Chapter Ninety-Seven: It's like a person in a spring boudoir dream

Pan Yu leaned under the corridor, an inconspicuous corner, looking at the double-crossed Siling flower door in the bright room not far away, stunned. As the sun sets, the soft warm light shines on her, glowing with a little gold. But she tilted her head, deliberately not letting the sun shine on her pale and bloodless face, as if this was the only way to look more comfortable.

Jin Peizi walked in, motioned for Huilan to go down, stood alone for a long time, looked like a lonely leaf and desolate concubine, never made the slightest movement, and couldn't help but sigh coldly. "What are you thinking, you are so distracted. The concubine has been here for a long time, and you have not noticed. If you have anything on your mind, you might as well talk to your concubine. ”

Seeing that it was Jin Guiren, Pan Yu smiled softly, withdrew his confused gaze, and said suddenly: "Chengqian Palace is so deserted, even your footsteps are lost in this loneliness, I haven't heard anything, I don't know you are coming." Actually, it's just that I'm just pitying myself for the emptiness of my heart. After a long time, I'm afraid that I have to play a song of 'deep resentment' to complement each other. ”

Slowly walking forward, Jin Peizi was blessed with a trembling smile: "Niangniang doesn't have to be so discouraged, it's just a moment of low luck." The days are still long, and it is this heart that can withstand the decline. After suffering it, it is a prominent life, and he can't stand it, his face is dry, and he can't help but complain about others. ”

In the past, Jin Peizi always had something to say, but today she sighed for no reason, and the words were full of melancholy, which was really sentimental. Panyu looked at her carefully, and then said quietly: "What's wrong with my sister, I have this sorrow in my heart, but I don't like your hearty temperament on weekdays." Could it be that it's a harem...... What's going on again? ”

"It's not that the concubine has the intention of disturbing the mother's peace." Jin Peizi smiled guiltily and said truthfully: "The queen only rewarded Zhilan with a bottle of poisonous wine in the morning. Before noon, the female fetus that had been formed by the noble woman ...... In the end, it was not saved. ”

The two concise sentences have clearly explained everything, but how many scheming and resentment are included in these two sentences, how many ruthless methods and unwilling grievances are covered, but they are unable to figure it out.

Pan Yu smiled slightly, and inadvertently turned his face, letting the residual warmth of the glow reflect on his face, with a poignant taste: "I also looked at the Siling Flower Gate for a long time, and finally understood why the emperor gave me this Chengqian Palace to live in." ”

"I want to hear about it." Jin Peizi looked at Concubine Xian suspiciously, trying in vain to figure out something from her mouth. But when she thought about it, she thought it was very funny. Left and right are just a small amount of grace, obviously, what is there to doubt, and what must be understood?

"In the past, I thought that the Qianqing Palace had a 'Qian' word, and the Chengqian Palace also had this 'Qian', the two words were a pair, which meant that the two were paired. It is because the emperor cares about me and has me in his heart that he will place me in such a palace. I even thought that the emperor might have seen or thought of this one when he was in the Qianqing Palace and the ministers in the early dynasty, when he was reviewing the recitals in the south study. words, and you will think of me.

That feeling of heart-to-heart connection is the most valuable. Other than that, the concubine, the concubine, or something else, maybe it doesn't matter. Panyu thought that her heart was as calm as water, but she still unconsciously shed tears.

The red sunset light burned her tears into blood, which looked very dazzling. "Now I understand......" Panyu only felt that her mouth was full of bitterness, so choked that she couldn't swallow it, and she was speechless.

"Now I finally understand, Cheng Qian, just want me to be obedient to the king's grace, not to be disrespectful to the emperor, not to have my own thoughts. The monarch is a minister, even if I am a concubine, I am just a royal minion. The emperor's favor can be taken back by the emperor, but it is just a matter of one sentence. It's not about emotion at all, it's not about it. And what is the difference between the palace concubine in the Forbidden City and the canary in the cage? Zuo is just amusing the emperor. ”

The more Panyu spoke, the more sad he became, and the more sad he was, the more he felt weak. Knowing clearly your situation, you still have to be sad and let yourself hurt......

Jin Peizi took the silk silk, gently wrapped the index finger of her right hand, and stepped forward to wipe away the tears on her face for Concubine Xian. Her movements are very gentle, and the silk is just the right amount of silkiness, without embroidery patterns, but a lake blue. So that there is no abrupt itching, and it is finally very comfortable. "How could the emperor not feel sorry for the mother. The concubine is willing to believe that this Qiangong is the first interpretation in the mouth of the mother. ”

Pan Yu smiled lightly, hiding the sadness in his eyes, and a flash of fear flashed in his eyes in an instant: "The queen mother gave Zhilan death, aren't you afraid of offending Tianwei like me?" Or is it that the emperor just doesn't like me at all, and he definitely won't complain about others. I'm in the emperor's heart, and I don't have any weight at all, sister, don't you say? ”

This question stopped Jin Peizi, and she didn't know how to answer. She did see the emperor and queen go to Changchun Palace together, and said that although the emperor was cold today, he didn't have any resentment in the end. Xu felt uncomfortable, but he was a little indifferent to the queen, but he never blamed, and he still had the same respect and trust. didn't even ask about Zhilan's death.

As for the reason why the emperor treats the queen like this, Jin Peizi thought of many possibilities. Either way, she didn't know how to speak to Concubine Xian. I don't know if what she thinks can solve the dilemma in Concubine Xian's heart, or if it will make Concubine Xian even more troublesome.

After pondering for a while, Jin Peizi could only soften her tone and said with relief: "Don't think too much, Niangniang, the closer the emperor is to whom, the more he will lose his temper at whom." It is precisely because we care too much that we can't tolerate small flaws, and people's hearts are like this. The concubines dared to speculate about the holy will, thinking that when the emperor's anger was gone, they would inevitably think of the good coming of the mother.

Besides, there is a turmoil in the palace now, and Niang Niangquan should be Taoguang and obscure. When the wind and waves are calm, the mother will inevitably be the same scenery as before. It won't be the other two ways in the end. ”

"I don't dare to think about it." Pan Yu closed her eyes gently, she couldn't forget the gloom of Cining Palace that day. Hongli's face and eyes were still so familiar, but she didn't understand how such a familiar face could have an unfamiliar expression that she had never seen before. The thin pursed lips, soft and warm, used to be close to the ear, how many sweet and heart-warming words were said, how could they suddenly spew out poisonous arrows, and the arrows pierced her heart.

Jin Peizi put the silk silk in Concubine Xian's palm, held her hand and closed it, and said unhurriedly: "The life of the queen mother is not easy, let alone us." Now that such a big thing has happened in Zhongcui Palace, the pure concubine will inevitably be affected. In this way, only Concubine Hui is the only one who is favored.

Instead of complaining about the sky and people here and feeling nostalgic for the Spring and Autumn Period, it is better to think about what to do in the future. The lockdown is just a matter of March, and it can always be passed. Niangniang must not imprison her heart, in that way, I am afraid that I will not be able to get out of this whirlpool of bone erosion for the rest of my life. ”

Knowing Concubine Xian's temperament, you must figure it out yourself. solemnly blessed the body, Jin Peizi didn't want to say anything more, and said calmly: "The concubine's words today are enough, don't delay the mother to enjoy the scenery." The concubine retired first. ”

Panyu held the silk that was stained with tears in her hand and wet for several years, and nodded: "Thank you sister for being willing to say these words to me." At this time, you are the only one who is willing to say this to me. I know it in my heart! ”

Looking at the fading red glow in the sky, Ulanara Panyu finally turned around and was leaving with the last touch of red in the sky. If the light doesn't shine into the heart, what's the use of shining it? Eventually, it will pass away, so why bother to keep it. I'm afraid that in the end, I will be in vain, and I can only tearfully watch others laugh, and I will break my heart in the end.

The loneliness of Chengqian Palace may no longer be on the tile, only in people's hearts.

Changchun Palace will naturally not be as depressed as Chengqian Palace, and in fact, the most lively courtyard of the East and West Six Palaces is probably the palace of the main palace. Whether the emperor comes or not, there are still people here, and it should be the case from the day Lan Xin moved in.

Hongli stayed in the chariot, and when he walked in, he saw that the peony in the courtyard was growing quite well. Although it has not yet bloomed, the buds on the branches are already very eye-catching. When I passed by, I had to take a few more looks, as if I couldn't help it.

"Your Majesty." Lan Xin called, a little guilty, and said, "After today, I'm afraid it will be difficult for beautiful flowers to bloom in the concubine's palace." And these are afraid that before they bloom, they will wither. ”

"Why?" Hongli was puzzled and asked casually.

There is no tassel swaying on the sideburns, Lan Xin feels very refreshing, and her heart is relieved: "In the past, these flowers were taken care of by Zhilan, she has good craftsmanship and a careful heart, and she has the best set of flowers and plants." In the future, I am afraid that there will be no such people who cherish flowers and understand flowers. ”

"If the queen has anything to say, you might as well say it directly." Hongli was not reluctant in his heart, in fact, when he learned that Zhilan was forced to become a "bed warmer", he had endured his affection for a long time, and he couldn't hide it anymore. Undoubtedly, childhood sweethearts, there is no guess between the two, this true and pure thing is not something that can be let go of it. Suddenly gained, suddenly lost, even if he is not the Son of Heaven, just an ordinary man, how can he swallow this breath?

Naturally, Hongli was not confused, he knew that it was not Lan Xin who deliberately wanted to make things difficult for Zhilan, and deliberately wanted the people he cared about to die. That's why he hated it even more, hated himself for failing to prevent it in time, and hated the Queen Mother's unscrupulous means to hide her speed......

Guilt and self-blame have always disturbed his heart, and burning all of them is nothing, more remorse, deep remorse. Hongli thought that the unforgettable pain was probably the same.