【023】Torment
There is a feeling called torment! This torment is varied. There are those who suffer emotionally for the sake of their children's private feelings, and there are those who have done something against their conscience, and they have been condemned by their conscience. There is also suffering in the matter of gains and losses for a certain benefit, and vanilla is suffering in fear because of its own physical changes.
The changes are very small and not easy to notice. At first, she took a bite of Wengen's neck, and tried to bring her a kind of physical and mental comfort that she couldn't express in words, and then developed into an irrepressible sense of longing.
None of them knew that since that beating. Vanilla has been taking a wild grass called 'wild tobacco leaves' for a long time, and 'wild tobacco leaves' are not tobacco leaves, but its smell is slightly similar to tobacco leaves.
On a normal day, the smell of tobacco leaves would have made Vanilla vomit for half a day, but now she has to take it regularly and in quantities. This can restrain the kind of desire that makes her almost crazy.
The lazy and blurred eyes followed Xu Qian's back as she went out, and cut off at the barrier of the door. Apologetically withdrew his gaze and closed his eyes again gently...... frowned, the corners of his mouth hung up with a wry smile, and the two shallow dimples were filled with all the things he had experienced over the years.
Vanilla feels: Time is like a pig-killing knife, there are too many ups and downs, joys, sorrows and sorrows in the world. Although there are many beautiful things in the world, but there are not many that really belong to themselves, watching the flowers bloom and fall on the slopes of the mountains, honor and disgrace are not shocked, looking at the clouds in the sky, and there is no intention to stay.
Count the days, tomorrow is the time to go to the hospital to get the blood test. She felt faintly uneasy in her heart, and grabbed the futon to cover her head underneath, and felt the residual warmth in the futon very real on her facial skin. Fear was like a parasite lurking somewhere in her body, growing and forming, devouring her will and her once-tenacious determination at the precarious.
The house resembles a moving tomb, and the movement in the tomb is made by Xu Qian in the kitchen. The biggest advantage of this old-fashioned building is that it is warm in winter and cool in summer, and the biggest defect is that it is not soundproof.
And those wooden stigmas, I don't know when a lot of tiny holes appeared. In the dead of night, there is a subtle sound in the hole. Vanilla knew that there was a named moth stationed in those holes.
The moth is called termites! Sometimes, she felt like a piece of wood. Inside the wood was also the kind of terrible termites stationed there, slowly gnawing away at her body.
Vanilla is helpless, this comes from the movement of the body, not the ghost. It's not those rigid ghost possessions that have just died, it's a disease! Her Zhong Kui brother can be said to be unhindered and omnipotent in the two worlds of yin and yang, but he can't help her get rid of this disease.
The sound continued to be heard in the kitchen, pots, bowls, scoops, basins, the sounds of life. A wisp of fragrance filled every space in the room after the sound. Swallowing his saliva, he still didn't want to get up, and he estimated where he was going to find more wild tobacco leaves today. Autumn days are short, and the sun is not as abundant as in summer, so it takes some time to dry and twist jerky wild tobacco leaves into powder in a short period of time.
After thinking about this, Vanilla thought of Brother Zhong Kui.
Zhong Kui is now at a frustrating point in his life, his mood is extremely low, and he who was originally not good-looking, has become even more unbearable. Completely appeared in people's eyes with a raunchy appearance.
When he was drunk, he secretly lamented the injustice of life! Don't want to wake up. Physically and mentally exhausted, this defenseless blow, without a change of mind for a while, he abandoned and even abused his body and mind. When you are confused, ask yourself, I don't know what is lingering, I am bored when I wake up, and I am bored when I am drunk. When I was sober, I accidentally remembered that there seemed to be some things that had not been done, and when I thought about it again, I was confused, and question marks appeared one by one, what was it that was not done?
Xu Qian made breakfast and went to the store, but Wengen hadn't gotten up yet. Knocking on the wooden door, he asked, "Who?" ”
"I, Xu Qian, is Zhong Kui here?"
"I don't know when it's gone, you still have to look for it in the old place." Wengen seemed to be busy with something, and replied in a coping manner.
Old place! It is Zhong Kui Temple. Depressed! Dare to go drinking again last night? Frowning, Xu Qian didn't say a word, so she silently turned around and returned to Zhong Kui's house.
Herbs up and eat in the kitchen. Seeing Xu Qian coming back, he raised his head and smiled slightly: "Brother Zhong Kui didn't give it to you?" ”
"No, I have to pedal to Donghua Village, your brother is not in the store, I don't know if I went to the Zhong Kui Temple where you took me last time?"
“…… My brother ...... Can't he save his mind? Why are you still torturing yourself? Wait, I'...... I'll go with you......" As she spoke, Vanilla hurriedly took a bite of rice from the bowl. got up and went out with Xu Qian.
It was Vanilla who pedaled, and there were two bicycles at home, one was Zhong Kui's mount, and a broken car that no one had the ability to operate except him. Xu Qian sat in the back seat of the car, next to the herbs at a very close distance, and even could smell the unique herbal smell on her body. This feeling of intimacy made her more and more unable to associate the strange phenomenon she saw last night with vanilla.
Ideas are sometimes strange, just like the seventy-two changes of the Monkey King, unexpected changes will occur at any time. Xu Qian denied the fact of seeing again and again, so she couldn't help but turn her thoughts into substantive actions, and she asked, "Vanilla, did you see anything last night?" ”
Vanilla is pedaling in earnest, and the mountain road is rugged, in order to reduce the vibration caused by the bumpy road. She was looking for a very narrow and smooth section of the road, and she was sweating profusely.
"What?" The wind took Xu Qian's questioning away, and there was only one word left? So Vanilla didn't understand, so she didn't listen to it all, and sat in the back seat of the car Xu Qian's question.
"Nothing." The reason why Xu Qian temporarily changed her mind was that she suddenly remembered vanilla's shoes. And if she doesn't have a problem? How could the shoes be soggy, and sticky with so much dew and mud on them? In the middle of the night, where did she go? For the sake of safety, she temporarily dismissed the idea of asking the other party, and decided that in the middle of the night next watch, she must stick to it and observe the vanilla well.
Zhong Kui really slept soundly in Zhong Kui's temple, and from a distance, he was a homeless man who wandered all over the world. For the previous famous Mr. Ghost Hunt, it's very different!
Xu Qian stood aside reservedly, not daring to wake up Zhong Kui with a heavy hand.
Vanilla is not, she is a hot girl. stepped forward angrily, grabbed his ear wheels, and scolded in a coquettish voice: "Brother, can you wake up!" ”