It's not good to work in the same company as your own father-

Regarding Lu Niansheng's trip to the field for a day, Mr. Lu also asked where she went.

She vaguely said that she met an acquaintance on the road, and then reported the situation of Lu Haowen's negotiation, Old Man Lu's attention was quickly diverted, and he was relieved when he heard Lu Haowen think about it, but she was in a worse mood.

Hiding back in her room, she remembered Lu Haowen's last bad attitude, Lu Haowen felt that Lu Jing was scared because of what happened between her and Fu Zi, and she could also understand that as a father, Lu Haowen had a reason to hate her.

She thought about it, and smiled a little sadly as she lay on the bed.

A long, long time ago, she spent a long time thinking about what kind of father Fu Ziyu would become when her child was born one day, but in the end, Fu Ziyu indirectly killed her own child.

Thinking about it like this, she felt that Lu Haowen was a good father, although he looked fierce, Lu Jing didn't even dare to approach, but he still tried his best to protect Lu Jing, and she felt that Lu Jing was very blessed.

Her thoughts tugged for a long time, and then she remembered Fu Ziyu lying on the hospital bed, but it was only for a while, and she scolded herself in her heart that she shouldn't think of him again.

Outside the window on a rainy night, the wind was blowing, whining like someone was crying, she suddenly remembered a long time ago, the night when she first found out that she was pregnant, it was raining harder, Fu Ziyu couldn't wait to leave after venting on her, and she went to the hospital alone with blood flowing.

Xu was because she saw Fu Ziyu during the day, Xu was because she thought too much before going to bed, and she dreamed this night.

It's a nightmare.

Icy sea water poured into the car windows, noses, mouths......

She dragged her bulky belly, she couldn't swim out of the car, she fell with the car, falling into the endless darkness of the deep sea, she saw Fu Ziyu's face in the dark, when he was so close to her, he said he would accompany her.

The darkness of the deep sea was like a desperate black hole, and from it came the cries of children, which were so strange that they swallowed them, and Fu Ziyu tried her best to hold her tight, but she only wanted to break free, unable to breathe.

When I woke up, the sky was white.

She was covered in a cold sweat, and the dream was so real that she was so cold that she almost rushed to the bathroom.

Under the warm water of the shower, he slowly came back to his senses, stood in a daze for a while, and then bent down and hugged himself and cried.

She can't see hope, Fu Ziyu has taken away everything from her, taken away her last enthusiasm for the world, no matter whether Fu Zi dies or lives, she seems to have no way to get out of despair.

She can't help but hate Fu Ziyu, if she doesn't hate, she doesn't know how to continue to live.

When she went out, she found that early in the morning, Fu Chengxiu and Old Man Lu were talking outside, and her heart was tight.

Walking over, he barely squeezed out a smile and greeted the old man on the road, "Dad." ”

Then he looked at Fu Chengxiu, "Big brother, why did you come so early?" ”

Fu Chengxiu raised his eyebrows, "Come and be courteous, and get close to your uncle, Jian'an has a batch of building materials and wants to take goods from your branch." ”

She was stunned.

Old Man Lu smiled, "There's no need to come over, just make a phone call." ”

Lu Niansheng was not in the country for two years, Fu Chengxiu and the two elders of the Lu family gradually got acquainted, and now they are very affectionate, Fu Chengxiu said, "Uncle and Niansheng should go to work in Ruitong, right?" I don't know if it's an honor to give you a ride? ”

Old Man Lu had already seen through his mind and shook his head, "I'm going to meet a client this morning, just send Niansheng to the company." ”

Lu Niansheng didn't say much, and followed Fu Chengxiu into the car.

Some things have to be faced sooner or later, Fu Chengxiu came to the door as she expected, but it was faster than she thought, and Old Man Lu's attitude also surprised her.

On the way, she simply spoke first, "You have a good relationship with my dad now?" ”

Fu Chengxiu stared straight ahead and drove, and said lightly: "Before you came back, the old man talked to me, and he felt that I was the one who cheered you up, so he told me to pay more attention to you after you came back." ”

Lu Niansheng looked out the car window and smiled at the corners of his lips.

"Would he be so grateful if he knew how you cheered me up?"

Fu Chengxiu's voice was deep, "Nian Sheng, you are very hostile to me. ”

She didn't speak.

"Because I lied to you about the kids?" He asked.

She lowered her head and looked at her fingertips, unable to tell what mood she felt.

Fu Chengxiu deceived her more than once in the matter of the child-

At first, he lied to her that the child was born successfully, and then lied to her that the child was miscarried.

The child died after birth, which she learned later, although the lies told by Fu Chengxiu were all for her good, but she could not let go.

Sometimes she thinks that if Fu Chengxiu directly told her that the child was gone when she was first rescued, in the intensive care unit, maybe she would not have the long ordeal that followed.

Yes, for her now, survival itself is an ordeal.

"You may be for my good ......" she smiled, "but big brother, I can't help it, you are the Fu family, you lied to me, I just ...... No way ......"

Her voice sounded confused, as if confused.

"I don't really want this life you picked up for me, but I can't say it, because you are kind, and your kindness makes me unspeakable......" Her eyes were damp and she closed her eyes, "I'm sorry, I can't ...... it"

The three words "no way", turned over and over a few times, Fu Chengxiu's dark eyes were a little empty, and his face was expressionless, but his heart sank little by little.

In the past, he thought that he was omnipotent, even if he had forbearance, it was all temporary, when he lied, he was not afraid that Lu Niansheng would beat him and scold him, he was thick-skinned, and he was not afraid of being beaten, but ......

He had to admit that in fact, in the face of life and death, he was just a layman, and he was very scared at that time, and his mind was full of how to let Lu Niansheng live.

And what about after you live? He actually didn't think too much about it, he thought that time would heal all the scars, but two years later, Lu Niansheng was still trapped in that strange circle and couldn't get out.

No one spoke in the car for a while, and the atmosphere was dull.

This suppressed silence lasted until the parking lot downstairs in Ruitong, Fu Chengxiu parked the car, but did not open the central lock, watching Lu Niansheng unbuckle the seat belt, he asked, "What happened yesterday?" ”

She leaned back in her chair and didn't seem to be in a hurry to leave, "He probably wanted me to forgive him, pestered me and said that he could make it up to me, I said let him die," she paused and laughed: "I didn't expect him to really run in the middle of the road, but he was hit by a car, it's a pity, he didn't die, the fracture is a traumatic ......"

When she said this, she always had a smile on her face, and she couldn't tell whether it was mockery or joy, and Fu Chengxiu's brows became tighter and tighter.

"Are you going to forgive him?" He asked again.

She squinted ahead for a moment before replying, "You think I should forgive?" ”

Fu Chengxiu's hand gripping the steering wheel tightened unconsciously.

"I think the people who hurt you shouldn't be forgiven easily, but Nian Sheng, the way you are now......"

He paused.

The current Lu Niansheng is quite unfamiliar to him.

Concealed by hatred, he is full of wariness and resistance to the whole world, and even rejects the matter of survival to the extreme.

He sighed heavily, "At that time, Liang Jiaming designed Fu Ziyu to think that she was Fu Ziyu's life-saving benefactor, between you and Fu Ziyu because I also have a lot of misunderstandings, I said this not for Fu Ziyu to speak, Nian Sheng, people shouldn't live like this, you might as well let Fu Ziyu go and let yourself go, forget the past, and start again." ”

She chuckled and turned her head to look out the window.

Nothing to see, empty parking lot.

Fu Chengxiu lowered the window, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, remembered something, handed the cigarette case to her, she was stunned for a few seconds, and took one.

Before returning to Lu's house, she occasionally smoked, and her addiction to smoking was not serious, and she completely quit when she returned to Lu's house.

Fu Chengxiu leaned over and lit a cigarette for her with a lighter, and in the firelight, he looked at her delicate eyebrows, and his eyes were a little gloomy.

There was another "click", he lit it for himself, took two deep breaths, and spoke: "Nian Sheng, listen well, I will only talk to you once about these words." ”

She took a slow drag on her cigarette, adjusting to the nicotine vacancy that had been going on for three years, and the smell of tobacco made her scalp tingle.

"If I'm willing to let go of everything here, Jian'an, including the Fu family, I won't go back, I'm willing to take you away, leave here completely, find someone else, and live in a place where you will never see Fu Ziyu again, are you willing to go with me?"

As he spoke, between his fingers outside the car window, the soot fell a little.

He asked these questions without confidence, like a dying struggle.

Fu Chengxiu has been chic for the past thirty years, and he has not been afraid of anything, he is afraid of passing by Niansheng, but in the end, this is just wishful thinking, she has repeatedly rejected him for thousands of miles, this frustration is unprecedented, and he feels that he can't go on like this.

It's been two years, and he doesn't want to wait any longer, dragging mud and water is not his style.

But before he died, he still had questions to ask and something to say, at least until the end, he didn't want to be embarrassed and couldn't say anything.

Lu Niansheng flicked cigarette ash in the ashtray in the car, not looking at him, "You know the answer." ”

"Say it," he didn't look at her, his tone was calm, "this is the last time I ask, you make it clear, let me die." ”

Lu Niansheng was silent for a few seconds, "I won't go with you." ”

Fu Chengxiu chuckled, a little stunned, for a long time, the cigarette in his hand burned to the end, he said: "That Niansheng, go find a normal man, be good to you, don't be like me, born in that kind of environment, and don't be like Fu Ziyu, you only know what you cherish when you lose, you find a man who can give you happiness, forget the past, even if you forget it with me, it doesn't matter...... I want you to be happy. ”

Lu Niansheng's fingers holding the cigarette tightened.

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