Secretly Calculated (1)

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"Please get out!" I shouted angrily, "I don't want to hear your nonsense!" I still have to sleep, don't interfere with my rest! ”

She sneered contemptuously: "This is not your home, and this room is not yours, why should I go out." Do you think Brother Xiao Se will marry you into the door? Don't dream, he's just playing with you. Even if he doesn't marry me, it won't be your turn, and there is a Xiong Qianyu, Uncle Xiao seems to like her very much. But I won't let her succeed, Brother Xiao Se is mine, and no one can snatch it away! ”

Her eyes suddenly turned fierce, and she smashed the condom in her hand at me. I couldn't dodge and was hit by one of them, the liquid splashed on my face, and the other landed on the quilt, staining it too.

"Shameless slut! Stinky bitch! Rotten! She was like a shrew scolding the street, spitting out a string of vulgar and vicious words, "Send it to the door and let people do it for nothing, and when they are dry, they will kick you away." It's all rotten, who will want you to ...... in the future"

"Shut up—" I jerked off the covers and jumped out of bed. Blood poured into my head, and the anger that I had been penting up for a long time exploded in an instant, and I looked fiercely at the woman in front of me, the crazy man with no quality and cultivation! Reason left me, and I could no longer restrain my tongue: "You madman, neurotic, don't think you have depression, everyone will let you, follow you everywhere, let you be lawless, do whatever you want." I don't want to eat you, I'm not related to you, and it has nothing to do with me if you want to commit suicide. Get out of here, get out of here-"

My voice was unexpectedly high, and the words poured out of my mouth uncontrollably like water, and even I was amazed.

Lin Enmo's eyes were wide open, staring at me tightly, and as I accused, her already pale face became even paler, and her breathing became more and more rapid.

The door was slammed in, and Xiao Se rushed in. "Tong Xin!" He shouted, looking at me in disbelief, "How can you scold Enmo like this, you know ......"

"Brother Xiao Se-" Lin Enmo screamed bitterly, hugged Xiao Se's waist, and cried bitterly, crying and shouting, "I love you, is this wrong, why did she say that I was crazy, neurotic, and forced me to commit suicide, do you also want me to commit suicide, so that I won't bother you anymore." ”

"Don't talk nonsense." Xiao Se hurriedly comforted her, "Tong Xin, she just said angry words in a moment's excitement, don't take it to heart, I apologize to you for her." ”

The gloomy attitude added fuel to the fire for me, and my veins almost exploded, glaring at him angrily. "She sneaked into my room early in the morning like a thief, found your used condom from the trash can, and smashed it in my face and on the bed, calling me a stinky bitch and a shit, do you think I should welcome her with a smile and accept her abuse?"

Xiao Se stared at my face in amazement, he must have also found traces of the white liquid on my face, looking embarrassed and embarrassed, he stretched out his hand to me and wanted to wipe it for me, but he couldn't reach my face, Lin Enmo stubbornly pestered him and didn't let go. She sobbed: "Brother Xiao Se, I didn't mean it, I just couldn't control myself...... I heard the sound in your room last night, and I was so sad that I couldn't sleep all night, and you must be able to understand my feelings, my beloved man in bed with another woman...... I don't want to see her again, can you go out with me? ”

Xiao Se looked at me deeply, his eyes contained complex language, apologetic, helpless, and hesitant. But in the end, he still said "yes" and accompanied Lin Enmo out of the room.

I threw myself on the bed, and suddenly I burst into tears, and I couldn't stop crying out loud. I don't know how long I cried, but someone sat down next to me and gently pressed his hand on my shoulder. I turned my head, it was Ye Juan, my face was full of tears, and she turned into a vague shadow floating in the mist.

"What's wrong?" Ye Juan asked in a low voice, "Did you quarrel with Xiao Se?" ”

Tears filled my eyes again, and I choked up.

Her eyes were a little sluggish, and she whispered in a low voice: "Men can't resist temptation, don't pin all your happiness on men and end up like me." ”

I got up from the bed and asked in an unstable tone, "Aunt Ye, is Xiong Qianyu Chairman Xiao's favorite choice for daughter-in-law?" ”

She shook her head. "I don't know, my husband, he can't talk to me a few words a day. After all, Xiao Se was not born by me, and he wouldn't tell me a lot of things. But that Xiong Qianyu is a powerful character at first glance, not a good type. ”

I was silent, and she patted me on the shoulder. "The Buddha said, 'The one you marry in this life is the one who buried you in the previous life.'" The cause of the past life is the fruit of this life, and the love of this life is the debt of the past life. There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't want it. Look at it a little bit, and let it all go according to fate. ”

I chewed on her words, which were easier said than done. How many people can't see the most in this life is feelings, and the most unacceptable thing is also feelings. Even if she herself, although she is indifferent to the wooden fish, I can feel from her words that she is still holding on to the unrequited love in her heart and can't let go.

After Ye Juan left, I still sat still, and my mind was blank. It wasn't until Sister-in-law Jin came upstairs and knocked on the door and asked me when I would go downstairs for breakfast that I got out of bed to wash and change my clothes. Throw the two condoms that Lin Enmo maliciously threw back into the trash. The marks on the quilt can only be wiped vigorously with a rag, leaving several messy water stains after wiping, just like my messy mood. I don't know if Ye Juan noticed this indecent thing and trace just now.

While eating breakfast, I looked through my phone and found that there were several missed calls in it, all of which were from Xiao Se. And a text message he sent me: I don't answer your call. I'm going to be busy all day today, and I'll explain it to you in the evening until I get back!

I perked up a bit, typed a short "yes" and sent it over. But when he thought of Xiong Qianyu hugging him last night, and Lin Enmo hugging him in the morning, his heart was gloomy again. His arms do not belong to me alone.

I've endured the ordeal all day, and I just hope that Xiao Se will come back soon. At noon, it was still just me and Ye Juan and Chen Jie who dined together. Except for Xiao Se and Xiong Qianyu at dinner, everyone else came back, Xiao Pengcheng said that Xiao Se was still in the company to revise the design drawings, and it was going to be finalized in the past two days, and he was busy until late today. And Xiong Qianyu is said to have a meal.

I forcibly suppressed the anxiety in my heart, kept my head down, and deliberately ignored the cold arrow-like gaze that Lin Enmo shot at me from time to time.

After dinner, I went to Xiao Se's study to read, but I was so impetuous that I couldn't read a word. Time passed slowly, and I was hoping that Xiao Se would come back soon and tell me the explanation he had promised. But I was afraid that what I was waiting for was an explanation that I could not accept. I kept telling myself that I should trust Xiao Se, wait, wait, he's going to be back tonight anyway. I look at the clock every few minutes, and every second is torture for me, every minute is pain...... It was as if I had been waiting for a long time, and the clock showed that the time was only half past eight in the evening.

Sister-in-law Jin brought a bowl of bird's nest into the study, I had already eaten bird's nest today, thinking she had gone to the wrong place, but she told me that this was originally reserved for Xiong Qianyu, but Xiong Qianyu came back just now and said that dinner was too strong to eat, and Xiao Pengcheng saw that I ate very little dinner, so he asked her to bring it to me.

This is Xiao Pengcheng's intention, of course I can't refuse, I finished eating in three or two bites, handed over the empty bowl to Sister-in-law Jin to take away, and continued to flip through the book absentmindedly.

After a while, someone entered the study again, and the couch I was sitting on was blocked by the bookshelf, and when I got up and looked out, it was Xiao Pengcheng.

"Uncle Shaw." I shouted. After coming home, Xiao Pengcheng asked me to call him "Uncle Xiao" and stop calling him "Chairman Xiao".

"What books are you reading?" He walked over and asked with a gentle smile.

"Just take a look." I looked down and realized that I had taken the book upside down, and I was immediately embarrassed.

"Sit down." Xiao Pengcheng also sat down beside me and looked at me happily, "In the morning, Xiao Se was as absent-minded as you, and he was scolded by me before he woke up." Can you tell me what's going on? ”

I had the urge to ask him everything about Xiong Qianyu. However, since Xiao Se promised to explain to me in the evening, let's handle our own affairs by ourselves, and don't involve the elders. I then avoided Xiong Qianyu and said lightly: "Actually, it's nothing, it's Lin Enmo, I came here, and she seems to have been stimulated again." ”

"Her illness was almost as good as before, and the doctor said that if she was stimulated and her emotions were abnormal, there was a possibility that her condition would recur. However, she should have learned to face reality, and it is not a bad thing to be stimulated a little, so you don't have to worry too much. Xiao Pengcheng looked at me, looking thoughtful, and suddenly asked off-topic, "Have you seen the photo of Ye Ying in the living room downstairs?" ”

"See." I said from the bottom of my heart, "It's a beautiful picture, a perfect representation of a master." ”

"It's beautiful, I took it." He was in a trance, "That was when she starred in "Swan Lake", I filmed offstage, and I hope that one day, I can also see you perform the beautiful white swan on stage." ”

"I want to, too." When I talk about ballet, I get excited, "Being the heroine of Swan Lake is the dream of all ballerina. ”

"I hope the warbler can be resurrected." He said quietly, with real pain in his eyes, his eyes on me up and down. Then, suddenly, his palm was on mine, and it was a large, powerful hand.

A warm current poured from his palm into my heart. His vision gradually changed from pain to tenderness and delicacy, and it was heartbreakingly gentle. There was something in that look besides gentleness, which made my heart beat and my pulse faster, a light of compassion, pity, and affection. In a deep voice full of emotion, he muttered: "It would be great if we could turn back time, so that we would have the opportunity to rewrite our destiny and be happy for a long time." ”