Chapter 239: He's Not Wrong It's that she's not worthy

"Dad understands you, say, what are your plans? It's not feasible to let Dad hear about it. ”

Guan Xiaotian knew Guan Muxi well enough to know that she said something like that was definitely not accidental, let alone a temporary decision after being stimulated by today's events.

She may have known her thoughts a long time ago, but she didn't debunk it, but in her heart she didn't want him to be looking for half of the future for her all the time, and she was already thinking about some methods and plans that could convince herself and achieve the expectations she wanted.

Fortunately, he just asked her about her plans, and if she had asked more deeply, she really didn't know what to do.

"Dad, I want to study abroad for two years, in these two years, I am not the eldest lady of the Guan family, nor is I the heir of the Guan family, I am Guan Muxi, an ordinary student, and I don't want to spend a penny on you......"

"This won't work......" Listening to Guan Muxi's tone, she wants to live and work hard outside alone, and don't rely on his help, "Do you know how hard it is for a girl to work outside?" ”

"Dad, these are the things I have to face. I've never lived alone outside the home, and I'm going to give it a try. I want to be strong and grow even without your protection. Guan Muxi's eyes also flashed with determination, "You can't protect me for a lifetime, it's better to let me forge and protect my own armor and build my own castle." ”

Guan Muxi is right, Guan Xiaotian understands the truth, but he is reluctant, reluctant to let her live alone abroad.

After hesitating, Guan Xiaotian said: "You can go, but you must bring the card I gave you." ”

He talked about the conditions, and Guan Muxi also talked about the conditions, "Dad, I won't come back until I finish my studies, and you don't come to me, I'm afraid that you won't see me suffering and force me to come back." ”

Her determination was so great, Guan Xiaotian gritted his teeth and nodded in agreement with her request.

Isn't it just two years? He waited for her metamorphosis.

Guan Muxi is indeed not young, in her early twenties, and she can no longer be as idle and willful as before.

"Then ...... class I'm in now?"

She wanted to stop.

Guan Muxi thought that she would have to face Mu Fan in the future, and she was a hundred unwilling in her heart, and she was unwilling to see each other from her heart to her body. Although her status, status, and wealth are much higher than those of the other party, she always feels inferior to Mu Fan in her heart.

She couldn't describe that feeling, but Guan Muxi always felt that she was not worthy of the other party.

"If you don't want to get on it, just stop!"

The person Guan Xiaotian wanted to catch the most was Mu Fan, but now that the scene has reached such a point, he still thinks forget it!

In the future, Guan Muxi is afraid that he will be embarrassed to see Mu Fan, so it is better not to see it.

"Thank you, Dad!"

Guan Muxi was relieved, happy that she didn't have to see Mu Fan in the future.

"Actually, Dad admires Mu Fan very much."

Guan Xiaotian is not just talking, he is actually very optimistic about Mu Fan in his heart, but Guan Muxi has nothing to do with him.

"I know!" Guan Muxi's heart chuckled, and his face changed.

What does Guan Xiaotian mean by this? She was really afraid that he would change his mind, after all, people like Mu Fan were really rare, although he usually had a very poisonous mouth, but he was a very principled and bottom-line person, and he walked without hesitation on the road of rejecting her.

She did have some superfluous thoughts about Mu Fan, but this thought was still too light, and there were other things that could not be crossed in front of this vague feeling.

Thinking of this, Guan Muxi's eyes darkened.

"Don't think about it, Dad won't ignore your wishes this time, Dad just sighed a little." Guan Xiaotian rarely had the opportunity to stay quietly with Guan Muxi like this, his eyes were stretched very long, just like the sunset reflecting half of the sky outside the window, and his tone was so long.

Guan Muxi put her mind at ease and looked at the sky outside the window with Guan Xiaotian.

It wasn't until the sky was completely dark that Guan Xiaotian withdrew his elongated gaze and said to Guan Muxi, who had been sitting with him: "Xixi, when are you going to go abroad?" I'll have someone to give you some points. ”

"Dad, you don't have to be busy, I can do it by myself, and my date is in a hurry, I'll leave in a week. If someone asks about me, you don't have to say that I went to study abroad, just say that I went abroad to play, the country is uncertain, and I don't want my study career abroad to be affected. ”

"Dad knows how to do it, and I'll take care of this side for you."

She has made such a thorough plan and drawn a line with those fox friends and dog friends, Guan Xiaotian is too late to be happy, how can she reveal her true whereabouts.

The butler knocked on the door and came in shortly after Guan Xiaotian's words fell, "Master, Miss, it's time for you to have dinner." ”

After dinner, Guan Xiaotian went out, Guan Muxi went back to his room, closed the door and locked it.

She sat at the head of the bed and opened the locked drawer. The drawer was empty, except for a few fluttering test sheets, one of which prominently stated that she was pregnant.

Guan Muxi clearly remembered the cold feeling of her hands and feet when she saw this test sheet, and the doctor's words made her feel like she had fallen into an ice cellar.

"Doctor, I don't want this child, can I get rid of it?"

"No, your Zi uterine ratio is too thin, if you have to have surgery, it is very likely to hurt the Zi endometrium, and the chance of having a child in the future is almost zero, even if you are pregnant, it is very likely to last less than ten months."

Pain, coldness, panic, helplessness······ It spread all the way down her back, not even giving her a chance to breathe.

She had no choice, she had no other way than to give birth to this child.

She didn't want to lose her chance to be a mother forever because of this.

When she came back from the hospital, she started making plans. This child's existence, in addition to not letting Guan Xiaotian know, she can't let Gu Yi know.

She couldn't imagine the level of hostility between Yi Yi and her, the situation after knowing that there was a child between them, and she couldn't imagine the angry scene if Guan Xiaotian knew that she was pregnant with Gu Yi's child, and gave birth to him.

She doesn't care, but she can't bear to watch her child face the scene of her father not hurting and her grandfather not favoring her in the future.

She must hide the truth of the matter and not let people know about her pregnancy.

Guan Muxi didn't even tell Lan Wuwu about this matter, she tasted all the tastes and digested all the emotions by herself.

A week later, she was going to leave the city and start over in a strange city, and in addition to raising a baby, she also asked to learn.

She made a promise and was not ready to break her promise.

She is willing to take over the Guan family, on the one hand, for Guan Xiaotian, and on the other hand, for the child in her belly.

If in the future, Gu Yi accidentally learned that the child was his, and wanted to fight with her for custody, she would also have the ability to fight with the other party.

Guan Muxi made the worst preparations, even if it didn't happen yet, she had to make the most adequate preparations in advance.

Locking the drawer again, Guan Muxi raised her head, her eyes swept inadvertently, and then stopped at the corner of the vanity mirror, where there was a simple jewelry box, which contained the bracelet that Mu Fan had to give her, and next to the box was a lone pearl earring, and the other one was missing after that night.

At that time, Guan Xiaotian gave her a birthday gift when she was eighteen years old, and the initials of her name were engraved on it, and she lost it.

Guan Muxi walked over, put the lone earring into the jewelry box, and at the same time took out the bracelet that Mu Fan gave him and put it on his wrist.

How could his vision be so good? The bracelet suits her very well, and the style is also what she likes, the texture on it is just right, and it feels subtle and concave and convex, smooth and not awkward.

Guan Muxi just wore it for a while, and then took the bracelet off his hand.

Since he refused so thoroughly, she shouldn't have thought of luck.

She shouldn't have it either.

People are not inflammatory, neither humble nor arrogant, active and self-disciplined, hard-working, and a good young man in society, he should find a woman he likes to live his life, and he should not look for her like this.

She really didn't deserve it.

Before Gu Yi's incident happened, she might have been able to ask the other party confidently what was wrong with her, and she made him look down on her so much, but now, Guan Muxi didn't dare, and she didn't even have the courage to say a few more words.

After packing the bracelet, Guan Muxi opened the door and called Xiaolian, who had been taking care of her.

"Xiaolian, you send this to Mr. Mu."

Xiaolian was very impressed by this bracelet, because Guan Muxi had taken it to take a bath and sleep, and seemed to be particularly partial to this bracelet, and she also knew that this bracelet was given by Mu Fan.

"Miss, I don't know where Mr. Mu lives."

"I know." Guan Muxi picked up the pen and wrote an address with a "brush", as if she was familiar with the other party's situation.

Seeing Xiaolian's stunned appearance, Guan Muxi paused, then unfolded a smile, and said in a relaxed tone: "I have been to his house, and I just remember it." ”

The servants of the Guan family all knew about Guan Muxi and Mu Fan that night, but Guan Xiaotian didn't let the servants mention it in front of them. They thought the same as Guan Xiaotian, and they all thought that these two people had become a thing, so that now Xiaolian saw that Guan Muxi was going to return the things sent by Mu Fan, and she felt very uncomfortable.

To say that the two of them are not interesting, it really can't be justified.

Guan Muxi's temper has been restrained a lot in front of Mu Fan, and Mu Fan doesn't know how careful Guan Muxi is.

Sometimes Guan Muxi was tired from studying and lying on the table, Mu Fan didn't wake her up when she came, and she didn't let their servants wake her up, watching her sleep without talking, and waiting for her to wake up before talking about the topic.

When Guan Muxi was framed, he appeared in such a timely manner.

"Miss, what's wrong with you and Mr. Mu?"

Only a few people know about the study today, and the housekeeper arranged them to other places before inviting Mu Fan into the study, and they did not appear in the main mansion.

"It's nothing, you can go quickly." Guan Muxi looked like she didn't want to say anything, turned around and wanted to enter the room, Xiaolian was in a hurry, grabbed the paper in her hand fiercely, and didn't care about the difference between master and servant, followed Guan Muxi closely, and after she entered the room, she closed and locked the door, turned around and rushed to Guan Muxi.

"Miss, you obviously like Mr. Mu."