201 Deep in the heart
The two of them didn't speak, and after a while, Princess Pingwu said, "I just said it, I didn't say that I took Kaoru away." β
"Don't talk about it! Don't even think about that kind of thought, if you feel uneasy, then don't force yourself! β
Princess Pingwu softened: "Didn't I agree to my cousin's proposal?" Otherwise, I wouldn't have let Kaoru come here, I just feel sorry for Kaoru, how can I bear this suffering. β
"You said that you feel distressed, my mother looks fake! You care about yourself, you care about your face, this mother told you, you are still not convinced, if you really feel sorry for Xunsheng, even if it is a countryman, you should be a baby, but where are you? The first thing that comes to mind is not what will happen to Kaoru, but your face? β
Princess Pingwu was unconvinced: "What is Kaoru's origin?" Gao Jia......"
Old Madam Jia interrupted her: "Origin? Don't think that your mother doesn't know, what you are worried about is that your mother is a palace maid, which makes you embarrassed in the princess, you are a palace girl! It's okay if you strangle your mother, even if you strangle me, you can't get rid of having a mother who has been a palace maid! β
"Mother, I didn't say that."
Mrs. Jia had tears in her eyes: "Mother knows that when you were a child, someone laughed at you, saying that your mother was a palace maid who climbed up, and you made trouble for a while because of this, your father said, put you in the name of the late queen, my mother disagreed, and you didn't agree, then you don't understand, now you should know, your birth is not recorded in whose name is who was born, your mother is from the countryside who can't eat enough, and enter the palace as a palace maid who serves people, this is a fact that no one can change!" Now no one dares to say anything, but you feel awkward in your heart, and it is you who are uncomfortable, and what will outsiders do to you because of this? β
Seeing that she was about to open her mouth, Mrs. Jia continued: "Actually, you are picky about the lady of the Gao family, you are picking yourself in your heart, you dislike her background, you are disgusting your background, my mother only figured it out when I came here, you have always been worried about your background, and I feel inferior to have such a mother, and my mother thought that you had forgotten what happened when you were a child." β
Princess Pingwu thundered five times, and her face turned pale.
"Mother can't go back to the past, even if you can go back to the past, your mother doesn't have the ability to be a queen and reincarnate you, Kaoru Sheng is your son, you can pick a decent daughter-in-law, make you feel comfortable, my mother has not lived for a few years, and I will accompany your father underground sooner or later, but, my mother will say a word to you, Kaoru is your son, for your own decency, you can marry your daughter-in-law, the eldest lady of the Gao family, you just let her go, and when you see her mother, you will think of yourself, lest she suffer from her mother in the future, and give birth to a girl who dislikes her background all her life!"
Mrs. Jia got up, ignored her daughter, and walked out.
Mr. Jia saw his aunt in the courtyard and stepped forward to help him.
"Go back to my room and talk to you."
Helping his aunt to go to the second courtyard, seeing his granddaughter panicked, Mr. Jia said gently: "You and Qingwa go to play." β
Jasibe hurriedly pulled the jade green tile and withdrew.
Mr. Jia poured tea for his aunt, and Mrs. Jia waved his hand, so he had to put it down.
"Niu Wa, my aunt understands what you said, Pingwu is a poor person, yes, she is pitiful, the scenery is infinite from the outside, the emperor is older than her, and when she sees her, she has to behave in a proper manner and call her an imperial aunt, she lives proudly outside the palace, who would have thought that her birth was a thorn in her heart, this blames me, I shouldn't have given birth to her."
Mrs. Jia covered her eyes with her hands and wept silently, and Mr. Jia's eyes were moist.
"Auntie, don't think about it, my cousin doesn't have that idea, she has been happy for decades, except for Kaoru, she can't accept it all at once, and she will figure it out after a while."
Old Madam Jia shook her head and said: "You don't have to comfort me, I have also been rich for a long time, and I have been confused, and I also regard myself as that rich and noble person, don't forget that in the palace, nine out of ten in the sieve heart are snobbish?" Hehe! I was also overwhelmed by the royal family's many years of devotion to me. β
Mrs. Jia also saw herself clearly through her daughter, and she had to think about it in the future.
"Go ahead, auntie's rest."
Mr. Jia withdrew silently and let Mama Zhen, who was guarding the door, enter the house, he walked out quickly, went to the main courtyard, stood at the door for a while, and pushed the door in.
When Princess Pingwu saw her cousin come in, she hurriedly asked, "Cousin, how is my mother?" β
"Why don't you go see for yourself?"
Princess Pingwu dodged her cousin's eyes and said, "Cousin, my mother said that about me, I didn't think so, I didn't want to hurt my mother's heart." β
After Mr. Jia sat down, he said, "No one said you were sincere, but ......"
"My cousin thinks so about me, too?"
"Cousin, there are some things I wanted to say to you a long time ago, I had to say them before, you won't understand, you can't accept it, and you will think I'm talking nonsense, but today you made my aunt sad, I have to say it."
"Cousin, you say."
"Cousin, you know what? Why do you have some words, you won't say it to the horse, but you will come to tell me, you and the horse are childhood sweethearts, and I am not, you are also old when I come to Beijing, but between us until now, we can say that we are like brothers and sisters, and even between you and I are no less than with my cousin, do you know why? β
"I've always treated you as a brother, my own brother, different from a colt."
"It's different, I'm from the countryside, and the horse is a big family of the Wu family, a big family for hundreds of years."
Pingwu widened his eyes and said, "Who doesn't know this?" β
Mr. Jia shook his head and sighed: "Remember, my aunt asked me to come to Beijing when she actually wanted me to marry you, but fortunately you and I didn't want to, you were already familiar with your brother-in-law at that time, so naturally you wouldn't marry me, but even if you don't have a brother-in-law, you won't choose me, do you know why?" β
Princess Pingwu was puzzled, she had always had a good relationship with her cousin, and she joked that she might marry her cousin if she didn't meet the colt first.
"Pingwu, you are willing to talk to me and talk to me, you are willing to say something to me but not to the horse, because you feel in your bones that I have the same country blood as you, but you will not choose to marry me, I am yourself, that countryman from a small place who is from a humble background and flattered by others in front of him and laughs at him."
Princess Pingwu froze and muttered, "I didn't, cousin, I didn't." β
"Pingwu, you have been disgusting yourself, and you feel that you are not confident enough in the royal family, so you use your brutality and pride to cover up your lack of confidence, it stands to reason that you are the imperial aunt and grandmother of the eldest princess, why do you have insufficient confidence? It's your deep inferiority complex. The eldest princess is gentle and subtle, the princess is born without confidence to put on a faΓ§ade, and the third princess is also a princess, that is the arrogance of confidence, you think about yourself. β
Mr. Jia looked at his cousin with pity, "I shouldn't have said this, but you hurt your aunt, it's your own mother!" And Kaoru, are you going to destroy him? Even if you are satisfied, you are not happy. β
Princess Pingwu's mind was in a mess and she couldn't accept her cousin's words, but her heart slowly cracked open and was bleeding.