After marrying your father, I never came back here, and I kept it as it was, just to wait for her to come back, but I couldn't wait for her to come back......"

I didn't know how to comfort him, I could only watch him in my mother's room, infinitely sad and regretful. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com] The death of my father and mother, the second most harmful to me, should be the saint. However, contrary to my expectations, what the Holy One thought was completely different from what I thought.

"Qingyi, your mother's death, in addition to the two of us, there is one person who is the most sorrowful." The saint turned his face and stared at my eyes, his eyes were compassionate and calm, which was unpredictable, "The pain of the fourth prince is no less than that of you and me. ”

The Four Princes? He's the murderer of my whole family! Where did his pain come from? I don't understand, I want to argue but I can't say a word, the fourth prince killed my whole family, Ye Linghan should have told the emperor, why did he say that?

"You don't have to be so surprised." He seemed to see my resistance: "You assassinated the Fourth Prince at that time to avenge your parents, you must especially want to know why the Fourth Prince went to burn the Holy Palace and burned his sister's entire family, right?" ”

I nodded, the hairs all over my body stood on end, I wanted to know the reason so much, for the first time in ten years, I was so close to the truth, and for the first time I had the possibility of clarifying everything. I held my breath and listened.

"Heh, is the truth really important?" The emperor sighed and sneered. "If, as you said, the imperial sister was killed by the fourth prince, then the younger brother murdered the elder sister, is this something that can be taken out and said? Then, you stabbed the enemy again, and your niece killed your uncle, and we don't care about the truth and fairness and justice for the time being, but from a moral point of view, isn't this kind of fratricidal thing sensational enough? ”

"No matter what the Fourth Prince's reason is, he did this wrong thing, but I believe that his soul has never been able to rest in peace. And you, too, have taken revenge and are worthy of your conscience, but what about your other close relatives? What about the rest of the flesh and bones? We lost two loved ones at once! The emperor's voice trembled slightly, my heart was pinched, he was right, no matter how aggrieved and unwilling we were, our spearhead has always been our relatives.

"Would you like to hear me tell me the story of the Four Princes? Maybe he's not as hateful as you think. ”

I bit my lip tightly and didn't speak, not knowing what kind of story I was going to hear next.

"From childhood to before my sister got married, I, the fourth prince, my sister, the relationship between the three of us has always been very good. My sister and I were born to the queen mother, and the fourth brother was born to Wu Guifei, the queen mother has a soft personality, although she is the queen but has been bullied, and she has only had the eldest princess Nanyin for many years, until my sister was six years old. At that time, the fourth prince was already five years old, he played with his sister since he was a child, and then he loved me as much as his sister, he valued brotherly feelings, and understood morality, and never bullied me like other princes. ”

"When I was ten years old, my father became the crown prince, and Wu Guifei wanted to protect her son Siwangye, so she joined forces with other concubines and wanted to kill me behind my back. At that time, with the power of Concubine Wu, it was so easy to kill someone, and my second brother also died in his own bed inexplicably. However, her conspiracy was known to the fourth brother, and he fought to the death against his mother, and if I had any mistakes, he would never live alone. Of course, the concubine was not intimidated by him and locked him up, but he was so fierce that he committed suicide by hitting the wall, so the concubine was afraid and left me with her life. ”

My eyes widened, and I was stunned, I didn't expect that the Holy Lord would have such a story with the Four Princes! However, the fourth prince is also a person of the most affectionate and sexual, why is he so cruel to my mother?

"The relationship between the imperial sister and the fourth brother has always been very good, and when the imperial sister married into the Northern Desert, the person who was most reluctant to her was the fourth brother." The emperor said: "So no matter what, there is no grudge between them. ”

My heart is cold, yes, my mother has married the Northern Desert, and has nothing to do with Chang'an, if it is because of the struggle for power in the same family, it is really not enough, then, their enmity is only one possibility, for the prosperity of the people, the prosperity of Chang'an. Perhaps, this is the sadness of being a member of the royal family, your feelings, your thoughts, everything you have, are no longer under your own control, you are just a puppet of the whole country, shouldering the heavy responsibility of the whole nation, if you want to be the emperor, you must accept this reality, and willingly, do a good job of this puppet.

"There are some things that I don't know...... I hope you can understand that what happened ten years ago, don't pursue it anymore, okay? Don't rub salt on some people's already scarred wounds. Qingyi, stay, stay and live the rest of your life with me, let's look forward, it's a blessing that my uncle can find you, I will definitely do my best to take care of you and not let you suffer any grievances! Let's repay all the debts we owe to your mother......" The emperor's expression is tired and tired, if he wants to be a good emperor who loves the country and the people, he has to bear the pain behind it that is difficult for others to understand.

I don't know how to answer him, I didn't want to stay in the palace forever, but at this moment, in the face of an old man who has lost two relatives, I can't bear to touch him.

I didn't nod or shake my head, the saint thought I had acquiesced, and immediately said happily: "In the future, this Huayang Palace will be given to you to live, okay?" This is the most noble princess in the whole palace to live in the dormitory, since your mother moved out, has never let others live here, if you like, this palace will be for you to live, of course, if you don't like it, the furnishings are old, you can also go to live in other palaces! ”

I waved my hand again and again, in fact, it is not that I don't like it here, how could I not like my mother's dormitory, but I haven't forgotten that I came with Qiming and them, this time I still hope to live with them in the Anle Palace, each other has a care and a companion, although I am now Princess Qingyi, but I still feel lonely and pitiful, except for those friends, I still have nothing.

By the way, until now, I haven't seen Chen Fei, so I don't know how he is now...... I think he was waiting by his side when I didn't wake up, but I didn't even have time to say a word of thanks to him.

Now I realized how troublesome it was to not be able to speak, and I tried all my best not to let the Holy One understand what I was trying to say.

I looked around and looked at my mother's bookcase, she had everything on her bookcase, the banknotes were complete, and the inkstone was still on the table, but there was no ink, and I couldn't write.

"Qingyi, what do you want to do? Don't you like Huayang Palace? Or is there something wrong with you? The saint asked puzzled.

I couldn't care so much, I ran to the table to look for ink, and the saint followed, I held up the brush and rice paper, and pointed to the empty inkstone, and the saint understood: "You want to write it down for me to see?" ”

My chick nodded like a peck at rice.

Unhurriedly, the saint opened the drawer and took out an ingot of ink stone from the table.

But I won't tell him that! I smiled at him and stuck out my tongue, intending to get away with it. My background and past are secrets that I intend to bury in my heart for a long time, and I don't want to talk about them again.

After I stuck out my tongue, I realized that now I am wearing a veil to cover the scars on my face, and Chen Fei can't see it at all! I couldn't help but feel slightly embarrassed by my behavior, and blushed slightly. And the slight redness on his cheeks happened to be in Chen Fei's eyes, he turned his face curiously and looked at me with interest for a long time.

Suddenly, his head came over and his eyes locked directly on mine, and I was startled by his sudden action, and I stayed where I was. After a few seconds, he said faintly: "Yang Sheng, how can I have the illusion that you were a little shy of the girl just now......"

I:......

Chen Fei: What kind of thinking and logic are you! Completely impossible to look at!

"Anyway, I'm a girl, and if I'm ugly, I won't be reduced to the level of an aunt!" Although it is true that I blushed first, and I am powerless to fight back and even more powerless, at least a symbolic sentence or two will be back, and it also seems that I am not so slaughtered by others, and I will save a little face.

Chen Fei immediately became serious, looked at me with a serious and persistent face, frowned slightly and said deeply: "The most untouchable thing in the world is love, which will penetrate into the depths of your heart, melt into your blood, and penetrate into all corners of your body...... Deep into the bone marrow * erodes the bones and even there is no cure, even if it is cured, it will leave an indelible mark and sequelae, who said that love until it becomes a wound...... Although you are already an aunt, the occasional little daughter posture should not be because of the beginning of love! ”

I was suddenly shocked by his words, my mouth was open for a long time but I couldn't say a word, but my heart was panicked! Chen Fei, what kind of head do you have! What logic, what thinking! I don't understand it at all! Are you suddenly uttering such philosophical nonsense a deliberate test of my fragile little heart?

However, I didn't explode in an instant, and his words made me start to reflect on a very important question: how did I see him as a kind, shy, honest and stable senior brother when I first came to Shennongtang? My train of thought is also incomprehensible!

"Why did you suddenly talk about love? Evil? Or is it an allergy to herbs? "I'm still thinking about the problem that is bothering me, and the blush I just made was really embarrassed and not the first to be in love!

He regained his warm and calm smile and waved at me the herb in his hand, which was an herb called Aracea.

It is rumored that the physician who first recognized the medicinal properties of Aracea tasted the sweetness and bitterness of love in his life, and he recorded such a passage that Chen Fei said just now in the annotation of Aracea's medicinal spectrum, and later Aracea was regarded as an alias for love, and his words have been passed down from generation to generation.

It turned out that what Chen Fei said was an old joke! It turned out that I thought crookedly, such a familiar allusion I didn't even think of and thought about myself!! …… I couldn't help but feel embarrassed again......

Anyway, I haven't seen any scenes or wind and rain in the past ten years, Chen Fei actually embarrassed me twice in one day! It seems that Chen Fei is really not a simple master, and this thing called * love is really not easy to mess with.

I really don't know if it's because I'm ugly or if my IQ will decrease when I get involved with love, but now that I'm so stable and comfortable, I'd rather be an ordinary person with a mediocre appearance......

"Chen Fei! Is the girl there? Shi Niang shouted Chen Fei's name and walked in, because she didn't know my name, so she temporarily called me a girl. This is the first time I have been called like this, and I have a sudden feeling of emotion in my heart.

"What's wrong with Shi Niang? We're tidying up the medicine cabinet! I walked up to my sister and took her arm, this quiet woman with a slightly old temperament always made me feel extra kind and kind, and there was always an urge to get close.

"Do you remember the boy who went under the knife yesterday? He's woken up. ”

"Okay, I'll go and do another acupuncture on him right away."

With that, I followed my sister to the front hall.

Today is the fourth time to do acupuncture and moxibustion to detoxify the alien man, after the knife yesterday afternoon, he was very weak, he has not woken up from sleep, his pulse is very bad, yesterday he gave him three times of acupuncture, the last time the needle was pricked until late at night, he got better. Now that he has woken up, he needs to prepare some medicinal materials that can be taken orally for him today, one to regulate internal injuries and the other to replenish his body, so that his body can recover quickly enough.

I prepared the herbs that needed to be prepared according to the doctor I saw today, and sent them to the decoction pharmacy, telling the guys to decoction three pairs of each one. The decoction pharmacy in Shennongtang is very large, there are more than 80 decoction stoves in total, and ten very experienced decoction guys take care of them, their work is very meticulous, as long as the medicine sent by the pharmacists, they can accurately boil it according to the time on the prescription, and finally send the decoction to every patient accurately, and never miss it because the number of medicines is too large.

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