I believe that if a person is ambitious and hard enough, then sooner or later they will also get back what they have lost, little by little.

But they all understand the truth but still can't live a good life, can they blame others? All misfortunes and misfortunes are caused by themselves.

The director's face changed drastically, and when he looked at me, his eyes were full of pain: "Okay...... It's the director who is a little sorry for you, you can forgive him."

I bowed my head: "If you have half of the selfishness to tolerate him just now to tolerate me, why should I be angry with him"

At this time, Ye Lei's voice was lowered, but he was full of emotion: "Director, you don't need to say more, everything is my own fault, and I will accept all the consequences!" ”

After a long, long time, he finally spoke: "I am also responsible for this kind of thing happening to you, it is I who discipined my subordinates improperly and made you have such a big misunderstanding because of the show, it is me!" , I don't dare to forget, I'm sorry for you. ”

After all, he couldn't help the moistness in the corners of his eyes.

Although the director lowered his head, I looked deeply in my eyes, I don't know why the director wanted to protect him so much, how could he, a fierce and vicious, violent and rude person, be treated so well by the director, either the director has a problem with his heart, or he has his handle in his hand.

After a long, long time, the director finally spoke: "We used to work hard together in difficult years, if you hadn't been in order to expose Team Leader Xu's affairs that year, you wouldn't have been an ordinary announcer at the post for so many years, since we met, you worked harder than anyone else, and your talent was much more powerful than us at that time, you are not narrow-minded at all, you have suffered all the difficulties and have no place to be wronged, if it weren't for my timidity and fear back then, I wouldn't let you go to the team alone, You won't be guarded against being reused for exposing your superiors, it's me! I can't stand you. ”

Ye Lei didn't speak, but lowered his head more lonely than usual.

If it weren't for what the director said, I would never have seen a man as genius, strong, hardworking, and full of fatalistic sorrow. I also had a lot of intersections with Ye Lei when I first entered the stage, his work ability is indeed at the top level, his copywriting is strong and detailed to the last three digits of the percentage point of the data, people can indeed work hard for a lifetime, but when they work hard for the first half of their lives but achieve nothing, I really have to doubt life, the so-called hard work will be rewarded, this is a matter of time, I have to doubt the reliability of this sentence.

I finally understand why I hated me so much when he was a person, a person who has worked hard for half his life is depressed, and I am so young and vigorous that I can reach a level of fairness with him, if I really have some unbalanced mentality, I don't know the true state of mind of others without experiencing it, think about the person who is lower than his own ability to become the director, and he has been sitting in a position for more than 20 years, he has not retaliated against the director, which shows that he still has a conscience in treating the people who lived with him at the beginning.

I took a deep breath, and my attitude towards him changed from anger to indifference, "I won't use the legal way for today's matter, but I don't mean that I don't care, everything is caused by your old affairs, director, you shouldn't sprinkle all your grievances on me, I am arrogant and have a clear conscience, I have never relied on anyone, and I have never done anything illegal to anyone, I have always been upright, why should I bear this pot for no reason, just because you are not used to it, you will have many years of resentment on me?" Ye anchor, are you too unjust for me to do this? ”

Ye Lei lowered his head without embarrassment.

"I will fire him, I won't let him enter the Radio and Television Bureau again, as for the private affairs of the two of us later, we will handle it ourselves, okay, what else are you dissatisfied with, you can say it now, I will deal with it all."

I smiled lightly: "Director don't just because of a sentence of dismissal can deal with the whole thing, I am not a person, but if I use my own ability to go to the entire China Radio and Television Bureau, others will not be able to ask for it, since I choose you among many people, I come all the way back from the United States to believe in you, I don't ask you to let me choose all the good resources, I just hope that you can be respectful to others when dealing with things in the future, don't just send the chill to people's hearts, I know that there is no absolute justice in this world, But I also used a lot of efforts to achieve relative fairness, if such a thing happens again, I will choose to leave without hesitation, if I also find that you are partial to Mo and do not care about others, I will definitely report you to the board of directors, I am not threatening but complaining, and I hope the director can understand. ”

He never gave me a good face. Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't care, everyone is born in the world and wants to be treated fairly, I don't harm anyone, and I will never allow others to harm me.

When I was still angry, Ye Lei suddenly stood up, looking at him just now as if he was about to eat me, wouldn't it be because he didn't forgive him and used violence, frightened

He walked towards her with heavy steps, and suddenly bent down deeply in front of An Hao.

I couldn't help but be a little shocked that he would make such a move in his eyes, which he had never looked at in the eyes of everyone.

He paused, and after a long time, said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I know that everything I do has nothing to do with you, everything is my own reason." ”

I didn't say anything.

After a long time, he breathed softly: "All this is caused by the darkness in my own heart, you are innocent, you have nothing to say about what means you want to use to defend me, it's me!" Wrong is wrong, I shouldn't have pushed all this on you just because you're young, really! I'm sorry. ”

After a moment of silence, it was as if I had been thinking for a long time before I made up my mind.

"I will forgive you, but you should pay the corresponding consequences for this matter, even if you are not killed, you will not have the face to stay here, you must also confess to them the victims of this matter, I don't care how high your vanity and self-esteem are, you must say sorry to them, as long as they forgive you, I will not say more."

I know that although he hates me, he doesn't really want my life, otherwise that sip of drink would not be a temporary loss of voice, but a mistake is a mistake, even if it is a big mistake or a small mistake, it is still wrong.

He silently raised his head slowly.

"I know, I will make it clear to them, I must be mentally prepared for all the consequences, thank you for forgiving me, thank you very much."

He shed tears in shame, the most unsightly thing for me is that even if others cry in front of me, since he has realized that he has made a mistake, if he forces him like this, he may really have no way out, so be it, all the blessings and misfortunes will end here.

I turned back to the broken tablet and said without any expression: "It's just three things, and I have a clear conscience." After saying that, he quickly picked up the wind and walked out.

I know that the director will understand what I said, and let them solve their old problems by themselves.

They are elders, and I will listen to his words and never take them to heart.

I am under no obligation to take responsibility for the mistakes of others.

After taking care of the matter, I took the broken tablet and threw it into the extruder, and everything finally disappeared, and I didn't have to be so careful every day.

After looking at the time, I will go to his house and get everything back, and the matter will be dealt with at the same time.

Four o'clock in the afternoon

She pushed all her luggage out, hailed a car, and looked back at a room high in the air as she left.

These few days seem to have passed like a dream, everything new has come so violently and so really, the real has made me receptive to it, I don't fantasize about the good or bad moments with him, as if all this has nothing to do with me.

If it weren't for the old man, we wouldn't know each other, and he wouldn't put his heart on me anymore, alas~~~ Everything should be over, a new year and a new mood.

The vehicle was driving in the cold winter snow, watching the pedestrians coming and going, and she dialed someone's phone.

I took a deep breath: "Still busy?" ”

Seeing her call, he immediately put down the work in his hand.

"Woke up, have you eaten?"

He was still as gentle as ever, although I was a little cruel, but still: "I moved back, don't persuade me, I want to be quiet, if you say you really like me, then let me be alone first, if you are still so desperate, I will be afraid, so you let me think it out by myself first, don't come to me if it's okay, don't come to me if you have something, and then I don't want to see you before, don't come to me before, I know what I promised you before, but my mind was not clear at that time, What you promised is not reluctant, don't force me, I'm done begging you. ”

His face changed.

It was the abrupt events of that night that scared her, she is not not the person she used to be, and she does not understand her own mind, if I force her, will she hate what I am doing to her now when she remembers it, and her temperament is really slowly changing back to what she used to be, and she begins to distrust people, and begins to be full of anxiety about everything around her, is it because of me that she has become like this? Will she be a good destination when she is with Gu Yan?

Because of her words, he fell into deep self-doubt.

Although he was a little displeased, he still said gently: "I don't force you, you must take good care of yourself without me by your side, remember to call me if there is anything, you must be happy by yourself." ”

I faintly said: "Hmm" and hung up the phone ruthlessly.

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, but listen to my heart, and even if it's wrong, I'll take it myself.

I will remember that there was a person who was very kind to me, so good that I knew that he was not sincere, but it was not something that belonged to me, and I chose to return it to its original owner, and I hope that he can live well alone.

This year's winter has been too cold.

Watching the wind blow the trees in the city, the lowest temperature has dropped to below zero. I sat in a taxi at night and heard the wind blowing outside like a tiger roaring. The wind blew the car windows and made a "bang" sound, there was always something that needed to be solved, and I ...... to say such and such chilling words in winter It was a long, long time before I realized what stupidity I had done today, so stupid that I couldn't make up for it for the rest of my life.