Chapter Twenty-Three: Confusion
On the day Lu Chengan came back, it rained heavily.
Looking at the trees outside the window, she panicked. I can't write half a line of lyrics. She seemed to have tasted the bitter taste of Jiang Lang's talents.
Jin Suxi didn't know when she came, and when Ling Feifei was just about to go to the pantry, she saw her waiting outside the door. Carrying a delicate little bag in his hand. Wearing a milky white cashmere dress and only wearing a lipstick, it looks very likeable.
Ling Feifei was slightly stunned, a little inexplicable.
"Suxi? What are you doing here? Ling Feifei held Jin Suxi's small hand tightly.
"Cheng'an is sick."
"Huh?" Ling Feifei's eyes straightened, and it took a long time to understand what Jin Suxi meant. "How so?"
Ling Feifei didn't expect that people like Lu Chengan would also drink heavily.
I drank it so much that it affected my intestines. She had never seen Lu Chengan's appearance. The whole person looked like a puddle of mud, lying on the bed, without any energy.
Jin Suxi smiled helplessly at Ling Feifei.
"I've been calling your name all the time, and I'm going to have to go to you. Fortunately, Ziyang is easy to talk about. ”
Ling Feifei couldn't listen to anything.
stepped forward and looked at Lu Chengan, frowning.
"How can this be......" she muttered, her eyes glazed over. This man is getting more and more excessive. Treating your body like this is what an unpleasant thing you have encountered.
Fei Fei...... Ling Feifei......"
Ling Feifei lost her temper when she was called by him, but she had a lot of helplessness and pain.
Jin Suxi looked at this pair of resentful couples, and didn't know what to say for a while.
As Lu Chengan's best friend, Jin Suxi naturally hopes that the two of them can be together well, but the Lu family has a high threshold, and Ling Feifei must be embarrassed by Qin Shixiao. Everyone knows what kind of person Qin Shixiao is.
Ling Feifei let Lu Chengan grab her little hand, her eyebrows lowered. Looking at his flushed face, I didn't know what to say. This man has done a lot of stupid things for her. It moved her, but it also made her feel distressed.
Jin Suxi looked at the time, frowned slightly, she still had an operation.
Seeing Jin Suxi go out, Ling Feifei was a little stunned.
She arrived at Repulse Bay so carelessly, if Qin Shixiao knew about it, it would definitely be the wrath of thunder.
She didn't think anything of it, and she didn't care. She didn't feel that it was so intimidating to be such a person, as long as she didn't do anything to Ling Hao, she would be acceptable.
When Lu Chengan woke up, it was already six o'clock in the evening.
Fortunately, Lin Xuyuan took Ling Hao with her, otherwise she would be worried about death.
Repulse Bay is not far from Ai Yue Lijing, but it is just separated by a cloud flying road.
Six years ago, Ling Feifei walked through that long street with Lu Chengan. It's all fashion, and the price is scary.
Lu Chengan sobered up a lot, and looked at Ling Feifei with his eyes open, which made Ling Feifei's heart tremble.
"You're sick, so I came." She was a little at a loss, like a schoolboy who had done something wrong. He sat dumbfounded, his eyes glistening with tears.
I don't know if it's because the missing of these times has been made up, or because of the guilt brought by moving out of Repulse Bay.
These two emotions are intertwined, making her unable to see clearly.
"Hmm." Lu Chengan answered, holding her little hand regardless of it. "Why go, huh?"
Ling Feifei glanced at Lu Chengan and said, "I told you a long time ago, I will move away." ”
"Ms. Qin found you again?"
Ling Feifei didn't want to hide anything, so she nodded. The hearts of parents all over the world, Qin Shixiao thinks about her children, and she understands this thought more and more.
Qin Shixiao is right, she Ling Feifei doesn't have any family background, so she can't help Lu Chengan. But if you marry Bai Muya, everything will be different.
Lu Chengan's eyes were cold, and when he was angry, he was always like this. I haven't seen him for so many days, and Ling Feifei feels extremely fascinated by his expression.
As for Ling Feifei, she has always been a turtle, unwilling to have a head-on conflict with others, and she has long been ready to retire.
"Stay tonight." His tone was unmistakable.
Ling Feifei raised her head suddenly, and subconsciously wanted to refuse, but he turned over and pressed under him.
He looked at Ling Feifei, his eyes straightened.
"Whose child is Hao Hao?"
He went to New York, USA, this time, in order to check Haohao's birth time, but he got nothing, all of them were a year later than he thought.
But Ling Hao's appearance is so similar to him. He had already thought about it, if Ling Feifei didn't tell the truth, then he would have to find a way to do a paternity test.
Ling Feifei's eyes widened, and she looked at Lu Cheng'an with a hint of panic in her eyes.
"Why do you want to ask this?"
"Can't I?" He was a little moved, looking at Ling Feifei's eyes, he became more and more cold. "Tell me, whose child is it? Is it mine, Fei Fei, what the hell have you done behind my back? ”
I don't know why Ling Feifei only felt extra sarcastic at this moment, she smiled at the person and said softly: "Lu Chengan, after so many years, why can't you still let me go?" ”
"Spare it?" He laughed twice and clenched Ling Feifei's little hand tightly. "Why let it go? The story between us is too long. Ling Feifei, in this life, you can only be with me. ”
She had long been accustomed to the domineering of that man, but now she still felt a little tormented.
Ling Feifei didn't know how she escaped, and when she got out of Repulse Bay, her face burned terribly. The whole person was dizzy. Lu Chengan must be tired, otherwise he wouldn't have slept so soundly, giving her a chance to go out. It's not easy.
She hung her head and looked depressed. When I first arrived at Aiyue Lijing, I saw Lin Xuyuan waiting outside. Wearing a long beige trench coat, the whole person looks a little thin. Seeing that it was Ling Feifei who came back, Lin Xuyuan hurriedly stepped forward.
"Is it cold or not? It's late autumn now, and you're going to have to wear a little more in the future. Lin Xuyuan is still as usual, extra considerate. The words that came out made Ling Feifei's nose sour, and she had an indescribable taste in her heart.
"Thank you, Brother Xu Yuan."
"You went?" Lin Xuyuan was a little embarrassed, looking at Ling Feifei's eyes with a little pity. "Don't ask, An An is waiting for you inside."
Ling Feifei nodded and entered the door.
An An sat on a tatami mat, holding an old mobile phone that had just been dismantled in half.
This is one of An An's hobbies, and he likes to dismantle these things the most.
Seeing Ling Feifei, he hurriedly ran over and smiled at his mother.
"Mommy." He habitually rubbed Ling Feifei's cheek. His face was full of joy.
Ling Feifei looked at her child, and immediately felt a burst of satisfaction. She touched An An's little head and said softly: "It's not early, there is still a piano lesson tomorrow, go to sleep." ”
"Good night Mommy." Ling Hao smiled at his mommy and went upstairs directly.
Ling Feifei poured Lin Xuyuan a cup of coffee, and the smile on her face was extremely tired.
Lin Xuyuan also guessed something in his heart, and smiled bitterly.
Both of them were silent, Lin Xuyuan had another operation in the middle of the night, and he left without sitting for a while. He knew Lu Chengan's methods too well, and that man might not let Ling Feifei go in this life.
At the beginning, in the United States, the mountains and rivers were wide, and that person had the ability to chase after the carpet search, but now that he is so close, Lu Chengan will definitely be even more rampant.
As for Ling Feifei's heart, there is no doubt that it is still on Lu Chengan.
As soon as Ling Feifei went upstairs, she saw An An sitting on the side, looking very well-behaved, just looking at her.
She was inexplicably a little weak-hearted, stepped forward, and touched An An's little head.
"Is Daddy good?" An An lowered her little head, feeling a little uncomfortable, "I haven't seen Daddy for a long time." ”
At this moment, Ling Feifei was already overwhelmed by the guilt in her heart. She stared blankly at An An's little face and nodded.
"Don't worry, your daddy is fine."
"Mommy, why can't we live with Daddy?" All children expect a complete family.
Ling Feifei had nothing to say, and in the face of An An, she had no way to say anything against her will. She touched Haohao's little head and smiled bitterly.
Do you want to tell him that it is the noble wife of the Lu family, and you don't look down on her at all? The threshold of the Lu family is too high, and the relationship inside is really complicated, and she is unwilling to let An An know this.
Sometimes, it is a lucky thing to be born in a very ordinary family.
She never thought that she would have any necessary involvement in the life and death of other people's families. Ridiculous not like words. But what Qin Shixiao said was reasonable, in the name of her lover, let her leave Lu Chengan.
This move is preemptive, and it is really ruthless. Women with old skin and old flesh are the most terrible women, and their spirits often have no sustenance. Thinking about how to learn from others. What a lewd means.
She put Hao Hao to sleep, and then began to write songs.
Fortunately, it is a profession that I like, otherwise I would definitely be sleepy in the middle of the night. Thinking of Lu Chengan's body, she was still a little anxious, and she just hoped that he would be fine. As for the place in Repulse Bay, she probably won't go again.
Every relationship has a beautiful color, but not every relationship can blossom. She and Lu Chengan may be the kind of love in the world with the most beautiful colors but no results.
The next day, as expected, he entered the grand scene with huge panda eyes.
I think that as long as people see her, they will think that she has been abused. The whole person has been lost to the point of unspeakable.
Xue Ziyang originally wanted to discuss the issue of the new song with Ling Feifei, but when he saw her, the whole person was a little confused.
She looked as if she had just been through a fight.
"What are you ......" Xue Ziyang pursed his lips and looked at her, a little stunned.
The release of the new song surprised Ling Feifei.
She knows a lot about the industry, and some best-selling artists don't release as many new songs in a year.
Xue Ziyang regarded her as a genius in this industry.
Ling Feifei spread out the things she had written all night and smiled at Xue Ziyang.
"I don't know if it's good or not."
"The songs you write have never been bad, right?" Xue Ziyang was a little excited. Almost every time Ling Feifei's new song is released, it will cause a sensation. It's all good for them.
It is the so-called mutual benefit and win-win situation.
Xue Ziyang originally wanted to ask about her and Lu Chengan's situation, but seeing that Ling Feifei's face was so bad, he still endured it.
He also knows that in every relationship, there are different difficulties, Lu Chengan and Ling Feifei are such a pair, but it is not easy and a little too much.
At noon, Ling Feifei took a nap in the tuning room with her head down, she didn't expect Bai Muya to come. It still looks very rampant. A smug expression on his face. It should have been Qin Shixiao who told her something, otherwise she wouldn't be so happy.
"Something?" She smiled coldly at Bai Muya. and not afraid of anything.