85, escapism

Mo Yu vomited so hard that he could barely eat anything. Xiao Zhen's own medical skills are shallow, so he brought Guo Huai in and asked him to take care of it. Although he already knew, when he confirmed with Guo Huai, he still stammered several times.

Knowing that he couldn't leave, Mo Yu didn't mention going back anymore, so he simply locked himself in the house.

Xiao Zhen didn't know what she was busy with, she was outside during the day, and she could only come to see her after the morning every day. When he came, Mo Yu was always asleep, and he sat on the edge of the bed, doing nothing, just touching her fingertips, whether it was still so cold.

Once, when I came early, Mo Yu had not yet slept, and sat on the stone bridge in the courtyard. Xiao Zhen hurriedly walked a few steps to pull her and didn't let her sit on the cold stone. Before he could reach Mo Yu, Mo Yu stood up and ran higher along the arch of the stone bridge.

"Xiaoyu, don't stand so high, come down ......" Xiao Zhen stretched out his hand to her, but he didn't dare to chase after her, for fear that she would run further again. The deck of the stone bridge is slippery, and even ordinary maids pass by, so they must walk carefully.

Mo Yu stood at the top of the bridge, her line of sight was level with Xiao Zhen, the wind blew her black hair all scattered, she giggled, and ran down again and again. Xiao Zhen's face changed, and he rushed over in three or two steps, opening his arms to pick her up. Mo Yu held on to the bridge railing and stopped, just outside of his arm's arm.

Xiao Zhen mentioned the heart of his throat and eyes, and fell back to his original place. Without saying a word, he took a step forward, picked up the ink rumor, and strode back to the room.

Mo Yu writhed in his arms, refusing to settle down: "Xiao Zhen, what are you going to do?" ”

Xiao Zhen didn't speak, carried her back to the bed, stared at her, and said for a long time: "Xiaoyu, you are annoyed that I took other medicine to coax you, and annoyed that I went to see Yun Jiang, you can be angry with me." Count me begging you, don't hurt this kid......"

The eyebrows and narrow eyes were stretched by the dim light, and under the heavy shadow, there was fatigue that could not be hidden. Mo Yu suddenly felt his heart sour, and lay down with his face inward: "I'm tired, I'm going to sleep." ”

Xiao Zhen let out a long sigh and wrapped her in the quilt, and it was a long time before Mo Yu heard his deliberately lighter steps.

Mo Yu couldn't sleep anymore, and sat in the dark with his clothes on. After a while, there was a suppressed roar from the wall away. Mo Yu followed the voice and walked over, it turned out that there was a small room next to the room where she lived.

The maidservant didn't know where to hide, so she pushed the door open, and the room was scattered. The canvas on the table was torn to pieces, and the floor was littered with spilled wine stains. Xiao Zhen was lying on the cold ground, one hand supporting his forehead in extreme pain, and the scars left by years of battles were revealed in his scattered clothes.

"Sister...... Sister...... Don't go out......" he kept rolling and writhing like a fire, and a hoarse sound came out of his mouth," he said...... I'm going to kill them all...... No, don't sacrifice your lives to save me......"

Mo Yu couldn't hear his upside-down and chaotic words, only that he must have remembered some terrible memory, and dipped his silk handkerchief in water to make him sober up. As soon as he broke his hand, he heard a terrible cry: "...... Little ballad, run...... Don't look back......"

Mo Yu was panicked by his shouting, and when he looked down, he found that he was clutching a piece of cloth in his hand. It took her great effort to pull out the piece of cloth, and when she unfolded it, she used only a few strokes to draw a little girl of eight or nine years old, dressed in rags, standing in the woods in heavy rain, looking at it with a smile.

The memories that had been lost for a long time suddenly flooded into my mind. Tears wet a line of small words next to the portrait: "Even if I don't go, Zining won't come?" ”

Xiao Zhen opened his eyes and didn't know if the person in front of him was an illusion or a reality. Mo Yu took his hand and wiped his face with a silk handkerchief dipped in cold water. The cold temperature, touching the scorching body, Xiao Zhen turned over, suppressed the ink rumor, and kissed her on the lips heavily.

The silk handkerchief and the portrait fell to the ground, and Mo Yu was out of breath and hurriedly pushed him: "Don't ...... Don't ......"

Xiao Zhen propped up her body, let her sit on her lap, and hugged her emaciated shoulders: "I'm sorry, I scared you." ”

Mo Yu hooked his neck and tapped his hand twice on his back. She didn't say anything, but such a small action made Xiao Zhen quiet.

"Xiao Yu, when I was running for my life in those years, I would always think about whether that arrow killed you. Until I met you at the Miaoyin Temple, I heard those metaphors for the lost and regained hexagrams......" Xiao Zhen pressed against her forehead, and every word was spoken very carefully, "I didn't believe in ghosts and gods before, but since then, I have believed that God has not taken everything from me, at least he has returned you to me." ”

He put his hand on Mo Yu's slightly bulging lower abdomen: "Xiao Yu, I want this child, and I want to go crazy when I think of it." Not just to keep you, but also to bring myself back to life. As I said, I would never put my wife and children in danger like my father did. I'm pretty much ready, and I'll be able to take you away in a few months. ”

He took a small box from the table, handed it to Mo Yu, suddenly remembered something, and took the box away again: "Don't open it, it's too bloody inside, and you're going to feel uncomfortable again." It was Yun Jiang's little finger, I sent Su Xiu back, and worshiped her as a teacher to learn divination. The witch has a high status in the Chu State, and no matter how she fights in the court in the future, she is always safe. With this thing as a guarantee, I am not afraid that she will regret it. ”

Mo Yu was a little embarrassed, and said sneeringly: "You went to find Yun Jiang, just for this?" ”

"This is one of the things," Xiao Zhen smiled, "and one more thing, you will know soon." He took Mo Yu's hand, put it to his lips and asked softly, "Can you promise me now and don't leave me?" ”

Mo Yu buried his head in the crook of his arm: "Then it depends on how you treat me in the future." ”

……

Xiao Zhen said very quickly, and it dragged on until five or six months later. Mo Yu's body was heavy and she didn't want to move, Xiao Zhen carried her into the ox cart and staggered out of the capital.

I walked on the road for five or six days before I reached a city. The people guarding the city turned out to be familiar faces in the Golden Eagle Guard.

"What does this have to do with Yun Jiang?" Mo Yu's spirit is a little tired, and he is too lazy to use his brain to think about it.

"This lonely city was originally guarded by a small group of Chu soldiers, but because the road is difficult to walk, it is very difficult to deploy personnel and supply military rations, and the Chu State will not get actual benefits from this city." Xiao Zhen patiently explained to her, "I just asked Yun Jiang to help, declare that this place is unknown at the right time, withdraw the original team of soldiers, and then use my Golden Eagle Guard to occupy this empty city." ”

"Xiao Yao," he stroked Mo Yu's increasingly rounded waist and abdomen, "this is my home for you, and you don't need to think about it, and you don't need to be afraid of war." Do you like it or not? ”

Mo Yu lowered his eyes and nodded slightly. That delicate look made Xiao Zhen uncontrollable, kissing her on the cheek while sliding his hand into her clothes.

"No...... No......" Mo Yu pressed his hand, "Not now, it will hurt the child." ”

Xiao Zhen's voice was hoarse and couldn't speak: "Guo Huai said that it's okay at this time." ”

Mo Yu gritted his teeth and cursed: "Guo Huai, this shameless liar, is a charlatan. ”

"I think he has good medical skills, and he is very insight......ful," Xiao Zhen smiled evilly, expanding the range of kisses, and his fingers nimbly hooked off her coat.

Mo Yu snorted softly and stuck softly in his arms. Xiao Zhen hugged her from behind and made her sit on top of her, trying to restrain her impulses, moving gently and slowly. In the corner of the tower, hidden but dangerous, separated by a battlement, in the distance is the patrolling Golden Eagle Guard.

"Will it ...... Anyone saw? Mo Yu clenched his fingers, and his face turned crimson.

Xiao Zhen tilted his head sideways and kissed her young white neck, with a little smile in his thin gasp: "Who dares?" ”

"Hazelnut...... Hazelnut ......" Mo Yu called him tremblingly. The corners of Xiao Zhen's mouth curled, and she responded with a longer kiss, seeing her fingers hook her arm, but because she had no strength, she slid straight down, and somewhere in her heart was wonderfully touched. Xiao Zhen hugged her tighter and carried her higher up to the clouds.

……

The mansion in the city has been repaired a long time ago, Xiao Zhen went in with the ink rumor, and showed her the clean room, the well-behaved little maidservant, and the little fox with white fur.

"Ah, little white ......" Mo Yu saw the fox, and cried out happily, and then thought that this was no longer the one before, and his expression was a little gloomy.

"This is just a new catch," Xiao Zhen looked at her tenderly with joy at the corners of her eyebrows, "It's not the one from before, but it can also be seen as the one from before, accompanying you in another way." Mo Yu heard the deep meaning of his words, held the cage, and nodded silently.

Those who have left have left forever, but those who are alive must continue to live.

"Do you like boys or girls?" Mo Yu looked at the fox, but asked the people around him.

"Silly questions, as long as you gave birth to them, I like them." Xiao Zhen hooked her nose, "But it's better to be a boy, if it's a girl, I must be reluctant to talk about her and beat her, but how to raise it?" ”

Mo Yu pouted: "You are willing to give up the boy, what a black heart......"

Xiao Zhen straightened her hair and said, "If it's a boy, it's called Xiaohei, and if it's a girl, it's called Xiaobai, and as for the big name, I'll think about it slowly in the future." Anyway, before I put it on, I must have figured it out. Both of them chuckled.

"Xiao Yu," Xiao Zhen hugged her and refused to let go, "I have to leave for a while, Xiao Zhen's identity needs to be understood." I've made arrangements to pretend to fall off a cliff during the spring hunt. This is the last time, and when I come back this time, we won't have to worry about the outside world anymore, and if everything goes well, we can just come back before the baby is born. ”

Somehow, Mo Yu was a little uneasy in his heart, and said softly on his chest: "Come back early, I'm afraid of pain, I want you to accompany me." ”

"I'll be back as soon as possible." Xiao Zhen solemnly agreed, but only gave a vague answer, presumably this time the matter is indeed a bit dangerous.