I stayed in Meng Ze's chamber for a few more days, not because I was attached to it, but because I couldn't even get out of bed because of this god's lack of interest. I want to leave all the time, this place, like a terrifying hell left me an unforgettable shadow, I even close my eyes, I always think of the time when the acupoint was sealed by the Soul Killer Needle, lying on this bed and letting it be slaughtered. Although I am also very sad in my heart, Meng Ze gave up so many immortal yuan to save me. But fear also followed, and I didn't even dare to speak, for fear that he would change his face if he was not careful.

I'm not afraid of death, you see I've been able to jump in less than two years in total, and I'm still afraid of what I'm afraid of. But I am really afraid of torture, so it is better to give me a good time, and the sword will kill someone, or a sword will seal the throat, and it will be more neat and convenient. But if Meng Ze becomes ruthless and gives me three more injections, this Shenjun will whine.

Meng Ze also saw my fear, so he specially selected a waiter to take care of me, and he himself only came to see me at night before going to bed, and did not have direct contact with me.

The one who took care of me was a lively and kind little girl, who was at the age of the beginning of love, and saw Meng Ze's various care for me when I passed out some time ago, so when I talked to me, two and a half of the three sentences were said that her family was good, and the other half was a shy answer to tell me that when I met such an infatuated beautiful man as her family, Shenjun should not hesitate and boldly catch up with the front Yunyun.

At first, I couldn't speak because of the pain, and then I didn't dare to speak because I was afraid that Meng Ze would turn his face. Therefore, every time the little girl said these words, Ben Shenjun lay on the bed, suffocating very uncomfortable.

"Shenjun, you see how good-looking my family is, many goddesses and immortals in the wilderness are afraid that they can't compare to him."

"Shenjun, you see that my family is a gentleman, with a lot of temperament and smoothness, ten million times better than those pampered sons."

"Shenjun, you see that my family is more attentive to you, although I have only been here for a short time, I found that he has never been so kind to the girl next to him. Therefore, if you get better, please confess to my lord as soon as possible. ”

I shrunk into the covers to cover my face. She really came late and didn't know that it was Meng Ze who dumped me back then, and after dumping me, she married twenty-seven or eight wives.

The little girl tucked the corners of the quilt for me and said, "I'm afraid that the Divine Monarch doesn't know that when the Divine Monarch came back with you, there was blood on your face and neck. Everyone thinks you are a dead man, and the head of the palace is afraid that the king will be dyed with bad luck and want to take you over, but the king is dead and alive and does not let go. At first, I didn't know what method he used to save you, but then I heard from them that Jun Shangshang scattered his immortal yuan to cross to you, and he held your hand for several days and nights and never let go, and he never closed his eyes for several days and nights. ”

I nestled in the quilt, and there was a little sourness in my heart, whether it was moved or guilty, I couldn't say clearly.

"Some sisters who have been in this Xuanluo Palace for a long time once said that the king married many girls as wives, and all of them had the appearance of being embarrassed by the closed moon, but unfortunately although the king married back, he just left it there. About a year ago, he didn't know what was going on, so he dismissed all those concubines. The little girl said in a very regretful tone, as if she had missed a once-in-a-lifetime event, and said bitterly, "I came to the Xuanluo Palace a little late, and I haven't seen those beautiful wives of the king, alas, this is also fate." ”

Me: "......"

"The sisters in the palace also said that the king married so many relatives because of a girl; It was also for this girl that these fairies who married back were placed in the Xuanluo Palace and never got close. I've often wondered what this girl would be like, but now I know it's you. Although the god monarch is not in good health, but his appearance is the most worthy of my family among the goddesses and immortals I have seen, you take good care of your injuries, and when you are well, you must not disappoint my family, he is so good to you. ”

Well, he was also very nice to me. If I remember correctly, when I was a palm-sized little phoenix, he held me in the palm of his hand and took care of me carefully. At that time, he could have slaughtered and eaten me, but he raised me very well.

I fell into the sea of Lechuan once, and I can't even remember a fate with Meng Ze when I was so young. I only remember that at that time, there was a vacancy in my mind, and I couldn't remember many things. I drink great tonic medicine every day, and my nose bleeds profusely, such an ugly and miserable appearance, where can I expect a son to take a fancy to me. Therefore, I listened to the words of the senior brothers that day, and knew that someone lying on the wall might have taken a fancy to me, and I was afraid that they would rob me, so I immediately ran out with my skirt. The handsome and unparalleled young man was lying on the wall, the sun was shining brightly, and he couldn't match the beautiful appearance of the young man in front of him.

It's impossible to say that you don't want to be tempted. Otherwise, I wouldn't have spewed out a nosebleed in an agitation that scared him out of the wall.

However, the years have passed and cannot be looked back. I understand this truth more and more deeply. For example, if my left heart that I don't know where to go is lost, it is lost, and if Meng Ze dumps me, it is lost. None of this can be changed, let alone turned back.

That night, Meng Ze came to the wing room as usual, tucked the quilt corner for me, added charcoal fire to the stove, was silent for a while, then turned around and prepared to leave, and at the moment when he pushed the door open, I finally spoke, and said hoarsely: "Wait." ”

His hand to open the door trembled, and when he turned around and walked towards me, his steps were also staggering, he looked very moved, and his tone couldn't be softer when he spoke: "Ayu...... I'm here...... What do you feel uncomfortable with? ”

I shook my head, looked at him and said, "Meng Ze, in fact, you shouldn't be ...... this time Give up the immortal yuan to save me. ”

He was stunned, slowly sat on the edge of the bed, smiled and said, "I am willing." ”

"But you also know that even if you fight hard, I still won't live long, and I'm afraid that your immortal yuan will be lost."

When he heard this, his body stiffened, and he looked out the window. I knew I wasn't right, and though he had been cruel to me, he didn't want me to do it. On the candlestick beside the bed, the wick crackled, and the light trembled a little before it returned to peace. He looked out the window, and there was little heaven and earth; I looked at the candle flame, and it was all over the place.

This moment of silence is as long as a year.

I slowly shrank into the quilt, and was about to say to him, "You go back and rest", but I heard him choke up: "Ayu, if I say that at that time, I didn't know that your right heart was injured before, and I didn't know that you had sewn seven silver threads before, you ...... Do you believe it or not......" he said, looking out the window with his gaze still not withdrawn.

I looked at him, Qinghui hit him in the face, those two lines of tears were real.

"Yes, I believe it." I opened my mouth to comfort him, "I don't blame you anymore, this is a fateful calamity, if you don't hurt me, naturally others will hurt me." I've seen some of this a long time ago. ”

He turned to look at me and said in a deep voice, "But I don't want to forgive myself now. ”

“…… You have also sacrificed your life to save me now, this incident is considered to be made up, Meng Ze, you don't owe me anything. ”

When he heard this, he suddenly leaned over, so frightened that I was shocked, and quickly wrapped the quilt and shrank into the corner of the wall, but the movement was too violent, and my heart was shaken and painful, I couldn't help but gasp, and I didn't dare to relax by holding the corner of the quilt tightly in my hand.

He was obviously taken aback by my movements, and the light in his peach blossom eyes froze.

I frowned and trembled: "Meng Ze, you, if you kill me, give me a good time, don't torture me anymore." ”

He smiled sadly and said helplessly: "I just want to put a pillow for you...... Ayu, are you so afraid of me now? ”

I thought...... I thought he was going to poison me again...... Now listening to his gentle and helpless sentence "Ayu, are you afraid of me like this", this Shenjun cried like this quite unexpectedly, I don't know what I was crying about, I really think that the string that has been tightened in my heart these days was suddenly cut from this gentle and helpless word, I can finally take a breath.

He raised his hand over, probably to brush away my tears, but he stretched out in the air for fear of scaring me, so he immediately shrank back and hid in his sleeve, and said anxiously: "Ayu, why are you crying?" ”

"You...... Send me back to Danxue Mountain......" I wiped a handful of tears.

"But you ...... now"

"You send me back to Danxue Mountain! Right now! I couldn't help but yell, tears flew out again, and my voice was so excited that even I was startled.

He hurriedly nodded, taking care of my emotions very much, and soothed: "Okay...... Ayu, don't panic, I'll send you back now. ”

The night breeze of the wax moon, as if saving a year's coolness, blew suddenly. Meng Ze hugged me and wrapped me tightly in the hair, my forehead was against his neck, warmth melted from the heart of his forehead, this was the only warmth in the cold world, I don't know what leaf in the distance blew over and fell on my hair, he took it off for me carefully.

When he walked out of the gate of Xuanluo Palace, he walked steadily, his voice was very soft, and he said with a smile: "I have also fantasized countless times, one day, you are wearing a red wedding dress, and I am holding you, and I will spread ten miles on the red carpet to welcome you, I will carry you step by step into this palace gate, I want to let all the creatures in the world know that I Meng Ze married Liangyu as his wife."

I poked my head out of the hair, and the cold wind was blowing in my face. I put my arms around his neck and my chin resting on his shoulders. His body stiffened, and Mao Yu immediately pulled up, covered my arm, and said warmly: "Ayu, what's wrong?"

I looked at the tall gate of Xuanluo Palace, and in the dark night, the vermilion lacquer on it was faintly recognizable.

"Ayu?" He spoke with some concern.

"I'm fine, I just want to take a look at your palace gate."

Meng Ze, you just said that you have thought about it countless times, one day you carried me step by step into the palace gate of Xuanluo Palace. I'm afraid you don't know, I have 30,000 years of full time, my eyes are all you, and I dream of wearing a wedding dress embroidered by the phoenix, and you in the wedding robe came over in person, held my hand, walked firmly, and walked into the Xuanluo Palace step by step.

I have thought of holding hands with you countless times to the white head, and tonight the night is dark, and you see, we have nothing in the end.

I shrank into his arms again, and he pulled the hair and wrapped me tightly, and his movements were gentle and not very much like him.

"If you feel bad, you have to tell me, huh?" He said.

I nodded, "Okay." ”

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