Chapter 260: He longed to be with her so much, he longed for two lifetimes......
Of course, Han Jin didn't tell Xiangxiang about these things, and the leftover food didn't come until it was dark, so they asked Zhou Lanye to have dinner with them first, and Han Jin also comforted Zhou Lanye kindly:
"The child is doing things for the first time, don't worry, give him two more days, since he told you in the hospital, there must be a trick, let's wait." It seems that the idea is not that he gave the dog leftovers, but that the dog leftovers himself took the initiative to ask for them.
It's useless for Zhou Lanye to worry, now she is weak, she gets dizzy when she gets a little angry, she really doesn't dare to go to Lao Liu's house, she may have to be angry to death if she goes, so she can only raise her body here first.
Besides, when she was in the hospital, Gou Yu said so resolutely, she really had confidence in him in her heart.
After eating, the eldest sister went to sleep, Han went out and went around and came back, and the Zhou family didn't make a fuss all night, and the Lao Liu family didn't dare to go to their door.
If you want to say that you are afraid of the soft and afraid of the hard, the mother of the old Liu family can be counted in the whole tunzi, Liu Ergen is so lazy and greedy and has a bad heart, if it was before, seeing Zhou Lanxiang and Xiaoshan living so well, they would have come together to take advantage of it, but since they had Han Jin by their side, Liu Ergen saw that their sister and brother were all taking a detour, and he was afraid that he would say something wrong and provoke Han to clean him up!
Xiangxiang didn't know that Han Jin used his murderous name to lay a golden bell jar on the family, so that the Liu family's cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods didn't even dare to touch the edge, she looked at the big head on her lap and was a little annoyed, "Xiaojin, I'm sleepy, you go back to sleep." ”
Han Jin didn't leave, rubbing his head against Xiangxiang, "It's still early for you to go to bed, do you want to take me away and continue to do needlework?" You can't move the needle at night, didn't we say okay! Even if I walked, I had to take the needlework with me. ”
Xiangxiang was rubbed by him and blushed, "Then you take it, I really want to sleep." ”
Han Jin was so easy to put on his pillow, how could he leave so easily, "I'll read you another chapter, and I'll leave after reading this chapter." ”
Xiangxiang has a good temper, she is very embarrassed and will not refuse people, so if she can't leave, she can only take a step back, "Then you read it quickly, you have been looking for the old man for a long time, and I read the eighteenth chapter last time." ”
Han Jin just refused to read it well, and turned the book slowly, leaning his head into Xiangxiang's arms while flipping, "Look at my head, it's so itchy, scratch me." ”
Xiangxiang didn't want to scratch him, she made him blush, but if he didn't scratch him, he kept leaning into her arms, and could only stretch out a finger and gently press his head, "Where is itchy?" Don't move, I'll show you, did you let the mosquitoes bite? ”
Han Jin didn't move, threw the book away, and eagerly read Xiangxiang, "It must have been bitten by mosquitoes, you blow it for me." ”
Xiangxiang's fingers were stiff, her face was getting redder and redder little by little, and she finally realized that he was doing it on purpose, this time she didn't relent, and pulled his head down, and she was going to put on her shoes and go to the kang.
Han Jin was so easy to get rid of, he hugged Xiangxiang's waist and brought the person back, his big head pressed on her leg again, and he was very confident, "You promised me last night, if you don't let me pillow today, then I won't keep my promise!" ”
Xiangxiang was afraid that he would be cheating, or he wouldn't have forced him to give him a pillow just now, so he could only hold his breath and show him his head, "Don't move, I'll show you......"
The cool breeze of the summer night blew in through the screen window, bringing in the faint fragrance of flowers in the house, the crickets singing happily in the corner, Xiangxiang's face was like a quietly opening hosta flower in the dim and warm light of the kerosene lamp, white and delicate with gentle warmth, Han Jin didn't dare to stare at her anymore after seeing it, and let her slightly cool fingertips dot on her forehead.
"Is this it? Over here? ”
Han Jin didn't speak, he was afraid that he would scare Xiangxiang if he made a sound, and when her finger touched the center of his eyebrows, he reached out and gently held the soft and slightly cool finger, and then little by little put her whole hand in the hot palm, as if holding a warm jade.
Xiangxiang couldn't pull out his fingers, and couldn't bear to really push his head down, and knew that it was useless to coax him at this time, so in a panic, he stuffed the book he had already thrown over, "Xiaojin, you've read chapter eighteen, read another chapter!" ”
Han Jin kept holding Xiangxiang's hand, pressed her slender palm on his forehead, and closed his eyes with a smile, "Xiangxiang, you can read it to me today, I can't read it now, my mind is on you." ”
Xiangxiang was so angry by what she said that her face was on fire, and she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it when she opened her mouth.
Ever since last night she figured out what he thought to her in her previous life, she couldn't say anything more about refusal.
Even if he knew in his heart that he was not worthy of him, and he could find a good girl who was ten million times better than her, but thinking of the suffering he had suffered in his past and present lives, she couldn't let him break this thought as simply and resolutely as before.
Because she can't be broken until he can't break it.
From last night to now, her mind has been echoing the last words he said to herself in her previous life, he said: "Xiangxiang, let's make up for the good days we owe before." ”
Until the end, he always thought that being with her was his best day.
But she didn't give him a good day.
In this life, she still can't give him a good life, she has a bad reputation, she is so much older than him, she is not worthy of him in all aspects.
With her, he only suffers.
Not to mention that the policy will get better in 10 years, he can go out of the countryside to show his strength, and with his ability, it is by no means an exaggeration to say that the future is limitless.
But what about her, she doesn't have any ability, her only ability is to open a clothing store, and she can be satisfied if she can live an ordinary life without worrying about food and clothing, and there is no comparison with a person like him who can soar into the sky.
Whether it is now or in the future, she can only drag him down.
If it were a different person, she might convince herself to be a little selfish. But he is no one else, he is Xiao Jin, Xiao Jin who she would rather be wronged for the rest of her life than see him receive a little disadvantage!
Xiangxiang blocked Xiao Jin's face with a book, trying to hold back the tears in her eyes, the more sincere he was, the more she couldn't live up to his sincerity.
But he really couldn't bear to refuse, he was so eager to be with her, and he longed for two lifetimes......
No matter whether you advance or retreat, you will be disappointed by him.
Zhou Lanxiang slowly turned the pages of the book, if life was like these books, turning dozens of pages to the next stage, and seeing the days in ten years, how good it would be, she could let him see, the world is so vast, he shouldn't be trapped in a small mountain village, you can let him know that there is not only her in front of him, he is worthy of any good girl.
The pages of the book are turned page by page, and page after page are turned back, their days are not reading, the time in front of them still has to be spent minute by second, now he only has her in front of him, and he only wants to see her, what is she going to do......