Chapter 60
Hua Yan secretly thought that the reason why Yun Chi knew about this matter was either An Sixteen or An Seventeen, which villain told him, nine times out of ten it was An Seventeen, waiting for her to clean him up.
In fact, if she saw Yun Rang back then, she did have a little thought, but she was cut off by her brother in a blink of an eye, and after she went back to Lin'an, she forgot about him, which is really nothing, but when Yun Chi said this, she was still quite weak-hearted.
There is no regret medicine in the world, if there is......
She thought, with her temperament, if she doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, she won't die until she reaches Huangquanxin, and she probably won't drink.
Thinking like this, she began to play tricks again, lowered her head, patted her lower abdomen aggrievedly and said, "Son, your father laughs at his mother, he bullies people, he only says me, as a prince, he has not been stained with pink peach blossoms, and now he ......"
Yun Chi was angry and laughed, and reached out to cover her mouth, "What do you say?" How can a child listen to this? ”
Hua Yan raised her head and stared at him openly, "Then you say, today the two of us will break it and crumple it and say, have you always had a knot in your heart, Yun Rang is nothing, for Zi Chop, your knot is still knotted." Right? ”
Yun Chi's body stiffened.
Hua Yan looked at him seriously and said, "You have seen me, I can feel it, you have been tugging at yourself in your heart." You can't let me go, and you don't want to give me away. Since last night, you seem to understand a little bit and let go a little. Isn't it? ”
Yun Chi pursed her lips and looked at Hua Yan's eyes, her eyes were clear, reflecting his shadow.
Huayan is so transparent, since he saw how she and Su Ziqi get along that day, he didn't know how to treat her well, and she saw it all the way, obviously they were husband and wife, but they got along with a kind of jerky under deliberate intimacy.
He tried his best to make this deliberately hidden jerky and inner entanglement invisible, but he couldn't do it.
He should know that she is smart and will definitely see it.
He knew that this was his own problem, he thought that after a long time, it would be fine, but he didn't expect that Hua Yan's eyes couldn't rub the sand, she always understood that she could allow herself to be confused occasionally, but she was not allowed to be unclear all the time.
is also because of her temperament, so it is the one he loves her.
He was silent for a moment, lowered his head, was silent for another moment, slowly raised his head, his eyes were full of emotion, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't." ”
Hua Yan was silent, waiting for him to speak, in her opinion, there is nothing that cannot be solved, she has always looked at her own heart, if she doesn't solve it in one day, it will be ten days, ten days is not enough, it will be a lifetime, anyway, she used all her life in her last life, and in this life, she can still do it.
He needs Yun Chi to have a heart-to-heart relationship with her before she can untie the knot for him, otherwise, the two of them are nothing more than protecting each other's torture.
"On that day, I went to save you, stood under the west wall, and listened to you and Su Zi playing chess, although the words were faint, I could hear them clearly. Your relationship with him, naturally, really hit me deeply. It seems that I only knew you for the first time, and I realized that the you in front of me and the you in front of him are two different you. I wondered, if I was wrong, I couldn't help but doubt myself, I didn't dare to move forward, I was afraid that I would be wrong because of the plum blossoms, for fear that you would not go with me. Yun Chi said, taking a deep breath, "I have never been easily put a sword on my neck, that day, because of this, my breath was unstable, leaked and hidden, exposed myself, knowing that the green soul held the sword to my neck, I suddenly woke up to what I was here for." ”
Hua Yan bit her lip and didn't make a sound for a while.
Yun Chi continued, "Later, the green soul told Su Zi Chop, Su Zi Chop let you go, I saw you, and the moment I saw you, I cried to me all of a sudden, and my blood seemed to come back to life. I know if you choose to go with me, or ...... me But these days, I'm still ...... It was my fault. ”
Hua Yan's heart was hurt by Yun Chi's words in waves, and she wanted to say, "Are you stupid?" But thinking of the days she was waiting for, she also suffered from gains and losses, for fear of suspecting that he would not come, or that Yun Di didn't see her folding plum blossoms at all, and that she couldn't bring her meaning back to Yun Chi, both of them were stupid, so no one had to say anyone.
She stretched out her hand and pinched his face, her eyes were also dyed with emotion, looked at his eyes, and whispered, "Yun Chi, if I say, seven years of getting along in the last life, in my heart, at this time, it has already passed without a trace, that is to lie to myself, but also to you, I am not a god, a mortal body, I can't get rid of it, not to mention, put aside those love-hate entanglements, Su Ziqi is really a person who is not bad to me." If he had forced me to stay after recovering his memory, maybe I would hate him, or even hate him to death, but he didn't, he was more transparent than me, he knew myself better than me, he knew what was best for me, so I couldn't do it without a trace. Just like you, even if you know that I love you, you can't do it without care. But I want to say that in life, many emotions, in addition to love, it is not necessarily impossible to have family and friendship confidants in the world, right? ”
Yun Chi nodded, "I understand, I'm sorry, I ......"
Hua Yan stretched out her hand to hug him, intercepted the words behind him, and said softly, "Don't say I'm sorry, you've said it many times since you saw me." It's one thing to understand, but it's another thing to do it, you're also smart and clear, I wanted to wait a while, and when you understand that my heart will untie you, but I'm reluctant to let you keep the knot in your heart, we finally got together, I don't want to torture each other, I thought, if you have been caring, but I can't help it, the only way is to find a pill for amnesia, but ......" She really didn't want to mention the soul spell at this time, and paused, "For me, amnesia medicine doesn't necessarily work......"
"Don't talk about it." Yun Chi hugged her, "As long as you are good, I can't think about anything, I wanted to open it yesterday, you lie next to me, pillow in my arms, I feel satisfied, but I didn't expect you to be so keen, but I have some careful thoughts, I have been caught by you, there is nowhere to hide, there is really no shame." ”
Hua Yan seemed to be in a hurry when he saw him, and it was rare to see him say so anxious, as if he had experienced such a separation goodbye, and now he was so relevant, he was more vivid. She leaned her head on his arms and listened to his heartbeat, "The relationship between people is related to temperament and habits, and it is just a habit that is difficult to change for a while." Between you and me, the time is still short, not counting the year of the marriage, full of calculations, but only a year, during this period, there are still less gatherings and more separation, and many incidents have happened, you and I are still running-in, and after a long time, you will know, you are you, I am me, we are us, although I have not wanted you to explore the part, but it does not mean that I am reluctant to be with you, it does not mean that you are inferior to anyone. We have a certain way of getting along, how I treat you, it has nothing to do with others, you are just you. Being with you is what I am willing to do, what I want, and I have always known what kind of path I take and what kind of self I am. ”
"So......" Hua Yan raised her head and looked at Yun Chi again, "You really don't have to care, sooner or later, one day, the past will be classified as dust, and in my heart, everywhere I pass, will disappear, and there will be no tile." In that case......"
Yun Chi's eyes suddenly swelled with tide, and the arm holding Hua Yan tightened, he understood what she was going to say, "In that case, I only have you." But suddenly he didn't want her to say it. When he heard such words, he felt desolate, not to mention how much she should have said it in her heart at this time......
He can tolerate the world, how can he not tolerate his own woman's past?
"Don't talk about it." Yun Chi lowered his head and kissed Hua Yan, kissed her peach-like lips, kissed the corners of her mouth, kissed her collarbone and jaw, kissed her eyes and eyebrow bones, and finally, landed on her cheek, countered his forehead, and said seriously, "The crown princess of this palace, why bother to make compromises?" I control the world, determined to clean up the four seas, to ensure that the people live and work in peace and contentment, and I can also see happily, and tolerate Kyushu Unai, including an old man who can also tolerate you. ”
Hua Yan's heart was touched, a smile spread, she gently pecked the corner of his mouth, and said softly, "Yun Chi, you are so good." It is a blessing for me to meet you in my third life, no, I am fortunate in my tenth life. ”
Yun Chi also smiled when he heard this, and the faint knot that was twisted together also dispersed.
Between husband and wife, it is probably the same, whether it is the descendants of the kings and grandchildren, or the poor people, the treatment of feelings, are rarely like clear water to see the bottom, the feelings of two people, can not be misunderstood, hesitated, suspicious, and heart-to-heart, so calm, open and honest, on the contrary, the heart will be closer.
At this moment, both Huayan and Yunchi felt that they loved each other very much, but it turned out that they could love each other more.
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The seventh day of deposit~