"The queen mother is right, we will keep our mouths shut about this matter." Ye Linghan replied.

"Qingyi, what about you?" The Queen looked at me, a little worried.

Before, because of Ye Linghan's incident, Heze slapped me three times. And later, I had a discord with her because of the matter between Qi Ming and Twilight Xue, and now I want to be with Ye Linghan again, although I can't bear to lend him Heze, so in the eyes of the queen's mother, I am the person who hates Heze the most, and I also hope that Heze can stay away from Ye Linghan the most, and giving this matter is the best handle for me.

Unfortunately, she didn't know why.

"Don't worry, Queen Mother, Heze is my sister, I don't want to see my sister bad."

The queen nodded, her eyes slackening slightly, "I hope it really happens." ”

"Qingyi is willing to use his personality to vouch for this, and I won't divulge half a sentence about this matter."

The queen's face showed a slightly sorry look, and explained, "It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that this matter is too big, if you say it wrong, it will ruin Heze's life, I, as a mother, am really anxious." ”

"Don't worry, Queen Mother, I will never say more. It's just that I still hope that the queen can consider it. ”

The queen nodded slightly, and pondered for a moment, as if she was thinking about sorting out the ins and outs of this matter, to this day, she has no second choice, no matter which courtier she marries Heze, Heze's body will become an unspeakable pain between the court and the courtiers. It can even cause discord between the saints and the courtiers.

The queen thought for a while and asked, "You said that Liyan, is it really interested in Heze?" ”

"Absolutely."

"How do you know? How can you be sure? The queen asked.

"If the queen still believes in my understanding of the Northern Desert, then you believe me, I understand Liyan."

"Then how do you know that he will definitely marry Heze?"

"First, he really likes Heze and wants to marry her, and second, if the queen is willing, this family business, I am willing to be the master, as the lord of the Northern Desert, solemnly propose to Chang'an."

The queen didn't speak, she seemed to be thinking about what I said, and after a while, her eyes looked at me no longer the way she was just now, and I knew that she not only thought about Heze and Liyan, but also thought about the difference between my current and previous identities.

"This matter has to be considered in the long run." The queen mother said, her expression is no longer as arrogant and contemptuous as before, and this matter should indeed give her some time to think about it.

The queen added: "Heze is my own flesh and blood, how can I be willing to marry her to the Northern Desert to suffer...... She won't adapt to the customs and living habits there. ”

A few tears flashed in Heze's eyes, at this moment her mother's concern for her was real, but she wanted to leave her.

"This is not an urgent matter, the queen can think about it slowly, I hope you can think about Heze's happiness." I blessed my body and said solemnly. "We still have some things to do with Heze, can we talk alone for a while?"

The queen looked at Heze behind her, nodded, turned around and walked out of the palace gate.

I hurriedly walked over and picked up Heze, who was kneeling on the ground.

"How? What did you say to the queen? I asked.

"Sister Qingyi, actually, nothing happened to me and Liyan......"

"Huh? Then why did the queen become like that? ”

"Because ......" Heze's face was flushed, and there were still a few teardrops on his eyelashes, "because I told my mother that when I was in the Northern Desert, I went out alone at night and was raped by several knifemen......"

Ye Linghan and I were instantly stunned.

Rape by a knifeman? And how many? Heze, Heze, you are really bold enough! It seems that this girl has completely opened up for the sake of Liyan! What kind of reputation and morality, I originally pointed out that bad trick to her, I felt embarrassed enough, but this girl actually came more ruthlessly!

"Wait, are you really being ......," I asked, confused, wary.

"Of course not!"

I breathed a sigh of relief......

But she's really open-minded!

I bared my teeth and said, "If I were the queen mother, it might be as simple as letting you kneel......"

"I know." Heze wiped his crying red eyes, "But I can't think of any other way, Sister Qingyi opened another train of thought to me, although it is more damaged, I will continue to deepen this thought and foundation." ”

Hehe, it sounds, you still blame me?

"I thought about it, Liyan is a real gentleman, he won't do that kind of thing with me, and even if I marry him in the future, I want to marry him with dignity. Moreover, if something bad happens to me with Liyan, my father and mother may suspect that this is a ploy of the Northern Desert, and even if I don't suspect it, I will hate the Huns fiercely, however, if I am a princess who has lost her body, then no one among the courtiers and subjects of Chang'an will definitely be willing to marry me, and at this moment, Liyan took the initiative to ask for marriage, even if the father and mother are unwilling to marry me, they will be grateful to the Huns in their hearts! ”

It turned out that her little abacus was here, and I was still thinking that Heze would be thin-skinned, embarrassed to show his heart to Liyan and embarrassed to tell the queen about it, but now it seems that I am really too worried, she is already better than blue, and my former wave has been slapped to death on the beach.

"Yes, the son can be taught......" I patted her on the shoulder, "no wonder the queen mother is so angry with you today, losing the favor of the queen mother, you ...... Feeling aggrieved? ”

Heze lowered his head, and the fingers of his hands were stirred together, "There will definitely be grievances...... But...... If the queen mother really doesn't like me anymore because of this matter, then I have nothing to say. I have never made a mistake since I was a child, so I am loved by my father and mother, and if I make a mistake once, and they will all look down on me coldly thereafter, then I feel that I am not a beloved daughter for them, but a toy that is rewarded for not making mistakes, and if I make mistakes, I am discarded without emotion, and I don't want this so-called honor......"

She's right, just like me

When we have something, we unconsciously think about what would happen if we didn't have it. We are more and more afraid of losing, but we are more and more curious to verify, if we really lose, what will our lives become? Are we really going to lose everything?

For Heze, this beautiful burden is the favor she has received, and to me, it is the beauty I once had.

But I have to say that the sacrifices and dedication she made to Liyan really impressed me.

"By the way, I haven't asked you yet, how about going to the Northern Desert to talk to Liyan?" I asked.

Heze tilted his head and thought about it and said: "It's okay, at least I know that he is interested in me, but now that the situation between Chang'an and the Xiongnu is like this, I'm afraid, it's difficult to ......."

"As long as you have the heart, there is nothing that can't be done! It's a big deal to go to the end of the world with Liyan! I comforted.

"Can you really wander the world?" Heze asked weakly, "Sister Qingyi, are you and Lord Ye also willing to wander the world and stay together?" ”

I was stunned, and Ye Linghan didn't say anything.

Ye Linghan said: "Heze, listen to me, take this opportunity to beg the queen mother more, as long as she agrees, if she is willing to stand on our side, we will have a right-hand man here, and now things are developing in a good direction, isn't it?" We need to be optimistic. ”

"yes, I know." Heze nodded firmly.

Heze's "deception" of the queen today has kicked off the war of the feelings of the three of us, and these days, we have to be more focused on facing these problems.

Coming out of Heze's palace, I returned to Anle Palace with Ye Linghan. Yesterday, Liang Sheng said that he wanted to go to the boudoir before my mother, Princess Nanyin, got married, so I made an appointment with Ye Linghan and went to Huayang Palace with Chen Fei today.

"Liang Sheng, what are you going to do in Huayang Palace?" The three of us asked suspiciously as we walked over there.

"I just wanted to check it out, and I thought I might find some clues." Liang Sheng replied ambiguously.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because, if you think about it, if this matter is really related to the Imperial Palace, then doesn't that person feel a little guilty and repentant in his heart after killing everyone in the Holy Palace? If anything, wouldn't he make amends? However, the only place in this palace that has anything to do with the Holy Palace is your mother's palace, and if you can't say it, that person will go to worship and repent if he has nothing to do......"

I:......

Ye Linghan: ......

I was speechless, Liang Sheng's reason that can't be said to be a reason or not really makes me speechless.

Ye Linghan said: "However, Princess Nanyin's Huayang Palace was sealed after she got married, and only the emperor and the palace maids who cleaned can enter and exit freely, and no one else can enter." ”

I:......

Liang Sheng: ......

"That means we can't get in today?" Liang Sheng asked in surprise.

Ye Linghan replied: "Yes, if you want to go in, you must have a holy message." ”

"Why didn't you say it earlier?"

"You didn't ask, and you dragged me away. I thought we were going to go to the Holy One to ask for a message. ”

I'm going to enter my mother's dormitory, there must be no difficulty, and I've been there before, "Then let's go and talk to the saint now, let's go." ”

"No!" Liang Sheng immediately retorted.

"Why?"

"I don't want anyone to know about this!"