Constant Entanglement (1)
It seemed like a century before I heard a bleak voice, low, deep, faint. "This is the second time you've hit me. Growing up, no one has ever dared to do this to me, and I can't be beaten in vain. ”
Before I could react, his hand was firmly clasped around my head, his hot lips suddenly pressed against mine, and his tongue fiercely pried open my trembling teeth and rushed into my mouth, sucking and wrapping around my lips and tongue. I felt only a strong heat that passed through my body like an electric shock, bringing an almost paralyzing electric shock. Such a strong and scorching kiss burned every cell in my body, destroying all my will and emotions. I suddenly broke down, and a wave of tears welled up, drowning everything out. I lost the ability to resist, and all the embarrassment, grievances, anger, and panic tonight turned into two tears that could not be stopped.
Xiao Se probably tasted my tears, and he looked up and reached out to caress my wet cheeks. He hugged me tightly again, buried his face in my shoulder socket, and gasped violently. I stood stiff, my lips burning with the warmth of my bleak lips.
Finally, he let go of me and turned around in the dark. I thought he was going to get out of my dorm room, but he walked up to my bed in the dark and collapsed on the bed.
"You get out," I shouted angrily, turning on the light.
Xiao Se did not respond. I stayed in the dark for too long, dazzled by the strong light, and I closed my eyes hard to see clearly, Xiao Se kicked off his shoes, and lay on my bed with a big thorn, stretching his arms and legs, his legs were very long, hanging on the side of the bed, very lazy and idle. It's simply unreasonable, breaking into a private house, and making such a mistake
"I let you out, did you hear me?" I scolded again.
He didn't move, he didn't speak.
I didn't dare to go over, fearing that he would do something more excessive to me.
After a moment of confrontation, I slammed the door in anger.
It was late at night, and it was unusually quiet outside. The sky was full of stars, and a crescent moon hung alone in the air. I knocked on the door next door, and I could only ask Yu Meng for help and ask her to help knock Xiao Se away together. But after knocking for a long time, no one answered, and it is unlikely that she has not come back at this time, probably because she drank too much to sleep.
I left in a hurry, and I didn't have my mobile phone with me, so I couldn't call Yu Meng. I wanted to cry without tears, standing alone in the hallway, like a homeless child sleeping on the streets. I sat down against the wall, buried my head in my lap, closed my eyes, and sat quietly, quietly appreciating the absurd fact that I had broken into my dormitory at night, kissed me again, and then took possession of the magpie's nest and left me out. Xiao Se, bastard bastard bastard I cursed in my heart, over and over again, like an echo in the wind. I suspect I'm going to spend the night in the hallway with such a deep grudge.
In a daze, I heard the sound of the door, and I jumped to my feet, thinking that Xiao Se had finally disappeared from my dormitory. But it was Yu Meng who walked out, her sideburns were fluffy, her nightdress was untidy, and her eyes were full of red silk, she stood there leaning against the door, looking at me with a pair of trance eyes. "Tong Xin, why are you here?"
"I" I didn't know where to start.
"Would you like to go to the toilet with me first?" Yu Meng held my arm, "I'm most afraid of going to the toilet alone in the middle of the night and waking up by drinking too much at night." ”
"Okay." I accompanied Yu Meng to the public restroom on this floor, and both of them walked unsteadily and staggered. Our old dormitory building uses public restrooms, just like when we were at school. There have always been a lot of ghost stories in the toilet of the girls' dormitory, and the corridor is dark and dark, and it is inevitable to go to the bathroom alone in the middle of the night. At this time, I also felt a little anxious, and by the way, I also went to relieve my hands.
When I came out of the bathroom, I roughly explained the situation to Yu Meng, Yu Meng knew what happened to me and Xiao Se before, but I didn't tell her about it after we met again, and she never asked. She didn't have any contact with Xiao Se before, so she shouldn't have recognized him, only that he was Paul's translator. I don't have a good brain right now, and I can't fully explain it.
"You mean Paul's translator is now sleeping in your dormitory and taking over your bed," Yu Meng was surprised by six points and drunk at four points, and her speech was much less flexible than before.
"Yes." I took a deep breath and said calmly, "So if you want to give me courage, I don't believe that he dares to do anything bastard in front of you." ”
Yu Meng nodded as if she didn't understand. "Okay, I'll go in with you."
So I slowly twisted the doorknob and pushed open the door to the dorm room.
Xiao Se was still lying on the bed and did not move, my legs trembled, and I moved to the edge of the bed step by step. Then, I was surprised to find that Xiao Se seemed to be asleep, and his eyelashes were hanging quietly.
"Xiao Se." I shouted tentatively.
There was no movement.
I stood silently at the edge of the bed for a moment, listening to his uneven breathing. His eyelashes were long and thick, and his equally thick eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the corners of his eyes were shiny like tear stains. He burst into tears, and the tip of my heart throbbed slightly inexplicably, and I couldn't help but clearly remember what he had just said to me. "I just want to make it clear, I know that Lin Enmo embarrassed you tonight, it makes me very uneasy in my heart, don't you feel that I like you?"
A sour, inexplicable emotion eroded my will, and I sighed, pulled the towel quilt over the bed, and covered Xiao Se. When I turned around, I saw Yu Meng sitting on the small sofa, staring at me blankly.
"Forget it, let him sleep here, I'll squeeze it at you." I took out a set of pajamas from the simple wardrobe and stepped forward to help Yu Meng get up. When I got to the door, I turned my head and glanced at Xiao Se again, and he was still lying quietly on my bed, as if he was too drunk and tired, and would fall asleep in a place that did not belong to him.
I turned off the lights, closed the door, and went to Yu Meng's dormitory.
Yu Meng quickly collapsed on the bed, muttering, "Trapped me." I changed into my pajamas, and she moved to the side of the bed, curling up. Small single bed, thankfully we were all slim enough to fit in.
Yu Meng was silent, and I was so tired that I didn't even have the strength to speak. There are some apprehensions, some uneasiness, and some annoying worries. I was nervous that it would be hard to argue that tomorrow morning if someone saw Xiao Se coming out of my dormitory. And that annoying concern, I'm angry with myself, why did I worry about that bastard, obviously he hurt me that I can't go back to the dormitory, and I can't sleep in the bed.
My heart was hazy with an indescribable melancholy, turned over, sleep, sleep, don't think about what just happened, a notorious bastard, repeatedly took advantage of me, so sleep, but I suddenly sat up from the bed, clasped my knees with my hands, stared at the blurred shadow on the curtain with wide eyes, could he be serious, could he have moved his true feelings No, Tong Xin, don't be stupid, he is such a wandering swinger brother, he must have read countless women, not to mention that there is a childhood sweetheart Sister Lin, How could you fall in love with you, a young actor, just trying to play with you.
And, even if he is sincere, can you accept him Can you write off past grievances I put my chin on my knee and began to think deeply. It's not easy to change, it's hard to change my nature, I don't spend precious time, I'm entangled with people with such a hooligan nature, I can't afford to play and I'm really not ashamed, people just kissed you twice, the so-called like, it's also likely to be drunk and talking nonsense, you have to run away from him, don't be tempted by him Now, you should sleep
I lay down again and buried my head deep in the pillow. I seemed to fall asleep dimly for a while, and I don't know when, I suddenly woke up with a shock. Looking at the window, a little light has just appeared, and the sky is not yet fully bright. I listened and knew why I was awakened. The soundproofing of the dormitory was not good, I clearly heard the door opening next door, and then the sound of footsteps going out of the house and through the hallway. I lifted the quilt, jumped out of bed, walked quickly to the back of the door, opened the door a crack, and saw Xiao Se's back gradually disappearing, and soon disappeared at the corner of the stairs.
He just left, and I looked at the time, and it was close to half past five in the morning. I closed the door of Yu Meng's dormitory, pushed the door back to my room, and before leaving, I obviously cleaned up the bed, the sheets were flat, and the towels were neatly folded. After my eyes made a round, it fell on the desk, where there was a piece of note, pressed under the lamp, in the font of the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing: I'm gone, I lost my temper after drinking last night, I'm sorry
The anger that I had subdued came back again, and I thought about it after a drunken gaffe, which was an apology, and it was clear that I was excusing myself for what I had done, and I changed the sheets in a rage, and threw the towel that I had covered to the ground. It took a long time to lie down on the bed. I had to rehearse on time in the morning, and I had to recharge my batteries, so I had to force myself to sleep a little longer.
was impetuous, and finally stared in a daze, and the alarm clock went off. I reluctantly got up and changed my clothes, and when I went out to brush my teeth and wash my face, I saw Yu Meng, who was as disheveled as me and had hazy eyes. "The man is gone" Her drunkenness last night was not particularly serious, at least she remembered what had happened.
"I left at 5 o'clock in the morning, and I left a note, saying that I was drunk and lost my temper." My voice was still drowsy.
Yu Meng laughed all of a sudden. "He's funny."
"To make a ghost is to be a scoundrel" I was indignant.
After washing, I felt much better. Yu Meng remembered something and asked me in a low voice: "This Xiao Se, is it the one who bullied you at school before?"
I let out a whimsical "hmm".
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