly, Lu Tian suddenly hugged the surprised eyes of the beautiful nobleman and lifted her in his arms. "Don't you regret it?"
"I ...... No regrets. "The shy appearance of the noble man adds a bit of charm. Anyone who sees it can't help but be moved.
A stream of blood surged into his heart, and Lu Tian threw Mei Guiren on the bed without hesitation. Taking advantage of the unscrupulousness of the night, he frantically gnawed at her delicate skin and ravaged every strand of green silk.
It's just that all this has nothing to do with love at all. All he wanted was the emperor's woman to conceive his child.
Zijia slept all night, and at dawn, she took the meal from outside from her hand. Thinking that Mei Guiren might not be in the mood to eat, he hesitated and put it in the ear room. I only made a basin of water to wash the noble man.
At that time, Lu Tian had already left Changchun Palace, and Mei Guiren also got up early.
"Your nobleman, the slave is late." Zijia came in with a copper basin, and saw that Mei Guiren's lotus-colored clothes were very eye-catching. On the dressing table, there are also various colored beads and ornaments, and there is no thought of it at all. "Nobleman, ...... you are" Yesterday when I came back from Yanxi Palace, Mei Guiren pulled out all the hairpins, and refused to make up anything, why overnight, the mood was very different.
Zijia wanted to ask, but didn't dare to ask. Because she couldn't tell whether it was the noble woman who forced her smile and wanted to hide her sadness, or whether she was deceiving herself at all, thinking that the emperor would soon come to take her out of the palace.
"Is this pretty?" Mei Guiren turned around, picked up a box of peach-colored rouge, gently smeared it on the back of his snow-white hand, and slowly blended it: "Peach blossoms on the human face, doesn't it look refreshing?" ”
"Yes, noble, your skin is like snow, and it looks even more delicate when you apply this red. It's just ......" Zijia bit her lip desperately, not daring to say any more. But it was Mei Guiren who giggled: "Do you want to say that no one can see it here!" In fact, it doesn't matter if others see it or not, it's just that you're happy. ”
Nodding, Zi Jia twisted the handkerchief and handed it to Mei Guiren: "The coals in the palace have run out, and I don't know when the Internal Affairs Office will be willing to send it." Please ask the nobleman to take a moment, so I had to wash with cold water first. ”
"What's the matter if the water is cold, if the heart is hot, you will have everything." Mei Guiren only felt that her heart was full of sweetness, and last night was the happiest night since she entered the palace. Even if it is sneaky, the two are happy enough to resist any criticism. She even began to fantasize that if she could escape from the Forbidden City one day, she was really willing to give up everything and live with Lu Tian.
Lu Tian left the palace, found a safe place, and changed his clothes. Then he pretended that nothing had happened and went home. Just as he saw that he was about to get home, suddenly a man jumped out of the alley and pressed a short dagger against his back.
"What the hell is your purpose?" The man asked.