Chapter 209: The so-called unspeakable hidden
Some people are like this, they don't feel so precious when they see it every day, but once they lose it, they will feel painful, and thousands of arrows pierce their hearts. This is like your own heart, you don't feel anything if you exist every day, once something goes wrong, the pain is indescribable, and it costs people's lives.
Although Tong Qizhen has become an eternal meeting, but here in Shen Zhenye, it has become Bai Yueguang, and the only thing left between them is a daughter like Ling Feifei, who has not seen her for several years, and it is really common to be reluctant.
Lu Chengan relies on Ling Feifei for everything, and he puts her first in everything.
Ling Feifei's eyebrows were lowered, and she didn't have anything extra to say.
Lu Chengan replied and hugged Ling Feifei's waist.
Shen Zhenye smiled bitterly, seeing that the two of them had such a good relationship, and thought of his past with Tong Qizhen. That's how they matched at the beginning. Tong Qizhen is a good woman, she has been sincere to him from the beginning, not because of the monstrous power of the Shen family, she only loves him Shen Zhenye.
He moved his lips and looked at Ling Feifei's face, as if he had something to say, hesitated for a while, and finally endured it.
"I'm ......... with Qiqi"
"If it's hard to say, needless to say, it's a matter between you." Ling Feifei saw that what he said was so difficult, so she simply interrupted him, she just needed to know that Shen Zhenye didn't think about recovering Tong Qizhen back then.
Back then, not only did he not think about chasing Tong Qizhen back, but he did countless hurtful things. That's why when I mention it after a few years, I'm so hesitant and hard to say.
It's like a thorn in the heart, even if you pull it out, it will bleed profusely. Although it will not hurt his life, it will still hurt for a while after all. There are some more, which are integrated with the skin and flesh, and don't want to be eliminated for the rest of your life.
Ling Feifei laughed horribly, everything at the beginning has become a memory, their father and daughter have met today, and they may never meet again in the future.
This kind of unpredictable relationship did not make Ling Feifei feel very hurt, but she was still a little repulsed in her heart, and she was unwilling to communicate too much with the people of the Shen family.
It's time to leave Shen Yuan.
"Mr. Shen, it's time for us to go."
"I want to show you something." Shen Zhenye seemed to have made up a lot of determination, and looked at Ling Feifei's eyes with a bit of flattery.
Ling Feifei listened to it and knew that those things must be related to her mother, so she hesitated for a while.
"Feifei, take a look." Lu Chengan spoke at the right time.
Ling Feifei nodded.
They followed Shen Zhenye to the study, the layout inside was simple and heavy, all of them were earth tones, which was also very comfortable.
Shen Zhenye showed her a photo of Tong Qizhen, and there was only one. There are also many jewelry, which should have been worn by her when she was young, not very valuable, but also very exquisite, Ling Feifei stroked those jewelry, almost crying, Tong Qizhen's life, a lifetime.
"At this time, Qiqi was only twenty-five years old." Shen Zhenye's eyes were red, and as he spoke, his eyes were moist, "As long as she appears, everyone's eyes will be on her." ”
Ling Feifei believed what he said.
Tong Qizhen in the photo is very young, but no, it seems that Shen Zhenye said, Tong Qizhen is only twenty-five years old.
Shaohua is just right, with a white face. Standing in front of the rose garden with Shen Zhenye, wearing a white dress of cotton and linen, with long hair up to the waist, the smile on his face was dazzling.
Ling Feifei only felt very sad, since she was sensible, she had never seen Tong Qizhen smile like this again.
Tong Qizhen held Shen Zhenye's arm, he also looked like he was enjoying it, this look of love made Ling Feifei burst into tears.
Since you love each other so much, then don't separate from beginning to end, why separate, why is there so much pain waiting for her?
"Why? Why don't you go back to my mom? Why don't you take my mom with you? Ling Feifei muttered, after all, she still asked, I don't know if Tong Qizhen was still alive, when she saw Shen Zhenye again, she would also ask about it.
In Ling Feifei's impression, if you love each other, you are bound to be together. It's like she's like Lu Chengan.
"I can't argue anything about what happened back then. It's me who has failed Qiqi, it's me. ”
Memories unfolded one by one against a mysterious orange-red background, and that beautiful color was imprinted on the bones, giving people the feeling of indescribable, so hurried. Slowly hear gasps, shouts, and whimpering.
Ling Feifei choked up, smiled bitterly, no longer stayed, and let Lu Chengan take her out of Shen Garden.
It's the same as when I came, it's still the same evergreen mountain road, but the mood is different.
When Ling Feifei came, she still had some illusions, and Shen Zhenye had already loved Tong Qizhen deeply, but now it seems that what that person loves deeply is just himself.
It's really sad.
"I can't figure it out sometimes." Ling Feifei looked out the window and slowly confided, "I used to always watch my mother shed tears, I don't know why, but now that I know, I regret it more and more, I should have hugged my mother in the first place, because of me, she suffered a lot of grievances, really, all because of me." ”
Ling Feifei will never forget.
Tong Qizhen's misfortune is all because of her.
"It has nothing to do with you, this is a matter of the previous generation, Fei Fei, don't get into the horns." Lu Chengan hugged Ling Feifei's body, his chin gently rested on the top of her head, and his eyebrows and eyes were full of distress.
came to Shen Yuan this time, and he didn't know how much he had added to Ling Feifei, this was not what he wanted to see.
Originally, I wanted to help Ling Feifei untie the knot, but who knows, this knot is getting bigger and bigger.
"I don't know." Ling Feifei laughed, "I just don't understand, why are they so good between them, and they haven't come back to their lovers?" Why didn't you leave with my mom in the first place? Returning to the Ling family was definitely an involuntary choice. ”
"Shen Zhenye returned to Shen Yuan because of Shen Guyuan, at that time the head of the Shen family was still Shen Zhenye's father, and the family style was strict, and at that time he had his own wife and son. If you come back with your mother, I'm afraid it will be even worse. ”
"You know?"
Ling Feifei looked surprised, she didn't expect Lu Chengan to know all this early on.
Everything that Shen Zhenye couldn't say just now was finished in Lu Chengan's mouth in just a few words. Clearly understood, Ling Feifei was stunned.
"Shen Zhenye doesn't want to hide it from you." Lu Chengan touched Ling Feifei's little head, "But he has always felt very guilty about you, and he can't say anything like that." ”
Ling Feifei nodded.
Even if Shen Zhenye can't say it, what should happen has happened in the end, and he can't stop it.
Even if she wants to complain about her mother, she still can't do it, her ability is limited, and these people seem to have become human spirits one by one.
In these stories, she can only see one victim, and that is Tong Qizhen.
"Shen Guyuan should have been a little man back then, and he was raised in Shen Yuan, so there shouldn't be a big incident, right?"
"Yes." Lu Chengan laughed, "Shen Guyuan's mother was so mad that she didn't hesitate to let her son take drugs in order to let her husband come back. ”
Sky.
Ling Feifei was dumbfounded.
Of course, this is another story, but that woman must love Shen Zhenye deeply, and she can't get used to seeing Shen Zhenye have a home and never return home, so she has been snubbing her, so she retaliates like this.
It's just that Shen Guyuan is her biological child, how can she give it up.
No wonder Shen Zhenye hurriedly returned to Shen Yuan. Everything makes sense.
The human body is too fragile, and once you don't treat yourself well and take drugs, your life will be ruined. Shen Guyuan almost sank step by step and became the dregs of society. Shen Zhenye is still a good father after all, and he doesn't want to see his child ruined, but he failed Tong Qizhen, making her proud and frustrated, and she will suffer very hard in the rest of her life.
Forget it, it's a bad debt. Ling Feifei saw it clearly, even if she chose again, Shen Zhenye would still do it nine times out of ten.
Ling Feifei had nothing to say.
"I never knew that some people would really do such crazy things."
"We've come over to see it this time, and you're feeling better?" Lu Chengan didn't want Ling Feifei to feel even more depressed because he came to see it once.
Ling Feifei smiled bitterly and shook her head.
"I'll never fantasize anymore, I always thought that the relationship between them was like that in a TV series, because of other people's obstructions, all kinds of obstacles had to separate, I still thought, he must have been looking for my mother all the time, it turned out that it wasn't." There was an unconcealable loss in Ling Feifei's words.
Maybe Shen Zhenye hasn't looked for it all these years, just because he is uneasy.
Ling Feifei didn't want to step into Shen Yuan again.
Half an hour later, Ling Feifei returned to the villa with Lu Chengan.
That sense of belonging brought tears to Ling Feifei's eyes.
"Cheng'an." She threw herself into Lu Cheng'an's arms and cried, "Cheng'an, I knew it was like this, I wouldn't have looked for the truth, the more I knew, the more sad I felt, really, I never thought that my mother had such a hard time at the beginning." ”
"It's all gone."
The rights and wrongs of the previous generation, as the younger generations, can only look at it, but cannot change anything, nor can they discuss anything.
"Let's go home." Ling Feifei wiped her tears with a sad face. She misses Ling Hao and Tong Qizhen, "I don't want to be here anymore." ”
"Okay, I'll be back in the afternoon." Lu Chengan will depend on Ling Feifei in everything, whatever she says is what she says, knowing that she is unhappy now, she also depends on her.
Ling Feifei nodded.
They didn't bring much with them when they came, and they arrived at the airport at about two o'clock in the afternoon.
I don't know why Shen Zhenye is so powerful, and he is already waiting at the airport.
The whole person looked more than ten years old, and looking at Ling Feifei's eyes, it was full of sadness.
"Fei Fei......" he hesitated, "Fei Fei, I want to go back with you." ”