Lu Haowen gave Lu Niansheng a big problem.

Lu Niansheng has never brought children, even female colleagues with children in the company have asked, generally said that boys are more difficult to manage at the age of more than ten years, and even communication is a big problem.

made an appointment with Lu Haowen to see Lu Jing on Sunday, and before that, she called Su Xiao out first, wanting to hear some opinions.

The two of them casually found a café to sit in, and Su Xiao spread his hands after listening, "You ask me, I haven't raised a ten-year-old boy either, let alone children, I haven't even married yet!" ”

Lu Niansheng frowned, and his face was also bitter.

Su Xiao smiled bitterly, "I also hope that I have the experience to provide to you." ”

Lu Niansheng felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, Su Xiao's boyfriend had been sick in bed for some years, Su Xiao originally thought that he would get through sooner or later, but there was no progress now, she asked Su Xiao, "How is he doing recently?" ”

Su Xiao lowered his head, "Kidney failure plus cirrhosis, vomiting blood every day, the doctor said that there is not much time, and the injection of albumin can still be relieved somewhat, but now, it is useless to infuse any medicine." ”

Lu Niansheng didn't know what to say, so he raised his hand and grabbed Su Xiao's hand, "Su Xiao ......"

Su Xiao raised his head and smiled hard.

"Actually, I'm not that uncomfortable."

Lu Niansheng was stunned.

Su Xiao said: "At the beginning, I was really sad, I felt that the sky was going to fall, but he has been sick for a long time, Nian Sheng, the human heart is really a terrible thing, I don't know what else is eternal, I originally thought that I would take care of him until death, but over the years, he has left me nothing but debt, since last week, he can't even say a word, he only has a mother, and he only knows how to cry, I can't stay in the ward, it's really ......"

Su Xiao turned his face away and looked out the window, "That kind of despair, only after experiencing it will you understand, if you want to survive, there is no way to immerse yourself in the darkness forever, for a few years, I watched him suffer for several years, I think it's enough, it's time to end." ”

Lu Niansheng looked at Su Xiao's side face shrouded in dim light, Su Xiao rarely had such a time, speaking so seriously and quietly, so sad.

This kind of sadness is contagious, which makes Lu Niansheng feel very depressed.

Su Xiao turned his head and looked at her, "Really, you believe me once, nothing lasts forever, pain is, happiness too, Nian Sheng, you can't get out of the shadow of two years ago, not because you can't do it, but because you haven't tried hard at all." ”

Lu Niansheng was stunned, she didn't expect the topic to suddenly come to her.

But it is undeniable that a certain point in Su Xiao's words hit her heart.

Su Xiao was right, she was reluctant to go out.

Two years ago, she became ill due to depression, and the doctor advised her to go home to recuperate, originally she would not know the result of the child, but the reason why she knew, was because of a phone call from the hospital-

Because the hospital listened to Fu Chengxiu's words, the child's body was placed in the morgue for a few days, but after all, it couldn't be put down forever, so it called and asked her what to do.

The reason is that the child has no household registration, not even a name, and in this cruel and cold world, no one regards this child who died just after birth as a real "person".

It was a wordless monument, and in the end, Lu Niansheng couldn't remember what to engrave on it.

The child was left in the cold cemetery, and she never went again, and she did not have the courage or dare to go, she was afraid.

In the past two years, she has become accustomed to immersing herself in this bad mood, walking in the sun, she will think of the cold cemetery, think of the cold special coffin, she left the child there, she has no way to forget, she has no way to find her own happiness.

It was she who harmed this child, she had so many opportunities to make this child's fate not so miserable, in the final analysis, the child's tragedy is caused by her obsession, if even she forgets the child to move forward, no one in this world will remember, there was once such a life, just disappeared silently.

Maybe no one can understand that her current pain and loneliness are like a kind of atonement, she feels that she no longer deserves happiness, and once she forgets, she will be even more sorry for the child.

Su Xiaoyan held her hand and used a little strength to pull her thoughts back.

Lu Niansheng's face was a little pale, he couldn't make a suitable expression, his lips moved, "I'm afraid ......"

Su Xiao waited quietly.

Tears glistened with tears in her eyes.

In fact, she has been reluctant to mention her children to others for a long time, and she is not willing to show her vulnerability.

She snorted, shook her head, her eyes reddened, "If even I forget the child, no one in this world will remember, this child, like he has never been to this world, there is ...... trace of the slightest trace"

She took a deep breath, held back her tears, and immediately smiled miserably, "Do you know about Fu Zi's car accident?" ”

Su Xiao nodded, "I've heard the eldest brother mention it." ”

"He was in a car accident because, I told him to die."

Su Xiao's eyes widened when he heard this.

Lu Niansheng stared at the coffee on the table that had become cold, a little distracted, and his voice became slow: "He listened to my words, walked to the middle of the road, was not killed, was seriously injured, and then I understood one thing......"

She laughed self-deprecatingly, "I thought about revenge before I came back, but he is not even afraid of death, how can I retaliate against him?" Liang Jiaming and Liang Jie are already in prison, I don't know what else I can do, I want to do something for my child but I can't do anything, I can only remember that this is the last thing I can do for my child, I have never been a qualified mother, I can't even ...... this"

She didn't say any more.

Su Xiao was silent for a moment, and couldn't help but speak: "It's okay for you to punish Fu Ziyu, but do you have to punish yourself for the rest of your life?" Nian Sheng, my eldest brother and I, and your parents don't want to see you go on like this, I'm already planning to say goodbye to the past and start over, can't you give yourself a chance? ”

"I don't know," Lu Niansheng shook his head, his tone was a little emotional, "I want to remember it forever, but human nature is determined to forget, who will say anything about the future......"

Su Xiao also fell silent.

is very realistic, nothing is forever, hatred, love, nothing will be abandoned, in the end it is all empty, just like they look at themselves now.

This oppressive atmosphere lasted until Lu Niansheng's phone rang suddenly, Lu Niansheng frowned and took out his mobile phone, and there was a string of unfamiliar numbers on the screen.

She answered with a frown, and a voice came from the other end that she hadn't heard in a long time.

"Lu Niansheng, it's me."

Her brow furrowed even tighter.

Xu was because she had heard enough of this voice in the Fu family before, and she recognized it in an instant.

It's Xu Yuan.

She didn't speak, and at that end, Xu Yuan said patiently: "You were the one who caused the accident, right?" ”

She sneered, "So what? ”

Xu Yuan was really anxious, "People can't be resurrected after death, I know you have a hatred for Ziyu, but what good is it for you to kill Ziyu like this?" I want to talk to you about the things we've done in the past that didn't hurt you, but we can make it up to you. ”

Lu Niansheng's expression instantly turned cold, and his other hand unconsciously clenched into a fist.

Xu Yuan said that it could be made up.

Her chest seemed to be squirting out, and she had the urge to tear her face hysterically and scold Xu Yuan desperately.

Xu Yuan continued in the next sentence: "We can help Ruitong, not only to survive the current crisis, but also to help Ruitong expand its scale in the next step, including ......investment."

"You're so generous." Lu Niansheng coldly interrupted Xu Yuan's words.

The other end seemed to be stunned for a few seconds, "Lu Niansheng, the reason why I talked to you is because I think we have something wrong, but it doesn't mean that I will keep my voice low like this, and we can also make Ruitong disappear completely, do you understand?" ”

Lu Niansheng's face turned pale, and he bit his lip and couldn't speak.

"A wise person will learn to look to the future, you are really harming Ziyu now, it will only bring disaster to Ruitong, I suggest you be smarter."

Xu Yuan's words were almost threatening, Lu Niansheng's palm was pinched out of red marks, and his chest was full of anger.

Xu Yuan finally said: "I'll give you time to think about it, Lu Niansheng, this time you killed your son like this, to be honest, I don't want Ruitong to live, this is my last apology to you, this kind of thing happens again, I promise you will regret it, Ruitong is your father's hard work for many years, if it is destroyed in your hands, are you worthy of your parents?" ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Lu Niansheng was stunned for a long time, because of extreme anger, his head was blank.

It wasn't until she hung up the phone that she suddenly remembered a very ridiculous thing -

Obviously, it was Fu Ziyu who came to provoke her, but in the end, Xu Yuan blamed her for all the problems!

Xu Yuan is always like this, and the protection of Fu Ziyu is better than everything, to the point where there is no distinction between right and wrong.

Now, he actually threatens her with Ruitong's future.

Su Xiao saw that her face was not good, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong?" ”

Her face turned pale, and she shook her head without speaking.

Su Xiao saw that her face was very heavy, she didn't want to speak, and she didn't dare to ask more.

After separating from Su Xiao, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening, and Lu Niansheng drove home thinking about what Xu Yuan had said all the way.

She must not let Ruitong have an accident, she has regretted a lot of things in her life, and she can't have one more, Ruitong is just getting better now, if Fu Ziyu continues to entangle, she must think of another way.

The car approached the villa and slowed down, only to find that a car was parked near the parking spot at the door, and a man was standing with his back to the car, standing quite lazily, with his head down, and a little smoke slowly rising under the street lamp.

As the distance got closer, she frowned at the sight of the man's face.

It was actually Lu Haowen.

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