Chapter 230: Deeper
Anna's boyfriend is Lin Jin.
That's it......
met abroad, returned to China not long ago, family identity differences, business trips, no time to accompany her, first love......
All these things should have been in sight for a long time ago.
And she didn't even notice it...... Was it instinct that never brought the two together? She actually ......
But...... When she finally found out, it was ......
Lin Jin, when he died in her arms......
I can't tell what I felt, was it too uncomfortable, the shock seemed so insignificant, and in that case, she accepted this fact instantly......
This fact is better than Lin Jin's death...... It's easier to accept ......
What's more, his last stab ......
She deserved it......
Qiao Anxin leaned against the edge of the bed, his hands on his knees, and looked out the window.
Zhou Ranran has been accompanying her, she told her interesting things about the company, Su Jingchen's troubles, and the gossip in Night City recently which TV series is the most thunderous, but she just doesn't mention Anna or Lin Jin......
She lived in Zhou Ranran again, her things were packed up by Qin Yifeng, she nestled in bed all day, looking out the window, if the curtains were closed, she would start to be in a daze when she looked at a little bit of the air......
There were a lot of things in her head, fragments of images floating in her head, sometimes just one image, sometimes those fragments were crowded, and they exploded in her mind......
More often than not, she can't see clearly what these clips present, just looking at one thing, she can be in a daze for a day, and then at night......
She never fell asleep, her eyes were open, her eyes were closed, she couldn't fall asleep, her body was tired, her consciousness was confused, but it was ...... Can't sleep......
Perhaps, is it that the dream is more terrible than the reality?
She began to lose her hair, a lot of long hair, but these ...... She didn't let Zhou Ranran know that at night, she would close her eyes, and when Zhou Ranran spoke, she responded softly, but she couldn't say a complete sentence, and her language seemed to only stay on the word-by-word response......
"Peace of mind? Peace? Zhou Ranran bent over and said to her: "Qin Yifeng will be here in a while, I'll go out to buy something, can you call me if you have something?" ”
"Okay." She nodded.
Zhou Ranran's eyes darkened, and he took the bag and gave two more instructions before going out. Soon after she went out, there was the sound of the door lock turning, she knew that the door was not locked, and whenever he was coming, Zhou Ranran would always go out, as if he was giving them time alone, but ......
Qiao Anxin didn't even know how to face him......
He was visibly thinner, and he had a green stubble on his lips, which looked different from before.
Qiao Anxin gently avoided his eyes.
He sat down in front of her, laid out the meal on the small bed table, picked up a glass of water and handed it to Qiao Anxin's mouth......
These days, he would come every day, not for long, sometimes, even just working on the computer in front of him, more often, he would feed her, and she would actually ...... It was resistant, pursed her lips, and refused to open her mouth, but she didn't open her mouth, and he kept holding it like this, as at this time......
The communication between them is silent......
It's just that today, Qiao Anxin looked at him, looked at the obvious stubble on his lips, and the bloodshot in his eyes, and remembered what Su Jingchen said to her during the day......
- Qiao Anxin, who the hell are you torturing like this? Do you want to make yourself feel better by torturing yourself? But I'm telling you, the person you can torture the most by doing this is Yi Feng!
- I know you might have thought, if only he had gone earlier that day...... You only saw Lin Jin dead, he blocked a knife for you, but you forgot who made you suffer so much, and you don't know where you can't see, what someone did for your safety!
- When the people of the single family escaped, the most nervous person thought it was the police? Wrong! It's him! For several days in a row, he only slept for two hours a day, and in order to find out the person who conspired with the people of the single family to kill you, you would be better now, and torture him like this in turn......
- Anna's boyfriend is Lin Jin's business, to be honest, I already knew, and Yi Feng also knew, he didn't tell you, what? Feeling aggrieved? Let me tell you, did you think you could get into that company because of your painting? It was Yi Feng who asked Anna to find Lin Jin and ask him to accept you, but ...... At that time, he must not have known that you and Lin Jin were not just old acquaintances......
- Everyone is hiding from you, it's not for your damn self-esteem, you know, just because you want to stay in that company, and now that company, most of the employees have been cleared and replaced, do you think Shan Xumei is really just her alone?
- Qiao Anxin, you don't know what to do......
Su Jingchen said a lot, those words, lined up into her brain, and smashed the fragments in her brain into pieces, it turned out to be ......
It turned out that when she didn't know, where she couldn't see, there were these things......
Anna's boyfriend is Lin Jin, and Qin Yifeng specially found Anna for her work and to take care of her self-esteem......
Anna......
Again, Anna took one last look at her......
Breathing is stagnant.
"Qin Yifeng ......," she said suddenly.
Qin Yifeng's hand holding the spoon trembled, "Huh? His voice was unusually hoarse.
"Do you like me?"
She looked at him, just looking, without a trace of urgency and ...... in her eyes Nervous.
It seems that all emotions have been put aside, and her body is so quiet that she doesn't look like a normal person.
Qin Yifeng put down the things in his hand, looked at her, and shook his head.
Time...... It suddenly came to a standstill.
Slowly, his eyebrows moved slightly, "Qiao Anxin, this is actually the answer you want, and then, you can leave justifiably." ”
He spoke quietly, as if he had seen everything.
With that, he got up, removed the bed table, and approached suddenly.
The sudden shortening of the distance made Joe reflexively lean back, he reached out and grabbed her arm, so that she could not retreat, he locked her gaze tightly, "Say, isn't it?" ”
Joe looked at him and nodded.
Suddenly, the corners of his lips hooked, he raised his hand to press the back of her head, leaned over and kissed it......
When his slightly dry lips touched hers, she struggled violently, the kind of resistance that even she could not have imagined, from physical to psychological, she felt sick in her stomach......
This feeling is not because of who the object is, but because she ...... Universally rejecting, rejecting everything that is close to her......
Qin Yifeng didn't give her a chance to resist, he kissed her fiercely, pressed the hand on the back of her head and didn't relax his strength for a moment, and the hand that controlled her arm held her tightly......
"Hmm......" Qiao Anxin's resistance had reached the point of irrationality, she kept struggling, kicking him, opening her mouth to bite him......
He didn't hide until his mouth was full of salty taste, and Qiao Anxin suddenly sobered up and let go.
At this point, he let her go.
Blood-red eyes, lips and blood from the corners of the mouth.
Stunned, this ...... Is that what Qin Yifeng looks like......
He locked her tightly with those eyes, "Do you want me to die once before you can wake up?" ”
This word fell on Qiao Anxin's ears, her pupils shrank, and the panic disappeared in a flash.
"I've never lost anything in my life so far, but now, just now, I suddenly found out that I lost a little bit to Lin Jin," his dark eyes were dyed red, "He died, everything he did could be wiped out, and he became an eternal, unique existence in your heart." ”
"What do you think I'd do if it was the same situation?" He looked at her and asked.
"I ...... I do not know. ”
"Joe's peace of mind, I'm not going to die for you," he stood up, "because you're still alive." How do I ...... Willing to leave. ”
"You've asked me if I like you, and now, my answer is the same," he said, looking at her, his eyes flashing with complexities she couldn't understand, "Joe, I don't have that cheap emotion. ”
Breathing is stagnant, and the heart aches dullly.
She looked at him, pained, confused, helpless, and withdrawn......
"I think I love you more than I like you. Joe Anxin, I'm in love with you. ”
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