Chapter 75: Pain
When Fang Zhengzhe came to look for her, she was dragging her tiredness home.
After such a big event, she met Fang Zhengzhe for the first time, the person who used to be the best to her.
He was wrapped in the night, still the appearance of the handsome boy in his memory, and even the night fell on him, and he couldn't help but soften it.
When I saw him, I had a feeling of being out of the world.
"Why aren't you leaving?"
Fang's mother said sharply when she kicked them out of the house.
"Does my brother know?"
At that time, the only thing on her mind was where was Fang Zhengzhe? Does he know about it? What would he think? He didn't show up when such a big thing happened in the house, did he not want to see her?
"Brother, what brother, my son has nothing to do with you, of course he knows about the things in his own family, and if he doesn't show up, he probably thinks you're disgusting, hurry up and get out of me, I advise you, don't want to pester my son in the future."
She knew that what Fang Mu said must have added fuel to the fire, but before he appeared, his position had already been explained.
"Mrs. Fang, goodbye."
She said goodbye to Fang's mother in a proper manner, and then dragged the stimulated and somewhat stupid Xianghui away.
From the moment she stepped out of the door of the Fang family, she knew that she would live a completely different life, and she would never see her brother again.
Fang Zhengzhe, her nominal brother has always been an unbearable weight in her life, and he was and still is.
She stood in place, no longer moving forward, looking at Fang Zhengzhe from afar, although she couldn't see clearly, she knew that Fang Zhengzhe was also looking at her.
Sister Yueyue said that he actually went to the United States, and at that moment, her brain was confused, so it was not what Mrs. Fang said, nor what she thought, he did not choose to abandon himself.
However, so what, in the past, there was a general ethics between them, and now, there is a big river that cannot be crossed.
So, I still have to say goodbye, never again.
Time passed between their sights, and in the end, none of them took a step forward.
Fang Zhengzhe drove away silently, Fang Miao squatted in place and cried bitterly, at this moment, it was heartache, more painful than any time, it turned out that his heart was going to break like this.
It was impossible for Fang Miao to enter the door of the Fang family.
Fang Miao is a stain on Fang's father's life, and it is impossible for him to recognize his mistress and other people's daughters as daughters-in-law.
Fang's mother would not let her son marry her husband's daughter.
Except for the aura of the Fang family's daughter, Fang Miao is now just a small person at the bottom, no matter what, she can't climb Fang Zhengzhe, if she hadn't been Fang Zhengzhe's sister, they might never meet in this life.
Except for the above and everything else, even if they entered the door of the Fang family, they would not be happy without blessings.
They all know this.
Previously, they had an impassable river.
Now, that river is even more impassable.
Fang Zhengzhe drove the car to the maximum speed and ran wildly on the road, as if he was dying, yes, how he wanted to have an accident and go to another world by himself.
In that world, he was an ordinary office worker, and he would meet a little girl named Fang Miao who was five years younger than him, and she had a nice name called Fang Miao.
He will pursue her fanatically, he will put her in the palm of his hand and spoil her, use his monthly salary to take her to play, save a sum of money every month, and when he has saved enough, he will buy the most beautiful diamond ring in the world and propose to her.
He was just five years older than her, and he had experienced everything she was going through in advance, and he could tolerate all her little tempers.
Their time together may not be rich, but they are happy enough, friends and relatives are blessed for them, they will have one or several lovely children, and then the children grow up, they are also old, he will use his old hand to take her equally old hand, and go on forever......
It was a world he had longed for countless times.
As long as he is still alive in this world, he will never be free, and he will never be free, but he still slowed down and slowly stopped on the side of the road.
In other worlds, there was no Fang Miao, so he didn't go anywhere.
He fell in love with his sister, and when he found out about it, he was also frightened by himself, and he actively denied it.
He tried hard to tell himself that this was just family affection, not love, but the more he denied it, the stronger this thought became.
He gets angry when he sees her with other boys and wants to get rid of all the opposite sex around her.
He would always have her stunned look popping up in his head, and sometimes he would giggle when he thought about himself.
I miss her like crazy when I can't see her, and I feel happy when I see her.
Sometimes his possessiveness of her scared him, so he chose to move out of the house, wanting time to wear away this love that shouldn't exist.
He thought that if he couldn't forget it for the rest of his life, he would live like this for the rest of his life, at least let her live a good life.
In this downfall, it's good to be alone.
Before, it was taboo for them to be together.
Now that they are together is a luxury.
What happened in the house, no one told him, he only found out after he got home yesterday.
The moment he learned about it, his head banged like it was going to blow up.
Why? He just wants an ordinary life, but why is it so dramatic, why does God tease him so much?
He really wanted to laugh at the sky a few times regardless of his image to show his mockery.
It's impossible, everything is impossible.
He was not given any hope before, and he was never given any hope now.
He slammed his fist against the steering wheel, as if he didn't know the pain, the pain in his body was numb compared to the pain in his heart.
It hurts to see the house she lives in, to see her tired, to see her hard work part-time.
He could only watch her from afar but couldn't get close to her, he was in pain.
There was not the slightest hope between them, he was in pain.
The accumulation of so much pain has already numbed the body.
He didn't know what kind of identity he would use to appear in front of her again, so he followed her for a day.
How he wished he was a different person now, so that he could rush to her to help her, to protect her, to accompany her.
But he was Fang Zhengzhe, an identity he could never get rid of, once her brother, and now, she was the person their whole family hated.
The phone rings in this cramped space.
I didn't want to answer it, but it seems that the caller ID still picked it up.
"Ah Xuan."
"You're back, where are you? Have a drink? ”