140. For the sake of the teacher's belief that you are a good girl
Lord Tianzun is right, he has always understood me, if Meng Ze's eyes can never see clearly, then I will not let him ignore it no matter what. I never thought things would go in this direction, but yesterday, everything was still going well. I received the edict of the Emperor of Heaven from the hand of the Blue Bird Messenger, and Lord Tianzun brought back the purple jade in its entirety and handed it to me, and when I got better, I would marry him, and he would marry me.
But in just one day, everything is subverted and desolate.
Meng Ze's glasses were gone, Ziyu was forcibly borrowed by Fu Ling, and Changjue Tianzun complained that I was worried about others. I couldn't help myself, and I had a headache.
"The deity can't tolerate her own woman thinking about others, and she is thinking about it for a lifetime." This sentence is imprinted in my mind, and I feel sad and sad when I think of it.
Not long after, Aunt Su Ran came in, and when she saw my appearance, she was taken aback: "Liangyu, what's the matter with your feet?!" ”
I looked up in a trance, stunned for a moment, and my eyes were full of mist: "Auntie, are you here to pack my things for me and drive me away......"
She carried me to the bed, and when she looked up at me, she still looked like a gentle and kind face, but her eyebrows were slightly wrinkled and slightly worried: "When you are angry, I don't dare to come forward and disturb him......"
I looked down and didn't dare to look at her, "Auntie doesn't have to disturb Lord Tianzun for me...... I'll go find him myself later......"
Aunt Su Ran sighed, and her warm hand grasped my hand, "Since Your Excellency is angry now, you can hide for a while, and when he understands it, he will naturally not blame you." ”
I stepped my cheek into her palm, my tears were warm, and my heart was cold: "Auntie, do you know that Lord Tianzun took 100,000 immortal longevity as a sacrifice and scattered the blood yuan to refine three pills for me?" ”
Her body stiffened, but after a moment of silence, she regained her gentle appearance, "It's the last time, when you took Lao Jun's poison on your own initiative." He went into retreat for a few days, and I don't know what he was doing, but when he came out, he was holding three pills tightly in his hand, and his body was empty, but he didn't want you to worry, and he didn't even dare to come into the wing room to rest with you, and he stayed in the house for thirty-five days. If you see him as skinny as he was at the beginning, you don't know what you'll be afraid of. ”
If I knew that he was doing this, I really wouldn't be able to find Ziyu and die like this, and I wouldn't let him do it.
But it's late.
"Auntie, don't drive me away yet, if so...... If Lord Tianzun still refuses to forgive me, I will go back to Danxue Mountain by myself at that time. I said.
That night, he stayed in the main hall of Qingwei Palace for one night.
The door of the temple was closed, and I knelt outside the door of the main hall for the night.
On the night of May, the palace lights are not extinguished, and the hibiscus flowers bloom very well, and the branches are weak but scorching and warm.
"Lord Tianzun, the little god has something I want to tell you."
Actually, I didn't know what Lord Tianzun was doing in the main hall, and I didn't know if he could hear me talking to him, but I still knelt in front of the hall, thinking about the scenes of the past, and wanted to tell him.
"Speaking of which, the first time I saw you, it was at Meng Ze's wedding banquet, and he was going to marry the twenty-eighth aunt's wife. There are several rows of little demons and fairies lying on the wall of the Xuanluo Palace, and they are indeed consciously divided into two groups, and when they see me appear, there is a group of joy and a group of sorrow. I only knew that day was a little special, but I didn't know what the group of creatures could do other than watch Meng Ze marry his little wife. Before you hold the jade flute in your hand and step on the flowers under your feet, you know that the good jade god who is in charge of the marriage of the immortals has been a single for 120,000 years. My senior brother and sixth senior brother often say, Xiao Jiu, you won't be unable to get married, even if you are not good at other skills, but you have a good face and a good temperament.
"I came out of the Lethe Sea, and the 70,000 years I lived before seemed to be annihilated into a phantom overnight in the waves raised by the azure Lethe Sea. If you can't remember what happened before, then those 70,000 years would be like living in vain. I can't remember much, Master said that my left heart was gouged off and lost, and I also want to know why I had my left heart gouged out, but my brothers and sisters said they didn't know. Even Master, a Buddha like him, told me that he didn't know. But the master also told me that Xiao Jiu, falling into the sea of Lethe River is also a creation, and if you don't advise you in the past, you can chase it, and it's good to forget. I've never been an old immortal, and Master said it's okay to forget, so I'm still thinking about what I'm doing without my left heart. The tip of the heart is dyed and forgotten, and there is no joy and sorrow for ten thousand years. Therefore, it was not until 10,000 years later that I remembered the immortal Meng Ze. He rescued me from the dehydrated chamber, and his nose was bleeding, but he was choked on my shoulder, you are okay, you are really okay...... He asked my master if he could marry me, and at that time, his right heart, which had been stained with the water of the Forgotten River for 10,000 years, beat for the first time.
"However, Master said that after 30,000 years, if he still thinks like this, he will allow me to marry him. Lord Tianzun, the little god doesn't ask you to believe it, but I just want to tell you that in the 30,000 years Meng Ze and I have restrained and respected respect, and there has never been a time to exceed the rules. The only and last time he ripped open my front placket to see the scar on my left heart, and asked me a strange word. Then I landed on a three-foot tall flowering tree, and he said he didn't want to marry me. The young man who has been with me for 30,000 years said that he would not marry me. The little god was also sad at the beginning, painted a lot of fans hanging on the nine mile fragrant flower tree, one day lying on his back on the branches, an untethered fan fell, just smashed on my right heart, the right heart did not come out of its own burst. Master sewed seven silver threads on it, and during the period of recuperation, I was relieved, and since then I have no entanglement with Meng Ze. If I had been happy with him at the beginning, I would never have witnessed nearly 30 in-laws for him, and I would still have no waves. Lord Tianzun, what you said never knew about the 50,000 years between me and Meng Ze, but now, I told you, are you willing to believe it? ”
There was a sound of broken teacups in the hall, and the people in the hall replied to me lightly: "You go back to the side room to sleep." ”
I shook my head, he couldn't see.
"Do you know when I fell in love with you?"
The temple was silent and calm.
I muttered again: "Xu is the beginning, when I ran to the Kongtong Seal and fell into the Kongtong Fantasy Domain with you. At that time, you hugged me into your arms, protected the palm of your hand on the top of my head, and said to me Don't be afraid. Ah Yun once told me that the so-called peace of mind is surrounded by lightning and flint, earth-shattering prosperity, and you lean on his chest, next to him is the mortal Jiangnan March, and Liu Jinghua is just right. Little God, for the first time in 50,000 years, leans on your chest and feels the right heart feel at ease, not Meng Ze. Would you like to believe this? ”
Through a temple door, it was still quiet inside.
"But, Lord Tianzun, you're right, if Meng Ze's eyes can't see clearly from now on, I still can't stand idly by. However, this is by no means my intention to marry him as a wife and take care of him for the rest of his life, but I feel guilty and can't bear to see him bumpy because of me and this life. When I say accompany him, I don't mean you understand it. And what I said to Meng Ze was not because I was willing to accompany him because of guilt, it was Liangyu and I scolded. If you don't understand, can you allow the little god to use the spirit as an analogy? If Fu Ling was blind in order to save Lord Tianzun, would you stand by and watch her fend for themselves, and never think about her in your heart? ”
The door of the hall rushed open in an instant, and he flew out, his black hair swirling in the wind, and his wide sleeves were dignified.
I couldn't react, and I was suddenly swept down by the fairy wind he brought up, and I almost rolled down the temple steps. He grabbed my arm with one hand and pulled me back, slamming it into his chest.
I looked up at him in horror as he uttered a phrase from his mouth, and the last pill hidden in my body fell into his palm. After saying that, he let go of me, looked at me like a deep pool, and strode out.
I grabbed him and asked tremblingly, "What are you going to do......
He turned his head, and under his cold expression, it seemed that a fire was suppressed: "The deity only asks you, if his eyes are clear again, will you still think about him in your heart?" ”
“…… Probably not then, but he hasn't ...... yet."
He wrapped around me violently, pressed the temple door, pressed my head with his big palm, and his teeth bit my lips fiercely, blocking all my words, and the salty smell spread to the tip of my tongue, I shrank into his arms, my lips were bitten numb, but I didn't dare to move. He seemed to be about to swallow me all in his stomach with brute force, without mercy or tenderness. But when I opened my eyes, I saw that under his furrowed brows, a slight water mark oozed from the corner of his eye, and his right heart suddenly collapsed and fell into deep softness.
A moment is like ten thousand years.
When he walked away, he said, "You just said no, and remember that." ”
I nodded in a daze: "The little god remembers." ”
But that night, Master and his old man arrived at the 35th day and saw me in the most embarrassed way.
"Changjue bullied you?" Seeing the wounds on my feet cut by broken jade, and seeing my bitten lips, Master did not call him "Lord Tianzun" for the first time, but with a faint anger, he directly called him "Changjue".
The more he asked, the more aggrieved I felt, and I put my arms around his neck and lay in my master's arms, and I couldn't stop crying again. I have been wronged for myself, and I have been wronged even more by Lord Tianzun: "Master...... It's not Lord Tianzun, it's me...... I don't know how to talk to you......"
Although the master didn't know the details, he still reassured: "If you don't know how to talk about it, don't talk about it, because the master believes that you are a good girl, let's go back to the Great Fanyin Palace." ”
For the sake of the teacher, I believe that you are a good girl.
For the teacher...... Believe you're a good girl.
But it was this sentence that made me cry hysterically. My master, he is the Buddha of Kyushu, he is clean, noble and noble. He never asks anything, he trusts me. When I was young, I was a lonely phoenix with a finger that did not even grow full feathers, and I was favored and cared for by him for 120,000 years.
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