- I thought Yan Yan was going to be sad for a long time, and I forgot that she still had a strong heart.

- Not really.

—Epigraph

They went back on the plane, and Leju personally took them to the airport.

"Little foal, won't you go back with us?"

"Auntie has been sick recently, let's talk about it later."

"Are you going back to acting?"

This sentence was asked by Meng Zhanyan.

"Not necessarily", he smiled bitterly, "Zhanyan, please stick to her dream together." ”

"You're a narcissist, have you forgotten that there are so many fans waiting for you?"

Although Meng Zhanyan buried him in his mouth, he knew in his heart why he wanted to give up acting.

Some people don't have dreams from the beginning, but because of the infection of some people, they will pay attention to and even love it.

If one day the person who once infected you leaves, or is gone, you will become a headless fly on the road of dreams.

Leju grinned at her, but the corners of his mouth didn't bend deeply.

She has seen Leju's skinny and scoundrel appearance, and she has also seen his naïve and narcissistic appearance, the appearance of sunny idols on the stage, and the serious appearance during filming...... But I've never seen him like now.

Teenagers, you have to go through something before you can grow up.

This process has always been cruel, after all, between life and us, no one feels sorry for anyone.

"Pack yourself up and come back, otherwise, your fans will be distressed."

After teaching him earnestly, he walked towards the security checkpoint in a dashing manner, and his back was more chic and chic.

"I thought Yan Yan was going to be sad for a long time."

Shi Yue sighed on the side, I knew that her acceptance ability was so strong, so why bother to hide it from her for so long.

Ye Xuan stared meaningfully at the girl's back.

Not.

But he didn't say it, just silently followed.

"We're gone, too."

Seeing that the two people in front of them were already about to go through the security check, Shi Yue and Yu Hao also waved their hands to say goodbye to Leju.

"Bye-bye."

hugged Shi Yue for a while, and then smiled at Yu Hao.

Yu Hao nodded at him.

Leju seemed to know what he meant.

"I should thank you."

"What did you two buy, did you secretly do something behind my back?"

"No, let's go, they're both in."

In order to prevent her from asking any further, he directly grabbed her shoulders and pushed her inside.

Seeing them all go in, Leju also turned to leave.

Before seeing them again, Yu Hao had looked for him.

"Let's talk."

At that time, he was not in the mood to deal with anyone, and nothing in the outside world could fluctuate in his heart.

Therefore, someone filmed him before, and he didn't hide, although he knew that if it was uploaded to the Internet, it would become his black material.

Someone asked if he was a Leju, and he didn't say he wasn't.

Because something has lost its meaning to him.

He didn't know how much longer he would be like this.

After knowing the news of Conghan's death, his only feeling was that he was dying, although it was ridiculous, but he only had such a feeling.

Shi Yue was the only one who knew about it, he hated her at that time, if she could tell herself, she could still accompany Ah Han through the last days.

But she didn't.

So he isolated all his relatives and friends, disappeared by himself, and he didn't want anyone, as long as the girl who grew up with him and said that he would marry him in the future.

So he came to Ahan's hometown alone.

So when they came to him, he forced himself to turn a blind eye.

It's just that Yu Hao found him alone.

He didn't want to deal with it, but he felt that it would be more troublesome, so he stopped to hear what he wanted to say.

He didn't know Yu Hao originally, but he had seen him come with Shi Yue.

"My name is Yu Hao, and I am Shi Yue's boyfriend."

"Oh."

He didn't stop to listen to him talk nonsense, so he turned around and walked away without interest.

"So you think you're the worst guy?"

Yu Hao grabbed him by the collar.

"She's been hiding from all of us for almost three years! If no one tells me, I will not think that Ah Han is abroad until I die. ”

He had a fire in his heart, so he roared back with all his might.

"Can you calm down and think about it? She doesn't tell you what she is drawing, and the picture is what makes you hate her now? ”

Yu Hao let go of his collar.

"Let's have a drink."

And then he was the first to take the lead.

I went to the convenience store and bought a bunch of beers, and neither of them spoke, just drinking one after the other, bottle after bottle.

"Actually, it's not you who are the most upset, it's her."

Throw the cans into the trash can like a basket.

"Snort."

Lokoma also accurately threw the cans in the trash.

He laughed at how inadequate this sentence was, and he was even more sad than him.

Scold~

"It's not that you don't know, do you don't want to believe it, is Shi Yue hiding it from you or does she herself not want you to know?"

"She was very hard, when I didn't know her, she often left messages with me, once she said that she had a friend who had cancer, but she asked her to help her keep it a secret, because that girl wanted to walk after others forgot her, and she was afraid that her friends would be sad because of her departure."

"During that time, she left me messages at two or three o'clock in the morning, she said she didn't know what to do, she said she didn't want to live up to the girl's trust, and she didn't want but she didn't want to make people who liked that girl hate her."

"The sentence I remember the most is when she said: Why do I choose me, am I not her friend, and I won't be sad when she is sick? But then I think about it, she probably thought about it for a long time before choosing me. ”

"She's always afraid that you'll blame her for not telling you when you find out, and if you do, you can at least be with her for the last time, but she thought about it countless times, and gave up this idea countless times after meeting Shang Conghan's eyes."

"I know it's all because of what she left in my comment section a few years ago, if you don't believe it, you can go and see it."

Leju was silent for a long time.

So you think you're the worst guy?

He admitted that Yu Hao really provoked him when he said this, and he really woke him up.

He has been numbing himself all these days, and he just thinks that he is the worst person in the world.

However, what did Shi Yue, who was inexplicably blamed by herself, do wrong?

He actually hated that he didn't accompany Conghan to finish the last time of his life, but there is no time machine in this world, and he can't go back to the past.

So Shi Yue is just an excuse for him, an excuse to make himself feel more at ease, because he is afraid that the person he hates should be himself.

I can't go back to the past with him.