36. Bird's wings
Mo Yu's eyes were blurred, and it took a lot of effort to see the face of the person in front of him clearly.
"My lord," she suddenly called him in a voice as light as catkins, stretched out her slender arms and hugged him, "I like you." ”
What she wanted to say was not like this, she just wanted to say "You're fine", or "I'm finally a useful person", but somehow, as soon as the words came out, they changed their appearance and became this straightforward and shameless sentence.
"I like you." The ink rumor repeats it again, more like trying to convince himself. The people she cares about and values the most are here, safe and sound. But in my heart, it is like a big hole has been opened, and I can't fill it up.
Su Tian looked at her, his face was not shocked, his sleeves were pressed against his mouth, he coughed, and his voice was a little unexpectedly hoarse: "Mo Yu, with your message, the people in the ambush of the Qin State were scattered before they had time to rush and kill, and the monarch of the Lu State was hit by an arrow in the calf, and the injury was not serious, but the person was scared half to death." Xiao Zhen, the lord of Qin, ......"
"Lord, I like you," Mo Yu pressed his head to his chest, listening to his familiar heartbeat, "I just want to know if you're okay, I don't want to care about others." ”
The medicine bowl rolled to the ground with a "dang", and the medicine juice splashed everywhere. "Mo Yu, do you know what it means to like?" Su Tian bent down to pick it up, and the broken porcelain slice cut a bloody hole on his finger.
Mo Yu stared back at him with wide eyes, not understanding why he suddenly said this, like is like, what is not known.
Su Tian pulled up her slender fingers, clasped them with his palm, and said slowly word by word like when she was taught to write many years ago: "I like it, when I see that person, my heart seems to be filled with a bird flying in the air, and its wings flutter and flutter on the ground, and it can't land." ”
Mo Yu seemed to understand and pulled out his other hand and put it on Su Tian's chest. I have a little bird in my heart...... Shouldn't liking someone be peaceful and calm? Why do you fly in mid-air and can't you land?
The palm of his hand was attached to Su Tian's chest, and the temperature on the palm of his hand penetrated into his heart. Su Tian pinched Mo Yu's fingers, put them back in the quilt, and ran out of the room: "The medicine is spilled, I'll go fry a bowl again." Standing in the doorway, her pale fingers on the place she had just touched, her heart beating like a bird's wings, fluttering and fluttering endlessly. Su Tian took a deep breath, and the little bird in his heart couldn't fall to the ground.
Mo Yu, who came back from Cangyuan, became very quiet, lying on the bed all day long, not moving or talking, so quiet that sometimes Su Tian wanted to look back and confirm that there was indeed another person in the room. Although the injuries are serious, most of them are skin and bone trauma, and after a few months of recuperation, it should be better, but when Su Tian asked her to get up, she kept saying that it hurts, her body hurts, and it hurts when she moves.
Su Tian was full of worries, and invited the best doctor with bone injuries to take a look, but he couldn't see what was wrong, and he was afraid that she would be bored, so he could only take out the notes that he had recently sorted out and let Mo Yu help copy them. It's not really that you want her to do anything, just give her something to do, it's better than being in a daze day by day.
From those notes, Mo Yu knew that the alliance had not succeeded after all. The monarch of Lu Guoguo was timid and afraid, and was frightened by this sneak attack by the Qin people, and afterwards gave countless money and beauties to the Qin State, which was regarded as an apology.
She also knew that Xiao Zhen jumped off the cliff that day, and was rescued by the masters of the Qin State afterwards, and did not show up for several months after that. It was rumored that he was seriously wounded, and Han Chong took advantage of this raid to become famous, as he was the first person to make Xiao Zhen, the Marquis of Wuyang, suffer a defeat.
After copying this paragraph, it was clear that the condition was already cured, and it began to recur again. That night, Mo Yu had a high fever and couldn't feed the decoction. Su Tan scrubbed her forehead with cold water over and over again, watching her toss and turn on the bed, painful and tangled. After being a doctor for a long time, he naturally knows that the high fever is severe, and if he continues to toss like this, he is afraid that he will burn out his brain.
He reached out to unbutton Mo Yu's neck, wanting to take off her underwear for her, and then scrub it with cold water to cool down. As soon as the button was opened, Mo Yu closed his eyes tightly, and he actually slapped him with his hand. There was no strength in his hand, and that slap on Su Tian's face was negligible.
Su Tian was stunned on the spot, thinking that this action made Mo Yu feel light, and helped her cover her clothes indiscriminately. Mo Yu's eyes were always closed, unconscious, but a line of tears slipped out of the corners of his eyes. Su Tian hesitated and wiped it off with his fingers. As soon as her fingertips touched her cheek, she grabbed her, and she could vaguely hear her muttering, "Bad hazelnuts...... Hurt...... My hands hurt ......."
As if coquettish, and as if complaining, Su listened only to feel sad in her heart, and fell towards the bottomless darkness. In order to prevent the King of Chu from being interested in her anymore, he deliberately snubbed Mo Yu for several months and let her wander around. I don't know what happened to her in the past few months, the girl who was chirping and talking to herself is gone.
"It hurts...... Bad hazelnut ......" Mo Yu couldn't wake up in a nightmare, and it was this sentence over and over again, and the tears that flowed wet half of the pillow.
She never cried out in pain before, because she knew that no one would pity her if she did.
"Mo Yu," Su Tian took off his robe, lifted the curtain and climbed onto the bed, and hugged her into his arms, "You can tell me about the pain in the future." He drenched his body with cold water, and then used his slightly cool body to fit Mo Yu's hot body inch by inch to help her cool down.
The ink rumors burned into confusion, and they talked nonsense all night, and the most talked about was the sentence "bad hazelnuts". At first, Su Tian didn't care, just regarded it as a friend she met outside. After listening to it a lot, the doubts in my heart are getting heavier and heavier, "hazel" and "zhen" have the same pronunciation, if it is a three-religion and nine-stream, beggar gangster, will not take such a complicated word as a name.
When it was almost dawn, Mo Yu's body temperature finally dropped, and he was pulled by Su Tianqiang, fed a small half bowl of porridge, and fell asleep again. Su Tian's footsteps were vain, and he was a little overwhelmed by the alternating heat and cold this night. He raised his hand and beckoned a secret guard: "When Mo Yu is not in the Yuntai, I want to know who I am in contact with." ”
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The unfinished alliance has subtly affected the situation in various countries. When Su was in power, he originally firmly advocated uniting other small states to jointly resist Qin's eastward expansion. Those small countries are accustomed to the Qin and Twilight Chu, and whichever side gives more benefits will form an alliance with whichever side. It's not uncommon for allies in the morning to turn against each other in the evening.
After the ceremonial procession of the Lu State arrived at the capital of the Qin State, they waited for many days and failed to get the summons of the King of Qin, and when they were anxious, news suddenly came from the palace of the King of Qin that the King of Qin was seriously ill and died, and the young Prince of Qin Ying Xuan ascended the throne.
This news made those who were ready to take refuge in the Qin State be in chaos. This young King of Qin has never had any merits in the world, and among the six kingdoms, he even "only knows how to win poems, but not how to win Xuan". Who knows if the Qin State will be able to maintain its former strength?
Before people could digest this series of changes, something even more surprising happened. When the king of Qin died of illness, the king of Chu allowed Yingshi to return to the country to fulfill his filial piety. As soon as the seven-day mourning period expired, Ying Shi took the initiative to ask to return to Chu, and proposed that as soon as the three-year filial piety period expired, he would voluntarily marry the king of Chu.
The ink rumor was copied here, and I was in an irritable mood, and I couldn't write the small characters well, so I simply threw the pen aside. Hearing the sound, Su Tian reached out and touched the top of her head: "If you don't want to write, just rest, I'll write the back." ”
He pulled the pile of silk cloth in front of Mo Yu to himself, followed the place where she stopped, and continued to write.
"Su Tian, don't you have anything to say to me?" Mo Yu couldn't hide his irritability, and even became unkind when he spoke.
"What do you want me to say?" Su Tian stopped writing, his eyes were clear, and the inner double lines at the corners of his eyes were particularly clear.
"I saw people from the palace of the king of Chu." Mo Yu sat down beside him and pulled his sleeve, "Can you not go?" ”
"Mo Yu, I can't." Su Tian wrapped his arms around her shoulder, "This time it was the Empress Dowager Zhaoxiang who sent someone, I have refused many times before, if it weren't for the critical situation, the Empress Dowager Zhaoxiang would not care about these things." ”
It turned out that he had already decided, but he still didn't tell himself, Mo Yu became more and more unhappy, she peeked at the letter sent by the messenger, and the Empress Dowager Zhaoxiang asked Su Tian to return to Shouchun, serve as Ling Yin, and take over the phase of Chu State. The position below one person and above ten thousand people, how many people dream of it in their lives, can turn their hands into clouds and rain in this position. But she knew that this was just a constraint for Su Tian, and he would always regard responsibility more than anything else.
"Su Tian, can you not go for me." Mo Yu also hugged his waist with his backhand, "Your cough has improved a little, if you continue to recuperate, maybe you can get better." ”
"Don't do this, Mo Yu," Su poured out the discomfort in his throat, "If I don't go, Lou Zhao will take control of the government, and he will definitely agree to marry the Qin State." Marriage can only be exchanged for a short period of peace, and when the Qin State eats up other weak countries, the Chu State will also become its meal. I can't watch this happen. ”
Mo Yu understands these truths, but she doesn't want to hear them. She didn't even know what country she was from, and who annexed whom, in her opinion, was not a big deal. "What if you go back and I'll leave? Will you still go? She asked stubbornly.
"Mo Yu," Su Tian's voice became softer and softer, "If the Chu State is still there, no matter where I go, I will be a Chu person Su Tian." However, if the state of Chu is gone, I don't know who I am. Do you understand? ”
Throughout dinnertime, Mo Yu was sulking. As if she hadn't seen it, Su Tian put the vegetables and fish into her bowl, and gently persuaded her to eat more. At Mo Yu's feet, there was a small baggage, and before the meal was served, she said to Su Tian that she was going to leave after eating.
In fact, she didn't have anything to pack, she had wandered around before, and she had never carried any luggage. In the small navy blue baggage, there was only one piece of clothing that I had brought with me.
"If you don't want to go to Shouchun, you can stay in Yuntai, and I will arrange someone to take care of you here, okay? If you are afraid of the dark and the pain, if you stay in the PTZ, you don't have to walk at night or fall, okay? Su Tian still couldn't help asking.