Tsing Yi left, she left Yuchun Tower, and no one knew where she went.

I should have thought she wouldn't be there anymore, but I didn't know she would be gone so early, with unhealed scars on her face.

I checked the up and down of Yuchun Tower, so that they all forgot that Tsing Yi only thought that she had never existed. Because I knew that from the moment she decided to leave, she had already decided to forget about it all, and that she was going to be a different person to live a different life.

However, time will slowly wash away the Tsing Yi in other people's memories, but can I forget her? Can I assume that she never existed?

Tsing Yi, do you know, from the moment I first saw you, I knew that the person I was looking for had been found.

When I was excited, excited, nervous, and couldn't sleep all night, I was thinking about my reunion with you, and I was thinking about how I could move on with our future. However, when I was carried away by this joy and did not come back to my senses, you have been called by the Four Princes.

At that time, my heart sank to the bottom. The fourth prince is the person I am loyal to, and the duty of our brocade guards is to swear allegiance to their master with all their hearts, and I can die for the fourth prince without regrets, but for him to take you into the palace...... What seemed like a simple thing became the most difficult task for me.

I didn't sleep the night before I went to pick you up until the moonlit ground was covered with a thick layer of frost, and finally, I clenched my fists and made the hardest but most important decision of my life: I'll take you away if you want.

No matter how difficult it will be in the future, for your sake, I am willing to fight against the whole world once.

But when you smiled and told me that your dream is to fly on the branches and become a phoenix, my whole body trembled, and I began to laugh at my own ridiculousness, after all, I don't know you, after all, I haven't known you for too long...... If that's really what you think, then I will fulfill you, respect you, and you will be the only person I protect in this world except for the four princes.

However, when the fourth prince left you in the mansion, I still didn't control myself from speaking out to stop it, that was the only time I said no to the fourth prince, the only time, irrational.

But your eyes are full of hatred for me, full of resentment for me to stop...... Perhaps, I really shouldn't have done much, but I don't think it was your intention.

When you forced me back from the side of the fourth prince with a fierce look, my hopes were shattered, and I could hear something in my body shatter with the sound of my slow closing of the door. I clenched my fists tightly, resisting the urge not to drag you out, and also holding back the unwillingness and despair in my heart, I have to do this, because everything you want, I will satisfy you unconditionally.

But this bottomless despair is not the end. When I heard the sound of fighting in the house and rushed into the door, I saw with my own eyes that you stabbed a dagger into the heart of the fourth prince! You killed someone! Kill the four princes I swore allegiance to!

The guard's long knife has been stabbed straight at you, and I somehow rushed over to block it for you. But out of resentment in my heart, I, as a brocade guard, immediately put my long sword against your neck, but, after countless battlefields, I can't do anything to you in this most cruel battle......

Your face was covered in blood, and you looked at me lightly, your eyes were full of relaxed exhaustion, and you no longer had the shrewd vigilance and heavy obedience you had before. Before you fell unconscious, you said indifferently: If you want to kill, you have to listen to the honor......

However, when you say lightweight, this sword already weighs a thousand pounds for me. I clenched my fists and rushed out to slash the man in black outside the house desperately, like a madman, frantically slashing and killing without leaving a single living mouth!

How could I possibly kill you...... How could I have killed you?

I hate you, but I love you too.