Chapter 131: Because, I'm Shy
She had always felt that sunset was a sad word, and after seeing the sunset behind him, she realized that it was not the case.
—Epigraph
"Zhanyan girl, I didn't tell you that I chose to hide it, and I guess I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept it for a while, so now you know that if you keep being sad like this, it won't make her feel at ease. We all know how much that girl likes acting, so you have to cheer up with her dreams. ”
Teacher Chen is now very worried about her condition.
"With her dreams?" Meng Zhanyan's empty eyes met him, as if he was seeking an answer.
After learning of Conghan's death, she really wanted to give up acting for a moment, and the person who once infected her to fall in love with this profession is gone, what reason does she have to insist?
Just like Leko's choice, it also appears in her choice.
Now after listening to Mr. Chen's words, I realize how stupid my idea was at that time.
No matter how difficult it is, it still has to go on.
One day she should stand on the podium and stand for her.
"Yes."
Teacher Chen said affirmatively.
Meng Zhanyan hooked her lips and smiled at him, she looked open.
In fact, she understands some things, but understanding is not the same as seeing openly, and the reason why this is so is that she is afraid that Teacher Chen will worry about her.
"Leju, that kid, let him come to me when he comes back, and I'll make him a good pot of tea, old man."
Before leaving, Teacher Chen called her again.
"Okay."
Watching the students leave the office, Teacher Chen sighed helplessly again, holding the textbook in his old hand, obviously trembling unconsciously.
From the girl, go all the way.
Sure enough, when I'm old, I can't listen to sad things.
Alas......
Meng Zhanyan ran into Ye Xuan as soon as he left the office, and he had a particularly unreal feeling in a trance.
She felt that it was probably when someone who couldn't possibly appear in a certain place suddenly appeared in a certain place.
In fact, there is another possibility, that is, there was too much expectation.
A little stunned stood at the door, looking at him, not knowing that he had moved.
Looking at someone wrapped in the dim sunset, my heart moved slightly.
I have been wandering outside for a day without realizing it.
The sunset was also a little dazzling, and his eyelashes trembled uncomfortably.
"Let's go." Ye Xuan came over and took her hand.
In the sunset, the shadows of the two people were stretched for a long time, and at this moment, she really loved the sunset.
"How do you know I'm coming to school?"
"Guess."
The person he sent said that she had left the crew, and he thought she would go home, so he didn't let anyone follow her.
Later, I found out that when she didn't come home, she searched one place after another.
It was such a bad feeling to look for her, and he was really thinking about whether to put a position on her.
So it's not a guess, but I just found a school after looking for a lot of places.
"Ye Xuan, I want to get drunk, can you take me there?"
Meng Zhanyan tugged at his hand.
Ye Xuan lowered his head to look at her, his eyes met, and her eyes were full of anticipation.
"Okay."
The bar is the last time I came with Xue Rui Shiyue, and I also came with Han before.
The wine was spicy, and she used to drink beer at most, but now she needed a higher alcohol content to get herself drunk.
However, is she drinking too well, no matter how drunk she is, she looks like she is not drunk.
"Ye Xuan, why can't I get drunk?"
In fact, he was also a little drunk, his cheeks were red, and he looked very cute when he said this.
"You want to get drunk? Then you should go for vodka. Ye Xuan rubbed her head, since she wants to get drunk, let her get drunk, anyway, she has herself by her side.
"Okay, then another bottle of vodka."
"Ye Xuan, let me tell you, I have a very good friend, her name is Conghan, she likes acting very much, and she also has a boyfriend who likes her very much, she has always followed me like a little fan girl, in fact, I envy her, do you know why I envy her?"
Looking at someone muttering on the table, he knew she was really drunk this time.
I didn't expect her to be drunk and not drunk, not to sleep, and to transform into a little chatter.
"Why?"
Seeing that she was looking at herself, she was probably waiting for herself to ask her this.
It's not just a small chatter, it's still the kind of interaction.
"Because she has dreams, I don't."
"Hmm."
He let out a low hum.
"And whatever!"
"What else?"
"Of course, the person she likes is around, but the person she likes can't be found."
Her face was red, and I don't know if it was because she was drunk or because she was shy.
"You can't find me, so I'm in a hurry."
"It's not."
She shook her head, and made a loud movement, as if she was about to shake her head off.
"It's desperate."
When she said this, her eyes were red, as if she was about to cry.
"Then I'll put a position on me in the future, so that you can find me at any time."
His wish was to find her all the time, but now his wish is to find her all the time.
"Okay."
She was a little dizzy, leaning on her side on the bar.
"What's wrong, are you drunk?"
"No, shhhh
They are on the second floor, and the first floor is even more lively than the second floor, where you can jump and have a band to sing.
Now there's a band singing down there.
"Does it sound good?"
"Listen."
Pulling him to lie on the bar in the same posture as himself, just facing each other.
"But it's definitely not as good as my singing."
"You know, I wrote a song for somebody, the one I sang at the finals, but he didn't hear it in the end."
He knew she was talking about herself.
"Why didn't you let him listen to it later?"
She shook her head.
"Because, I'm shy, hehe."
Indeed, because she was shy, it was impossible for her to say to Ye Xuan, Ye Xuan, I wrote you a song, you go and listen to it.
Emotionally, she has always been the more reserved kind.
Now it's just drinking too much.
"Then how do you know he hasn't heard?"
"Of course, he is a person who doesn't even have a WeChat in his mobile phone, how can he go to watch videos."
Is he despised or not?!
"Give me your sunglasses."
Meng Zhanyan handed him the sunglasses for some reason.
"Wait for me here, don't run around."
Pressed her head down again, her ears pressed against the bar.
"Okay, I'll wait here for you to come back, but you must come back."
Originally, he smiled with a mouthful of white teeth, but that smile turned into a sad look that pierced his heart.
Seven years ago, she waited for him to come back, but she didn't wait for seven years.
Sometimes, she is so strong that people feel distressed, in fact, he wants to tell her that in front of him, she doesn't have to be strong.