[Ru Mengji] 10: Dream of the Third World - To Changqing
Is it a choice or a waiver? Do you want to continue or stop? The world is big, where is your own place; The world is big, where is its own water moon cave sky; The world is so big, where can I meet you - Xu Changqing.
The first life: Forgetting
I always think that I can stay with you until I grow old, but in the end it is always a flash in the pan and disappears in a blink of an eye. I can't forget, I can't forget your gentle eyes, sweet smile, and beautiful voice. I always thought that I could be stronger than gold, I always thought that I could dry up the sea and rot, and I always thought that I could die unswervingly, until I died. However, although the dream is beautiful, the reality is so cruel. If you want to talk and stop, it is a thought of you. Dreams are always short-lived, like the mask you have lifted for me, it is such a fate. I vaguely remember that before we jumped off the cliff, you asked the heavens, "If we can hold on, gather all the clouds in the sky together." However, as soon as the words fell, all the clouds dispersed, and we insisted on not disappointing each other, and committed suicide by jumping off the cliff hand in hand. In the end, I was rescued by the Holy Aunt, but you were reincarnated and forgot about me.
The second life: the heart
Maybe it's my sincerity that touches the heavens, maybe it's still the trick of fate, I meet you again, you're still that handsome boy. It's just that I'm still me, but you're not the same you used to be. When I was so depressed that I drank all day long, and indulged in indulgence, that many men stopped working, because I was so beautiful. You were originally a Taoist, but after negotiating with me, you decided to marry me. On the wedding night, I called your name from your previous life in a dream, and you asked who that person was, and I was silent. So we parted ways, and I returned to southern Xinjiang alone. The war in Miaojiang was chaotic, and I led the people to resist and failed. For the safety of my people, I am willing to be put to death. In order to save me, you were outnumbered and stabbed to death. Before you died, you fell in front of me and asked, "Tell me, who else is in your heart?" Fool, it's always you, it's all you......
The third life: dreams come true
I thought that there would always be miracles, but I didn't expect that all this would become a freeze frame and could not be changed; I thought that Heaven could have mercy on me, but I didn't expect that it was already over; I thought there would be a time when my dreams would come true, but everything was predestined. In order to save the world, I didn't stay with you in the end. Daoist Qingwei's words woke me up: I should give up my obsession and complete your path of cultivation. Do you remember the water we drank in front of the Lake of Forgetfulness? Actually, I didn't drink it, and I know you didn't drink it either. Since we have chosen to keep the most precious memory, even if we don't drink the water of forgetfulness, we all selfishly choose to remember. Indeed, if this affection is to be forgotten, what is there to remember? Changqing, I love you, but I don't have the attachment to be with you. Changqing, just know that you are safe.