"I can't continue to pamper her, and I admit that, aside from the fact that she's depressed, I have pity for her, of course, just for her. A beautiful and weak girl like her, and such a misfortune, a man will pity it. His gaze was frank and sincere, "Many boys in their school are fascinated by her, even Mu Mian's brother, who is more than 30 years old, is also fascinated by her, and can't stand her bitter pleading, and help her do such a ridiculous thing." ”

"The owner of Mumian's brother's RV camp" Regarding what happened that night, I understood a little in my heart, the man who helped call the ambulance should be Mumian's brother.

He nodded. "That night, Lin Enmo found Mu Mian's brother, took the key to the yard, sneaked in to observe us, and then asked him to help drive the car out. Lin Enmo confessed to me, she said that she just wanted to leave you alone in a desolate place and let you be punished. She thought I went to Zhu Zunyi's room to sleep, but she didn't expect me to be on the sofa outside your room. What happened after that, as I speculated. Mu Mian was completely unaware, and if she knew, she would definitely stop it. ”

I feel scared when I think about it, if Xiao Se was not outside the room at that time, Yin Jingshu was drunk and unconscious, I can't fight the two of them, only the share of being discarded, such a gloomy night, I have no way to ask for help, how dangerous and fearful it should be" She's a crazy person" I got out of anger, "Can you do whatever you want if you suffer from depression, is that not all people with depression can go to kill people and set fires, and don't have to bear legal responsibility, If I was thrown in the wilderness by them that night, I can only consider myself unlucky, Swallow your anger"

"It's my fault, she used to follow me a lot, asking me everywhere where I was, and I tolerated it. But knowing that she said those ridiculous things about me to you, I should be wary. It was my negligence that almost hurt you so much. He buried his face in my long hair, and his voice came out in a suppressed voice, "After the events of that night, she herself was afraid, and promised not to seek death and life, so that I could go abroad with peace of mind." I think my departure will help her treatment, and I hope that when I come back in the future, she will be a normal, healthy and sensible person. ”

When will it be in the future, my heart will be cold and bitter, sinking into a cold emotion. I wrapped my hand around his waist, choked up and asked, "What other reasons are there besides Lin Enmo?"

He shivered slightly, as if a cold wind had blown him. He took a long breath, raised his head, and said in a low voice like a whisper: "Don't ask, I finally managed to reverse my image in your mind, let me continue to keep it." He kissed me again, sucking on my lips so tightly that it hurt me.

His lips slid to my ear and pressed against my long hair, and his voice was like a helpless child: "Tong Xin, I can't bear you, but I have to leave you." That's fine, I interfered with your life before, bringing you far more troubles than happiness, and I will never make you angry again, you can go back to your original life and concentrate on chasing your dreams. I'm also back on track to achieve my ambitions. ”

I reached out and stroked his chin, his eyes were wet, and he had a smile on his lips, but it was very sad.

I stared at him, and for a moment, my heart felt like a pot of boiling oil, and my heart was full of burning and pain. "When to go"

"I'll leave after New Year's Day." He replied softly.

"I'm going to see the wound on your shoulder." I said weakly.

He unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his left shoulder. "Does it still hurt?" I stroked the gauze on his shoulder.

"I'm hurting here." He grabbed my hand and pressed it to his heart.

My eyes were clouded with tears, and my vision was completely blurred.

In the dead of night, Xiao Se and I lay on the same bed, each speechless. In the dark, only the sound of each other's uneven breathing and heartbeats could be heard. I curled up in his arms, listening to the sound of raindrops crashing against the window. When people are sad, the sound of rain is particularly sultry.

For a moment, I remembered all the words and phrases I had read about "rain" in my predecessors. "Pillow tears are in front of the rain, dripping to the light through the window", "People in the banana window outside the window, dripping on the clear leaves", "Sycamore tree, three more rain, not parting from love is bitter" Tiredness slowly climbed up to the eyebrows, and I finally fell asleep.

When it was dawn, I was woken up by gloom. Sleep was so deprived that I was drowsy and my eyes were so sore that I could barely open them.

He picked me up from the bed. "It's 7 o'clock, I borrowed a car with a friend, and we set off at about 7:30, so we can catch the group warm-up at 9:30."

As soon as I heard the group warm-up, my brain immediately cleared up, but the person was still lazily leaning on his chest, such a short period of warmth, my heart swept through a sour and astringent emotion. I once regarded him as a nightmare, and resisted and feared him in every way. And when I finally untied the knot and took the initiative to approach him, he chose to leave. I looked up at him, and his eyes were deep, and the whites of his eyes were covered with red threads.

"Tong Xin, don't doubt my sincerity to you, I" He stopped talking.

"Don't say," I pressed my finger to his lips and shook my head slowly, "I know." ”

He hugged me and sighed deeply.

After a brief wash, we ate the cake left over from last night as breakfast. The door of the next room was closed, his friend was still sleeping, and I didn't have the chance to see the true face of that "particularly unspeakable" man, but it was better to avoid hearing those words that made people blush and embarrassment.

We left the house before 7:30 and got into the underground garage. It was a small white car, and Xiao Se started the motor and drove out. The car drove out of the garage and onto the street, which was still smoky and rainy outside, and the streetscape and the high-rise buildings on the side of the road were shrouded in rain and fog. The windshield wipers sweep back and forth, making a "brush, brush, brush" sound, which is annoying.

Xiao Se's hands were steadily holding the steering wheel, his eyes were staring at the road outside the window, I turned my head to look at him, the high bridge of the nose, the focused eyes, the beautiful corners of the lips, and the hand holding the steering wheel, the joints, clean and good-looking hands He is so charming, I am reluctant to look away, I may not have the opportunity to look at him so closely in the future.

Xiao Se turned his head sensitively and took me by one hand. I followed his package, rested my head on his shoulder, and said with a sigh, "Didn't you ask me to leave Christmas Eve for you before, and now it counts?"

He was silent for a few seconds, rubbing his cheek against my hair. "Of course it counts, I'll call you then."

"It will affect your driving." I want to sit upright.

"No, don't move," he wrapped his arms around me with one hand, "just lean on me, don't leave." ”

I continued to snuggle up to him, against his right shoulder, my hair brushing against his cheek.

The car was speeding down the highway, and we all rarely spoke. Xiao Se turned on the car player, and a melodious violin sound floated out. I closed my eyes, listened to the gentle and lingering music, felt the warmth of his body, smelled the freshness of his clothes. The heart is filled with a mixture of confusion, sweetness, sourness, and desolation.

When I arrived in Haicheng City, the road was a little congested, and Xiao Se was worried that I would be late, so he drove the car directly to the downstairs of our dormitory. He pulled the car to a steady stop, leaned over and gave me a kiss on the lips.

Wordlessly, I stepped out of the car, closed the door, and watched the white sedan turn around and drive away, mixed feelings.

The voice of the "Xiao Xin Xin" man imitated Yin Jingshu's tone.

I heard that it was like Zhu Zunyi, and when I turned around, I saw him frowning at me, and Li Sumiao was still standing next to him.

"Xiao Xinxin, we all saw the person who sent you back just now." Zhu Zunyi's tone was very ambiguous, "You have to go back and change your clothes quickly, otherwise you will be late." ”

Being sent back from outside by a man in the morning always leads to reverie, and I don't want to explain anything, so I was about to leave with a reluctant smile, and I heard Li Sumiao sigh exaggeratedly. "You're hopeless." He shook his head, looking like he hated iron but not steel.

Zhu Zunyi laughed. "What are you talking about, I don't think you can eat grapes and say that grapes are sour."

"I eat grapes and don't spit out grape skins." Li Sumiao replied thoughtlessly.

"Don't pay attention to him, I think that Xiao Se is very good, handsome and golden." Zhu Zunyi seems to have a good impression of Xiao Se, "Once I came to be a translator, I soaked the beauties of our group away, and next time I will slaughter him, otherwise it will be too cheap for him."

"Alright, don't be verbose, let's go." Li Sumiao impatiently interrupted Zhu Zunyi, who was on the rise.

Zhu Zunyi was dragged away by Li Sumiao, and turned around and shouted at me: "Remember to tell him and let him have a treat." ”

I only have a wry smile, let Xiao Se have a treat, I'm afraid there is no chance.

For a few days, I was left alone in the world outside of dance, and I didn't like anything, and I didn't do anything. Xiao Se has never contacted me, and I have not taken the initiative to find him, since he has made up his mind, there is no need to make unnecessary entanglements. I just wish I could spend Christmas Eve with him, but I have a wish.

Seeing that Christmas Eve was approaching, I was distraught and emotionally unstable. Yin Jingshu invited a few of our single friends to her bachelor apartment for a gathering on Christmas Eve a few days in advance, she was going to cook in person, and she was off the next Saturday, so she could have more fun.

But in order to date Xiao Se, I had to cancel this party, and for this reason, Yin Jingshu was bitterly criticized as a "heavy erotic friend".

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