In the chariot, the Queen sat across from me, her face smiling, not much annoyed.

"Qingyi," she said slowly.

"Queen Mother," I said, "Since the last incident between the Northern Desert Riding Ming and Dusk Xue, I haven't said anything to my mother, Niangniang, do you know, the moment I was rescued from the execution ground, I treated you as my own mother, your character, your benevolence, has always been an example for Qingyi to learn and follow, Qingyi respects you from the bottom of my heart, loves you." But you know, this kind of thing has always been involuntary and deep, and even you can't control yourself, so if you want to tell me about me and Ye Linghan, I want to ask my mother to be gracious, and I won't give in to this matter. ”

The queen smiled faintly and said softly: "I know, ask what is the situation in the world, and teach people to live and die." ”

"But Qingyi, after all, we are not the children of ordinary people, and we are not wandering people in the rivers and lakes, do you understand?"

"I understand." I nodded.

There was a distressed look in the queen's eyes, "I know that you and Ye Ling Han have a deep relationship, I really don't know why, the two of you have such a deep relationship, but this is not a good thing." ”

"Good things and bad things, the situation has come to this, I'm afraid it's hard to turn back......," I said with a sigh.

I don't know what to do, and I go on and on, which is the most torturous thing.

"You know what? We people, especially men like the Holy One, they can only love their own people, since they were young their hearts have been instilled with national righteousness and lifelong faith, you want them not to do their duty, not to complete their own revenge, in fact, there is no difference from killing him. And Ye Linghan is such a person. ”

I was silent.

She continued: "Since Ye Linghan was selected as a brocade guard, the saint and the night general agreed that they want to marry Heze to Ye Linghan, and Heze and Ye Linghan are still young playmates, since the saint made this decision, I have forcibly interfered to prevent Heze and Ye Linghan from having too much contact, because, I don't want too much affection between the two of them, I don't want them to be too affectionate, do you understand why?" ”

I shook my head, a mother who doesn't want her daughter to like her future husband is really incomprehensible. Moreover, because of this, Ye Linghan may have a chance to keep me in his heart all the time, right? Now, I have snatched her daughter's wishful husband, has she ever regretted her decision?

"Because, the relationship between the two of them can only be a gentleman's friend. Ye Linghan is a brocade-clothed guard, his biggest dream in his mind must be his country and people, that is his life, he can't get around, he can't avoid it. However, a woman, after falling in love with a man, must expect to grow old together until death. But how could Ye Linghan give Heze this? If he wants to protect the people of the whole world, he will inevitably sacrifice his wife, and those useless feelings will have any other effect than to add scars to the hearts of two people? ”

The queen's eyes were lonely and sad, and I couldn't help but feel distressed. Is she the same woman? Because he doesn't love the saint enough, he can serve a husband with the three thousand beauties in the harem so calmly? Because of his good upbringing and conduct since childhood, he has the world in mind, so he can manage the harem so toughly and powerfully, and always make the most rational and correct decisions?

is worthy of being the daughter of a general, and her words and deeds are so atmospheric.

And Ye Linghan is the son of a general, and his identity is so similar to the queen's mother at this moment.

"Queen Mother, have you ever really loved someone?" I asked, I wonder what kind of pain she has had in her heart for so many years.

As if surprised by my question, the queen's pupils suddenly dilated, she lowered her eyebrows and groaned for a moment, turned her head to look out the window, and said lightly: "After all, I am not your mother." ”

My mother? What's wrong with my mother? What is the story between her and the queen? I want to know everything about my father and my mother, I want to know, but looking at the queen's mother's unwilling expression, I can only silently swallow the question into my stomach.

"Qingyi, you and Ye Linghan can't be together." The queen looked out the window and said sadly.

I didn't speak, I knew that she was sad at the moment, although I didn't know why, but I didn't want to contradict her and make her even more sad.

The queen looked out the window, and her thoughts drifted to more than twenty years ago.

At that time, no one called her the queen mother, and everyone would not bow down when they saw her, at that time she was just the eldest daughter in the general's mansion, a gentle woman who did not care about the world and was waiting to be married.

Everyone called her Zixuan, a beautiful and quiet name, and at that time, her life was also like her name, full of purple and beautiful dreams.

There is a young girl in the family who has just grown up, and she is also dreaming of love like other women to be married.

Her lover is her father's apprentice, majestic and heroic, and her father often praises him, and he will be a pillar of talent in the future. Because of him, she often sticks to her father to the training ground to practice, dances with him and plays with knives and sticks, and asks him to teach her the art of war and strategy.

Because she looks forward to the day when he becomes a world-famous general, she can be his virtuous helper, and she can become a wife who can kill enemies with him on the outside and play the piano and discuss with him on the inside.

Gradually, he became more and more valued by his father because of his military exploits, and she also moved the court because of her talent and majestic strategy.

Now, is she rightfully standing by his side? While she was still immersed in her purple dreams, her hopes were dashed by the arrival of the eldest princess who was in charge of the government.

On that day, the eldest princess came to the training ground for a military parade.

She stood beside him in armor, waiting for Princess Nanyin's arrival.

What does this woman who is only one year older than her, but who holds the entire Chang'an in her hands, look like? She looked forward to it with trepidation.

However, when she followed her father up to them, she was immediately stunned. How beautiful is Princess Nanyin? She didn't know how to describe it, she always thought that her face was already beautiful among many officials and women, but as soon as she saw Nanyin, she felt that she was as unsightly as a village girl.

She is dressed in white like a fairy, light and light without fat powder, and there is no excessive decoration on her body, but her smile and gesture are like a woman coming out of a painting. She is so beautiful, even she, the daughter of a high-spirited general, is ashamed of herself.

Princess Nanyin walked over softly, smiled softly at him, and opened her lips lightly, "You are Yehan?" ”

He nodded stunnedly, Zi Xuan could see that the moment he looked at Nanyin, there was starlight flickering in his eyes. Zixuan's heart was cold to the freezing point.

"Sure enough, it's a hero who is a teenager, and Nanyin is polite." The eldest princess leaned over and saluted him, he helped her up in a panic, he was just a martial artist, how could he dare to accept such a big gift from this regent eldest princess.

"Nanyin doesn't know how to fight with soldiers, the future stability of my Chang'an and the prosperity of the country depend on you." She said gently and humbly.

Ye Hanmu nodded, and for more than 20 years after that, he led his troops to fight in the east and west, swearing to guard the world for her. Even if she has married Beimo, even if she has become a mother, even if she has settled with her husband, he still keeps his oath and guards her Chang'an for her.

Even his son, he has been a strict housekeeper since he was a child, diligent in training, and single-handedly sent him into the ranks of brocade guards.

How loyal he is to Chang'an, how emotional he is to Nanyin.

However, he never had her in his heart, just because he saw Nanyin in a hurry, and she, the little junior sister who followed him all day before and after the saddle, was completely forgotten by him.

Nanyin is humble and polite, intelligent, Zixuan is miserable in her heart, but she can't hate her, some women are like this, not only make men excited, but also make women feel distressed and tolerant.

That day, Nanyin walked in front of her, with a look of surprise in her eyes, "This is the eldest daughter of the general's family?" ”

Daddy nodded kindly, "Little girl Zixuan, let Princess Nanyin smile." ”

Nanyin looked at her approvingly, her eyes were full of appreciation, "I have heard the name of Miss Zixuan for a long time, and today I saw it really extraordinary, such a heroine, if you only serve in the boudoir and are busy in the hall, it is really a pity." ”

Her father was grateful for her praise, and the next day she received a young imperial edict.

"Zixuan, the daughter of the general, is both talented and beautiful, far-sighted, and intelligent, and she is really a rare strange woman, with good conduct, and she has won my heart, and she wants to marry her as a wife and be regarded as the queen."

Little by little, her love slowly crumbled, and her love, which had not yet blossomed, withered away.

Ye Han knew about this, smiled happily, kept congratulating her, and told her: "A woman like Zixuan, who has thoughts, connotations, ambitions and strategies, will definitely become a generation of virtuous queens who will go down in history." ”

She doesn't want to be a virtuous queen, she just wants to be his wife, even if it is laundry and cooking, she is willing, but he never has her in his heart, he only has Nanyin in his heart, he is willing to work hard for her, willing to give everything he has for him.

She smiled bitterly, wore a red wedding dress, and married this childish man who was one year younger than him.

Once, she also thought about falling, and she also thought that her life would be like this, but the truths that her father had taught her, and the righteousness of her family and country that Yehan had instilled in her, made her unable to give up her life.

Therefore, she slowly learned to hide her feelings in her heart, and slowly began to be this Zixuan Queen who has been admired for centuries.

Since then, it's not that she has no feelings, but that she has also become accustomed to it, and all decisions are based on the stability of the country.

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