Chapter 76: When My Legs
During this time, Gu Feng has been accompanying Gu Lei in the hospital, and we didn't see the two of us, I think Gu Feng is probably persuading Gu Lei to accept the current fact, but whether Gu Lei is acceptable or not, I don't know.
I know that I still remember the way Gu Lei stood at the door of the hospital, smiling a little more dazzling than the sun, it was the last time he used his legs, so briefly.
"What's the matter with me?" I don't know what Peng Yue is asking me to do now, I feel guilty about Peng Yue, but it doesn't mean that everything can be forgiven, I will probably never forgive Peng Yue, no matter what the reason is, hurting Gu Lei's leg has become a fact.
The development of things is far beyond the original expectations, I originally thought that as long as I changed my life successfully, then I could be with Peng Yue again, but now there is no such possibility, Peng Yue and I are probably destined to lose this life.
"I, I'm sorry, I didn't know ...... that person"
"Don't say it, Peng Yue, it's my fault, don't say it again." Don't remind me again and again, I know I'm wrong about this matter, I shouldn't have tried to change my life or anything in the first place, in exchange for the harm of the people around me.
It turns out that this is what they say, changing one's life is to exchange the fate of the people around me, and I don't want to try it anymore.
"Xiaoling, don't be like this." Peng Yue didn't expect me to be so depressed, he didn't expect that he was jealous that day and bumped into the wrong person, and when he saw Huang Junyao, he was taken aback, it turned out that the man, Huang Junyao really had such a person.
"The Gu family didn't care about this matter, so you shouldn't always be unable to get along with yourself." Peng Yue didn't know how to comfort me, and he was a little unscrupulous, but it was this unscrupulous remark that angered me.
"Yes, the Gu family didn't care, but I care, why is it you who hit someone." I'm very concerned, both of you are people I think are important, why did this happen? How do I face Gu Lei?
"Xiaoling, I didn't mean it that day, if we hadn't broken up, I wouldn't have thought of where to go!"
I looked at Peng Yue in disbelief, Peng Yue has really changed, he has changed since that time when Peng Yue was pushed away by Xiao Yang in the hospital.
"I'll go first, don't ask me out again." I suddenly felt that Peng Yue was like this, I didn't know how to face it, Peng Yue's changes all came from me, it was I who made Peng Yue so strange, and everything was the retribution I deserved.
"Xiaoling......" Peng Yue still wanted to say something, I hurriedly pushed the door and escaped, not wanting to get along with Peng Yue in the same space anymore.
"Let's go back." I didn't even know what was wrong, my eyes couldn't see the road under my feet, and my tear glands were so developed that I couldn't control them.
"Huang Junyao, why are you here?" Although this chest is not warm, but reassuring, I know that this is Huang Junyao's chest, but I don't know why this person is here, I obviously didn't tell anyone, I came here.
"Don't say it, Gu Lei is back." After a whole month, Gu Lei finally came back.
"I ...... "I'm afraid to see Gu Lei, I'm afraid that he will do my duty, if Peng Yue didn't show up in the hospital that day, it would be good, everything would not happen."
"He wants to see you." Huang Junyao held me up and took me back.
Gu Lei's wheelchair was in the living room, but the person was not there, and he didn't know where he went, Hongli pointed to the room and said that the two brothers were in the room.
Knock knock~
"You're here?" Gu Lei looked up and saw me standing by the door at a loss.
"How are you?" I don't know what to ask, it's embarrassing, obviously not long ago we still had nothing to say, and now it's like this.
"Brother, you go out first." Gu Feng settled Gu Lei on the bed, Gu Lei's legs were still there, but he couldn't move, I don't know what method Gu Feng used to make Gu Lei accept this fact.
"Spend more time with him." When Gu Feng went out, he told me that Gu Feng probably hadn't had a good rest for a long time, and he didn't seem to be in a good state at all.
"What are you doing?" Gu Lei smiled when he saw my heavy face.
"I'm sorry." I don't really know what to say other than I'm sorry.
Gu Lei smiled and asked me, what does this have to do with me? Why should I apologize?
"It's all fate, we all have our own destiny, we all do this business, and we know this better than anyone else."
"Gu Lei ......" I can see that Gu Lei is unwilling, disobedient to the arrangement of fate, and there is no light in his eyes from a month ago, and he seems to have matured a lot in a short period of time.
But I, like Gu Feng, will not be happy for Gu Lei's growth, this price is too great, Gu Feng is probably the same, I would rather Gu Lei still be the arrogant Gu Lei who does not understand human feelings and likes to make trouble unreasonably, in front of Gu Feng, Gu Lei doesn't need to think about what adults want to do, as long as he is happy every day.
"Don't say it again, since you feel sorry for me, then you will be responsible for being my leg in the future, where I am going, you will take me there." Gu Lei smiled, but this smile felt so pale.
"Okay." I promised Gu Lei that this is the only thing I can do for him now.
Gu Lei accepted the fact that he would probably be in a wheelchair forever, and he was not so resistant, I pushed the wheelchair to school, and no matter where Gu Lei went in the future, I would push him.
"Gu Lei, you are too pitiful." Sun Zhihai is probably the only good friend of the two of us in school, and he is a little distressed when he knows about Gu Lei.
"It's nothing, it's good not to have to walk anywhere now." Gu Lei pretended to be strong, but he didn't know that this appearance was the most distressing.
"By the way, you haven't been to school for a month, and here are your notes for this month, and I've done it for both of you." The counselor didn't embarrass the two of us because of Gu Lei's leg injury, but there are too many notes this month!
"Thanks, but I don't need to take my notes, I've already completed all these lessons." Gu Lei still took the note.
"You don't know that Zhong Xun, a senior in college a few days ago, committed suicide, and he was in the dormitory, and the school blocked all news."
"Why?" If this kind of thing happens, the school will block the news, especially if the enrollment is about to start, and the school will not let this kind of thing spread.
"I don't know, but some people say that they have seen Zhong Xun's ghost in the boys' dormitory these days." Sun Zhihai said that the matter seemed to be quite big, but the school said that if anyone discussed it in private, they would be expelled, so no one dared to say it.
"I heard them say that Zhong Xun is very strange." Sun Zhichao said that Zhong Xun's dormitory members all said that Zhong Xun had a girlfriend, but they never knew who this person was.
"The school wants to press it down, but where are the parents willing, I also saw Zhong Xun's family coming to school this morning."
"I know this clock." Gu Lei said that Zhong Xun and he are both members of the Basketball Association, and they also met inside, Zhong Xun is very good, although he doesn't look very cheerful, but he can't commit suicide.