"I don't know." Yin Jingshu tilted her head, "Almost all the actors who were with Ye Ying back then have left the dance troupe, and now there are basically head Yu, head Hu and Director Fang, who else will mention those things about Chen sesame and rotten grain, I just learned that Ye Ying is such a person with a story." ”

Yin Jingshu said that the head of the troupe is called Hu Tong, the deputy head of our dance troupe, and the director of Fang is called Fang Yanlan, who is the director of the office of the company, and they were all excellent ballet dancers back then.

"Where there is any curse, it is far-fetched." I don't believe that there is such a thing as a curse in the world, and Zihan's fall from the building is clearly more man-made than an accident.

"I've heard them say so well. In particular, head Hu said that she had seen Zihan and a man together, very intimate, the man she knew, the boss of a tourism company, surnamed Luo, from Luojia Village. Yin Jingshu's tone was a little shocked, "The white man I've seen may be surnamed Luo." Oops, why did I suddenly feel a gust of wind, don't say it, it's too scary, I still hurry up to report to the head of the regiment. ”

Yin Jingshu ran away with a smoke, leaving me standing in place in a daze. Zihan, like her sister, fell in love with Luo Wenhao, so her fall from the building, whether it has anything to do with the ancestral training of Yejia Village makes me shudder.

My mind was filled with all kinds of chaotic thoughts, and before I knew it, I came to the turntable where Ye Zihan had an accident. I was about to turn around and leave, but before I could walk away, I saw Xiao Se walk out of the turntable. Under the face, I couldn't help but be stunned. I quickly came to my senses. "Thank you for speaking for me in front of the regimental commander."

"It's just a gesture, you're welcome." His eyes sparkled, "What did the regiment commander tell you?"

"She told me not to be psychologically burdened" Somehow, I answered a little bit.

Xiao Se stared at me deeply, his eyes in the night like two bottomless pools, so dark and heavy, as if to indulge in the darkness. My face involuntarily heats up, don't start.

"Can I smoke?" asked Xiao Se.

"You smoke it." I don't repulse him smoking as much as I used to.

I heard the "click" of the lighter, and when I looked back, I saw a faint glow from the small flame on the cigarette butt. "I've made a discovery." Although I knew that Xiao Se and Captain Yu were close, I decided to tell him.

"It's about looking in the mirror," Xiao Se asked immediately.

I nodded. "Today everyone was busy rehearsing, and I didn't always look in the mirror like I usually rehearsed, and I didn't have anything to gain. However, after the rehearsal, when Captain Yu came to talk to me, I found that she seemed to be afraid to look in the mirror, in short, her expression was very unnatural when she saw the mirror. ”

"Head Yu should have nothing to do with Ye Zihan's fall from the building, her expression was unnatural when she saw the mirror, it was because" Xiao Se hesitated, but still said, "She had a car accident many years ago, and her right face and right forehead were bruised, and after the stitches were removed, there were obvious scars on her face. ”

I was taken aback. "Why, I never saw a scar on her face."

"She went abroad to have plastic surgery, plus careful makeup, people who don't know about that thing can't see anything." Xiao Se sighed lightly, "But the psychological shadow left by the year is difficult to eliminate, especially when the right side of the face is facing the mirror, there will always be some nervousness and lack of confidence." ”

I thought about it carefully, when Captain Yu's face was wrong just now, he was indeed facing the mirror with his right face. "What is the relationship between you and Head Yu, how do you know so many things about her?"

"She and my dad have been good friends for many years." Xiao Se replied simply.

"She cares about you." I said again.

"I'm concerned." Xiao Se smiled and puffed out a puff of smoke, and under the smoke, his smile seemed a little elusive, a helpless smile. I looked at him in slight surprise, not understanding why he looked like this.

But he turned and walked away, walking straight to the railing and standing facing the glass wall.

I walked up to him and looked at our figures reflected on the curtain wall, real and illusory, distant and remote. "If Zihan's fall has nothing to do with Captain Yu, it has something to do with other people, what does this have to do with the mirror?"

"What do you see in the mirror?" asked Xiao Se rhetorically.

I stared at him, I didn't know why.

"It is said that a mirror can see the soul of a person. There are several types of people who look in the mirror, including ballet dancers. Xiao Se spat smoke rings at the glass curtain wall, and then stared at the smoke spreading in the night wind, "The mirror is your faithful companion, and in ordinary training, the real audience is actually yourself in the mirror." You all believe in mirrors and repeat the same action countless times almost every day, examining your every move in the mirror. Am I right?"

I was speechless to be amazed that he knew us so well.

"As I told you, I saw the diary of a once very good ballerina." Xiao Se read the doubt in my eyes. He looked at me, and under the smoke, his vision seemed hazy, "Actually, it's not just ballet dancers, everyone wants to see the ideal and perfect self in the mirror, but it's cruel, the mirror will only reflect your reality." If you are far away from your ideal self as you are reflected in the mirror, what you will do gives you two options: first, look away from the mirror, and second, work hard to become your ideal self. ”

"I'll pick second." I answered without hesitation.

Xiao Se shook his head at me. "The right answer is not the first option, nor the second, but accepting who you are."

I was slightly stunned, and then raised my eyes to look at the mirror-like glass curtain wall in front of me.

"You are not perfect, just compared with Ye Zihan's A angle, there is a certain distance. You're not as good as hers, and you're not as technically stable and spinning as she is. Moreover, you are also facing competition from Lan Jingyu, her conditions in all aspects are not worse than yours, and it is entirely possible to surpass you. Xiao Se said very frankly, "You can only accept reality and accept that you are not perfect." However, you also have your own advantages, you are much younger than Ye Zihan, youth is capital, you can be fearless and move forward bravely. Your basic skills are also very solid and you have great potential. ”

Listening to his words, my heart felt extremely shaken. It turned out that he was not simply acting as a translator for Paul, he saw my performance, and even compared it with Ye Zihan and Lan Jingyu. I raised my eyes and glanced at him quickly, and for a moment, I didn't know what to say.

Xiao Se looked at me with a sincere look in his eyes. "Take a good look at you in the mirror, face it calmly, and accept it. I'm very optimistic about you, and in time, it will become a great thing."

He stared at me for a long time. We looked at each other, and there had never been a moment like this, and I felt that we were so close and understood. All the anger, grievances, and worries in my heart suddenly disintegrated and disappeared at this moment.

"Do you still hate me, hate me," he asked softly.

"It's been a long time coming." I said without thinking.

"When did it start?" he asked.

"I," I suddenly became cramped, and to hide it, I quickly said, "You haven't told me why you made me look out for people who are not normal when I look in the mirror." ”

Xiao Se extinguished the cigarette butt and rekindled a cigarette. "Because there are witnesses to the case in the mirror." He puffed out a heavy puff of smoke, "When Ye Zihan fell from the building, he was in the position we are in now, standing in this position, the glass curtain wall in front of him will become a mirror, which can reflect the appearance of the person standing here." Just like now, we can see ourselves. ”

What he said shocked me, and when I looked at the figure in the mirror, I only felt a chill on my back. "I understand, the murderer who pushed Ye Zihan down will see his own figure in the mirror and become a witness to his own crime."

"That's it." Xiao Se affirmed my statement, "I just said that the mirror can see the soul of a person, and when a person stands in front of the mirror, what he subconsciously wants to see is the most perfect self in his ideal. Like the mirrors in the supermarket, in addition to reflecting other things and attracting the customer's eye, there is also a role in arousing the customer's latent consciousness and reducing theft. I believe that the person who pushed Ye Zihan downstairs, after seeing his own image in the mirror, his conscience would be condemned, and he felt uneasy when he looked in the mirror, and he did not dare to look directly at the mirror. ”

"You suspect that this person is among us dancers, and the actor has to look in the mirror every day, so it's easy to see who has a sense of unease," I found more and more that Xiao Se was very knowledgeable, and he was far from the unlearned gangster in the depths of my memory, "You are such a strange person, as if you can know everything." ”

Xiao Se smiled imperceptibly. "It's just a suspicion, everything is still a mystery. Do you think that I like to be nosy?"

"Of course not." I hurriedly denied it, "I think you are quite mysterious, and there should be a lot of things hidden in your heart." ”

Xiao Se glanced at me, leaning against the railing, puffing smoke and puffing smoke rings continuously, as if pondering something. For a long time he did not speak, and then, suddenly, he pulled himself together and straightened up. He looked me in the eye and asked, "Do you want to know my secret?"

I nodded subconsciously, and my face immediately heated, which was equivalent to admitting that I wanted to spy on his secret.

He smiled. "However, my secrets are only shared with those closest to me."

I looked at him stunned, his eyes suddenly flashed with a fiery light, and his face became extremely vivid. I panicked, and my body suddenly fell backwards, just hitting the railing hard, and the whole person fell backwards under the unstable center of gravity.

The railing was so low that I was so frightened that my breath stopped, and it seemed as if my thoughts and consciousness were flying away with me.

Almost at the same time, a pair of strong arms grabbed my arm and pulled me back, and I rushed forward, and the whole person threw myself into Xiao Se's arms.

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