124: I don't want to believe
She said that in her past and present lives, there was only Ye Mengling who could be called her friend.
As for them...... She didn't want to give her heart yet.
This really can't say that she is too cold-hearted, because she has been betrayed too much, she really doesn't want to go through it again, the person you trust the most stabbed you with a knife, this is the simplest metaphor and the most accurate.
I am afraid of the recurrence of the tragedy, and the more beautiful the thing, the more I cannot touch it.
Su Mengxi has always told herself, remember, those beautiful things, under that beautiful appearance, must be unknown darkness.
The water system is the best healing system, which healed Xiao Ziheng's injuries, Su Mengxi glanced at them indifferently, "I, it's not worth your doing." ”
The four of them looked at each other, and they all saw a trace of bitterness in each other's eyes, that is, disappointment? Still is...... Deprecating? Or ...... Abandon......
Su Mengxi left a little embarrassed.
Embarrassed? At least that's what she thinks.
I don't want to be betrayed anymore, it's good to be alone like this. She comforted herself.
'Escapism, this is not the same person you used to be. The voice came more often, but it always said something she didn't understand, but this time......
The corners of Su Mengxi's mouth hooked up a self-deprecating smile, and she answered him in her consciousness, "I don't want to run away from it, but it's this kind of thing...... emotionally it is the last thing she wants to touch, and for her, it is a forbidden area."
Whether it's friendship or family affection, or love, no matter what it is, she doesn't want to touch it, but she longs for it.
But......
Su Mengxi's eyes became a little gray, she was destined to be lonely.
She remembered her past life, when she was a child......
"Mom, don't go, Xue Xue will be obedient, don't leave Xue Xue alone, okay?" At that time, she should be called Xia Mengxue, not Su Mengxi.
Her mother, Phantom Ximeng, looked at her and reached out to rub her head, "Xixue, you are my daughter, you have your mission, but also a certain danger. I don't want that day to come when you don't even have the ability to protect yourself. ”
Xia Mengxue bit her lower lip and couldn't help herself from crying, she told herself that this was the last time.
Again and again, she experienced such things again and again.
Gradually, she will no longer care, nor will she express her cherishing of feelings, as if she is a heartless person.
has never experienced love, in her past and present lives, her age is too young.
If you talk about friendship...... If it wasn't fate, how could she become friends with Ye Mengling?
Xiao Ziheng and them...... It's good, but friendship is something she cherishes, and there can't be any flaws!
Hopefully, they will pass her exam.
'You're not good at that?' The sound was cold, like ice from Antarctica. I don't know if there is anything like Antarctica in this world......
Su Mengxi was depressed, "It's good to be good." ’
'Interesting. I know what to do, but I still pretend I don't understand anything. Obviously, it doesn't have to be so troublesome, but I like to be more complicated.
Su Mengxi didn't speak again, she understood what he meant.
Yes, she knows how to do it. But she just won't believe it......