Chapter 108 People are lonelier than lights
"I wish to have one heart, and the white head will not be separated." Long Xuanling muttered, tears flashing in his empty eyes.
"She loved me so much that it made me feel unreal." Long Xuanling still raised his head, although he couldn't see anything: "But I think she is the young lady of the Zhao family, she looks outstanding, in my eyes, she is perfect, I don't believe that she really belongs to me, so I hesitate, I retreat, I suspect." ”
Speaking of this, Long Xuanling suddenly lowered his eyes again, and I saw two lines of tears rolling down from the corners of his eyes.
"Pray for the night?" The corners of my mouth twitched slightly, and I didn't know how to reassure him.
"I won't tell you the whereabouts of the dowry." Long Xuanling suddenly spoke.
"What?" I was stunned.
"That's Jingwan's stuff, and I won't give it to anyone." Long Xuanling said, his body was weak and about to fall to the ground, I hurriedly hugged his shoulders and let him lean on my body.
"Jingwan." He cried out in a low voice.
With tears in my eyes, I stroked his cheek and choked up, "Just like her so much? ”
"For her, how much more than liking?" Long Xuanling smiled: "Me and her are only temporarily separated, and now, I'm going to find her." ”
"Pray for the night?" I looked at Long Xuanling, and there was already a faint black aura exuding from his body.
"Pray for the night!" I called out to him anxiously, and he leaned into my arms and murmured, "Madame, are you here to pick me up?" ”
With that, his body sank, his bone-like hand hung down weakly, and a longevity lock fell from his palm.
I frowned, tears welling up in my eyes, and immediately raised my eyes to look up at the sky, not letting my tears fall on his pale cheeks.
In the air, there were pieces of wishing lanterns floating, and I finally understood why he asked me to light so many wishing lanterns.
He is very afraid of being lonely, but now the lights are prosperous, but people's hearts are lonelier than the lights.
"Xuan Ling, in the year I have been with you, I have spent all my energy to allow me, selfishly, I don't want to accompany you through the love tribulation of the next life." I cupped his cheek and whispered.
It was also at this moment that I fully understood, in fact, from the very beginning, I was his love robbery, he died because of me, although he died in my arms in the illusion, but in reality, he died lonely and regretful.
The wishing lamp floated farther and farther, I lowered my eyes, the silence around me was terrible, I just hugged him and guarded him, until the dawn of the day, I left Aunt Luo's body, got out of the illusion, and returned to reality.
In reality, Aunt Luo was lying on the bed, dying.
Her current appearance, as long as the black snake comes again, she will die, but I know that if Long Xuanling is here, she will definitely not want to see her die tragically, so I took action to save her once, which can be regarded as repaying her and her mother's kindness to Long Xuanling.
I went to Wu's house, looked for the black snake, and exchanged an ordinary demon pill for Aunt Luo's half life.
Actually, it can't be said that it is half a life, because looking at her appearance, she will only live for a year or two.
After the black snake took the demon pill, it immediately transformed into a human form, although it only transformed into a dark and ugly man, but it was already excited.
You must know that he originally needed to cultivate for decades, or even hundreds of years, before he could cultivate into a human form.
After taking human form, he wanted to follow me, saying that he would be my servant as a reward, but I refused.
"Don't do evil again in the future, practice hard, and it will be repaid." After I finished speaking, I glanced at Shuaifu again: "Then Aunt Luo?" ”
"Please rest assured, Aunt Naluo, the little one will never touch her again." Black Snake promised decisively.
I nodded slightly, and did not go back to the Shuai Mansion, but went directly out of Youzhou City, but after leaving the city, I didn't know where I was going? Go back to the demon capital? Still is?
"Anzhi!"
A low, familiar voice came from behind me, and at this time, the genius was dark, and there was no one around.
This sudden call made my heart tighten suddenly.
"Who?" I looked around and saw no one in sight.
With a "poof", suddenly, a black shadow jumped down from the side of the city gate.
I was stunned, at this height, if it were an ordinary person, I was afraid that I would fall to death, but the person fell to the ground steadily.
"I've been waiting for you all along." The dark shadow slowly approached me, and as soon as he approached, I recognized him.
"Shaoting?" I looked at Gu Shaoting, I didn't expect that he would be waiting for me here?
"I know that you will definitely come back to see him, so I have been guarding Youzhou." After Gu Shaoting finished speaking, a smile appeared on his face.
"What if I don't come?" I looked at him and asked.
Gu Shaoting didn't think about it, and said directly: "Then wait all the time, and use the remaining decades to wait for you." ”
"Shaoting?" I don't understand why, after all these years, he still hasn't given up.
"I'm not asking you to give me a chance, I just want to be your companion, it's too lonely to go, isn't it?" He looked at me, and his deep eyes were indeed full of loneliness, which reminded me of Long Xuanling.
"Okay, but I don't know how long I'll be in the mortal world." I pursed my lips when I finished speaking.
"As long as you want, as long as you're here, I'll be with you." Gu Shaoting said to me categorically.
I smiled at him, not knowing how to respond to him.
And Gu Shaoting asked directly, "Next, where are you going to go?" ”
"I want to see my little uncle." In fact, I have always had this idea, but I don't want myself to suddenly appear and cause trouble for them, and I hope they can live in peace.
What's more, every year, I asked Qingluan to go to see them secretly, and then the demons told me how they lived, so I knew their current situation well.
I know that my uncle has returned to Anyuan Town and continues to open a pharmacy.
Moreover, even the pangolins returned to Anyuan Town, because Ning Siyin was also a daughter, and she was not used to living in the mountains at all.
"Let's go to Anyuan Town." I said to Gu Shaoting.
Gu Shaoting listened, smiled at me and nodded, it originally took two days to travel from this Youzhou City to Anyuan Town, but now I take Gu Shaoting and borrow spiritual power, it only takes an hour to arrive.
Moreover, after arriving in "Anyuan Town", I bought a lot of gifts directly on the street, and then went to the house where my uncle lived with Gu Shaoting.
This house now belongs to the little uncle, and Mr. Tang sold the house to the little uncle after Du Bing died, and he doesn't know where to go.
I haven't seen each other for eighteen years, and I'm still very worried.
"I'll knock on your door." Gu Shaoting saw me standing in front of the door of the house, and hesitated, so he took the initiative to open his mouth and wanted to knock on the door for me.
I shook my head, raised my hand excitedly, and knocked lightly on the door.