Chapter 218: The heart is like ashes
"If only ginseng deer antler velvet were there."
Wang Zhengqing sighed, and then said: "This kind of investigation is not at all clear. ”
"Since Lao Ding can't touch it yet, let's start with Huang Zhan." I gave a suggestion: "Now that Lao Ding is under house arrest by us, the time is limited, we must investigate the results in the shortest possible time, and then report it, otherwise, we are breaking the law." ”
Although Wang Zhengqing is an old man who is under house arrest according to the rules, we must also follow the rules to enforce the maximum time that can put him under house arrest.
Otherwise, we also know the law and break the law, and we are still facing such a heavyweight existence, and we will not be able to eat and walk around at that time, and now we are Lao Ding, why can't we meet the reason now.
At the beginning, one Wang Shoucai was enough for us to trouble, and Lao Ding was Wang Shoucai's super invincible and perverted enhanced version, interrogating him? I estimate that the interrogation skills of the three of us are not as good as Lao Ding, and it is easy to be tricked by his anti-reconnaissance skills, and at that time the gains will outweigh the losses.
And before, because the problem on the side of the City God Temple was not solved, and Wang Shoucai did not explain, so we couldn't touch Huang Zhan, I guess Huang Zhan didn't expect that Lao Ding would be pulled off by us, so the situation became different.
After some discussion, we are ready to make Huang Zhan the first move.
Gu Man is responsible for leading the Falcon Action Team to search for evidence, restart the combing of all aspects of the Qingfeng Warehousing case, and try to find new evidence, if this new evidence can be indirectly pointed to Lao Ding, then it would be better.
The reason why we have to see the stitches in this matter is because we can't let others find out, especially these comrades in the bureau, if they find out that Lao Ding has been put under house arrest by us, then it won't make a fuss.
Wang Zhengqing and I are mainly responsible for investigating Huang Zhan, but he is very happy now, and he doesn't realize that a disaster is waiting for him.
Wang Zhengqing's eyesight is very good, and he can see that there is a problem with me and Gu Man, so after we discussed, we gave me and Gu Man a private space.
Gu Man also cherished it, and after Wang Zhengqing left, he said some words of concern and comfort.
Anyway, I'm grateful that she said that, after all, she can give me spiritual support and strength.
But as I said before, I also have feelings for her, although I am a straight man, I am not hard-hearted, so I can really feel this kind of feelings.
But if we get too close to each other, or even develop into a lover relationship, it is a manifestation of irresponsibility to Gu Man for me, and the sacrificial spirit bloodline will eventually lead me to a point of no return, and I don't want to hurt her because of this.
I didn't want to see that happen, so I wanted to deliberately or deliberately distance myself from Gu Man.
Doing so may be a bit of a scumbag, but it can successfully prevent Gu Man from being hurt unnecessarily.
So when Gu Man told me this, I tried to avoid direct eye contact with her, and even a little cold.
I would rather be more natural than a little bit by little like this to slowly dilute our relationship.
Even though our relationship had only just made some progress the day before, it was just that progress that scared me.
Gu Man is a girl, and her sensitivity is much stronger than mine, so she soon felt that I was deliberately alienating her.
However, she seemed to think that I was just depressed because of my grandfather's departure, so she didn't even think much about it, or what made me try to enrich myself as much as possible, so that I could find the true meaning of life.
I've read chicken soup sentences like this countless times, and I've heard countless people say them.
But when it comes out of her mouth, it has a different kind of power.
I then left, and Gu Man started the investigation process with the Falcon Action Team, who remained in the General Bureau.
I hurriedly went out and found Wang Zhengqing.
"How?"
He looked at me, and then at the direction Gu Man had left.
"Is there a situation with the two of you?"
It seems that no one else is stupid, as long as you are familiar with me and Gu Man, you can see that there are some minor problems between me and her.
Of course, this question is not pejorative.
I shrugged helplessly and said, I hope it doesn't delay the handling of the case.
"Well, that's not what you're saying." I hurriedly said in a stern voice: "What delay is not delayed, people are emotional animals, and deliberately suppressing their feelings will cause problems." ”
"It's not like it's coming out of the mouth of a Taoist priest." I teased.
Wang Zhengqing said disapprerovingly: "So what? The master also taught us the same way, he said that a pure heart and few desires cannot cultivate the Tao. ”
"Can't cultivate the Tao with a pure heart and few desires?" I was stunned for a moment: "What do you mean?" This is not the same as the morality I remember. ”
Seeing that I was puzzled, Wang Zhengqing explained: "It's very understandable, you think like this, if you deliberately suppress your feelings and desires, then what are you fighting against?" Is it yourself or the desires of your heart? ”
I shook my head and said that I still didn't understand, this ancient one is very skinny, and when I say this, I am afraid that I will be criticized by countless Taoist friends or Buddhist people.
"It's very simple, you understand it like this, what we cultivators cultivate is a peace of mind, not asking for immortals, and people have seven emotions and six desires, compassion, helping the world and saving people, these are all feelings, fraternity is love, narrow love is not? Therefore, the love between men and women is equally important, it is not the Tao that is cultivated with a pure heart and few desires, it is a demon, and the backlog of desires to a certain extent will backfire. ”
Wang Zhengqing's words made me feel like I had just woken up from a dream, as if what I had thought was wrong, and what I wanted to suppress became what I should take the initiative to hug, so that I could be a frank person.
"What about the black mist in the snuffbox?" I asked, "That's also a matter of desire." ”
Now, he couldn't answer.
But he didn't run away from my question, but said directly: "The master didn't teach me, so I can't answer your question, I think it's that black fog is too powerful, it's not just about desire." ”
"Let's put it this way."
He gave an example.
"It is said that the stage is as big as the heart, but have you ever thought that even if we are ambitious, we can only master a small lake, at most this lake is a little bigger, but the black fog in the snuffbox is a vast ocean, and there is no end in sight, how big is the area of the sea? Seventy percent of our planet is water. ”
I nodded, and his example made sense.
To put it bluntly, what the black fog can satisfy is far more than what people's hearts can carry.
So if we compromise with the black fog, we will not create a bad guy who is laissez-faire and does what he wants, but an anti-human devil.
As I said, there are no demons or monsters in this world, but there is a kind of demon called the heart demon.
There is also a saying that the most terrible thing in this world is human nature, and the most terrible thing about human nature is that it can completely annihilate itself.
Thinking of this, I didn't ask any more, after all, there is no practical point in asking any more, about the black fog, Wang Zhengqing and I have already discussed it.
The most important thing now is to investigate as soon as possible what bottom lines Lao Ding touched, and what his actual purpose was in arresting Mo Xiaoyun.
To be honest, I already had a rough mold in my heart, because what I wanted to arrest before was someone from Tianquan, so I was very worried that Lao Ding would also be a person from Tianquan.
Lao Ding a few months ago was definitely not, if it were, he would not let the impact of the reservoir case become bigger, and finally attract the spirit case team, and he would only use all his strength to suppress this case.
But instead of that, he handed over the case to Gu Man, and let Gu Man have the courage to investigate.
That's where it doesn't make sense.
So if we plan for the worst, assuming that Lao Ding has been recruited by Tianquan and he has become blackened, then it should be what happened in the past few months.
So I'm going to go to Lao Ding's house to probe the wind and see the situation.
In fact, I have been to his house twice before, and he invited my grandfather to dinner, and I accompanied him.
That was before I came to work at the General Bureau, and that's why I met him, so after graduating, he came to me and said that if I wanted to go to him, I could contact him at any time.
At that time, my grandfather didn't want me to engage in this kind of work, so I was having an unpleasant relationship with my grandfather, so I called Lao Ding directly and asked him to help me transfer the file, and transferred me directly from the civil field to the criminal field.
Recall that Lao Ding at that time was actually very conscientious, he was still the desperate San Lang of the General Bureau, even if he had gotten along with this position, he still didn't dare to relax.
As I said, many of our colleagues are not as desperate as Lao Ding, he really dedicated his life to his profession, and he is a very respectable old criminal investigator.
But if he is reversed by Tianquan, the most likely point is after the accident in Qingfeng Warehouse.
At that time, Gu Man and I found out about this case, which can be said to be a shock to the wilderness, how many provinces and cities followed our progress and carried out a series of anti-pornography and anti-illegal actions, and the blow to Tianquan at that time, I think, should also be fatal.
This is also the reason why Huang Zhan was forced to transfer the entire Tianquan's activities in Xinjiang City to the underground, as for how big the impact was at that time, this has to be asked from Huang Zhan's mouth.
At that time, Tianquan urgently needed to obtain our internal situation, and the case started on our side of the General Bureau, so they should start from here, and the most direct and effective way was to directly oppose our top boss, Lao Ding.
In this way, it can be said that it is done once and for all.
Recalling the restrictions that Lao Ding made to Gu Man at that time, my heart was like ashes for a while, Lao Ding, is it really you?