[Ru Mengji] 32: Tears next to the sacred tree - sigh Xiyao
I can't see your appearance clearly, but I can clearly hear your crying voice, and my heart hurts, just because we are so similar.
A thousand years later, you are still waiting, waiting for the return of that man, waiting for the two pieces of jade to be able to merge. But in the end, there was no result.
Facing the tree where the flowers bloom and fall, I don't know how many divine fruits can grow? But you silently left one, with thoughts and expectations, to find the footsteps of that person. Then turn your heart into flowers and water your memories with your own tears.
I still remember that the silver armor reflected the handsome and indifferent face, waved the demon suppression sword that made thousands of enemies fearful, and stepped on the cloud boots, smiling proudly for nine days. But who knows his loneliness? It's only you, because he only lets his loneliness float and flow under the sacred tree, and you carefully pick up the collection for him one by one, so that your thoughts are intertwined with his loneliness, and flow into the distance with the water of the heavenly river.
I have never forgotten the laughter in the battle with Chonglou, heroes cherish heroes, regardless of gods and demons. But the hero spares you. Looking forward to the distance, worried that his anger will shatter his dreams, whispering and choking, carefully healing his painful wounds, you have no regrets. Heart, painful peace of mind. Tears, the willingness of shedding. It's just that there is always an end to everything, and since then the midnight nightmare is your regular visitor, and you are particularly awake when you toss and turn during insomnia, and you can only wait for the penumbra in front of the lamp......
Wordless tears fell, he was gone, and you didn't have time to say something precious. Next to the sacred tree, among the grasses, Yiren is crying, waiting for a man who tells you about his loneliness and needs you to heal him. The jade that Yue Lao gave you, you didn't give it to him after all, but just let your love and love flood in your heart. Flood, flood, flood you don't dare to follow that person's footprints after all.
The flowers were scattered, the dreams were scattered, and after a thousand years, he returned. The sound and smile are still the same, are you at ease? But the jade is engraved with the words snow and sky, why is there no Yao?
You don't understand, in fact, you understand, he will never come back, fate dooms you to be lonely for the rest of your life. He hated God and could not die, and hated this immortal heart. And your heart went with him thousands of years ago, leaving your cold body alone against the flowering and fruiting sacred tree, and the two lines of tears on your face.
Wake up from the dream, you are still you, and I, I and him coincide, it is difficult to tell who is who, heartbreak, but we have no chance after all.
I sing, I cry, I walk alone in the deep forest, I look for sustenance, seek solace.
I'm drunk, I'm sad, I'm entangled in memories, I'm awake, I can't find an exit, dreams, continue to be confused, which wisp of soul can redeem me?
I continue to shuttle, to continue to wander, just to wait for the consummation to meet you. But I couldn't see clearly, thinking, desperately thinking.
The beauty of the past is like a mirror. Memories are still reproduced in front of my eyes. In his hands, there is still a lingering fragrance. It's just that I haven't seen that person for a long time. The oath in his ears lingered like a spell that never went away. Time is still ticking, and I don't know when you'll be where you'll be. And you, have you ever regretted it?
I'm still wandering, wandering, wandering in this glitzy year. You drank the water of the Fountain of Forgetfulness in the morning, and forgot me, leaving me to wander in this world, never to know the end. Waiting, waiting to meet. Don't forget, don't forget, it turns out that only when you lose can you know how to cherish. Everything is like a dream, I still remember the rude and willful Miss Lin family, I still remember you who dare to love and hate, I still remember that I was moved by your true feelings five hundred years ago, I held your soft wattle, and promised that when everything is over, I will travel around with you, eat all the treasures of the world together, and see the beautiful scenery of the world. I still remember that you are worried about me, you said that this is a concern that I can never untie.
On the side of the lock demon tower, I can't forget my body, but you have lost it. I shook and never lost my response. Drinking turbid wine, wandering by myself, letting him be gods, or demons, has nothing to do with me. I just want to chase with all my heart between heaven and earth, and repay the promise of your life.
One day and one day, one day in a certain year, the dialogue between you and me seems to echo again between heaven and earth: eat until you are old, play until you are old......
stubbornly, I can't bear to let go of any legends related to you: the bell hanging on the moon is called "Mo Lost"; The bell hanging on Xiaoyao's body is called "Don't forget". At first, Xiaoyao really hated this "Don't forget the bell", because he didn't like Yueru and didn't want to be bound by her! However, he was powerless to untie this "Don't forget the bell", so he had to endure Yueru's call again and again...... Finally, the wish was granted, the "Don't forget the bell" no longer rang, and Yueru really left him forever...... When "Mo Lost" is no longer shaken, only "Mo Forget" is left to exist in the world at a loss...... Let the free shake "Don't forget", "Don't Lose" no longer responds.
Suddenly opened his eyes, glared at the world and the world, and looked at this mediocre person, why do you always know how to cherish it after you lose it, and you don't know how to regret it if you can't get it back? It is said that in the future, in the future, if I am given a chance to meet you again, I will cherish it, but where are you? The wine cup is shattered, my eyes are cracked, I am blind, but I am happy, I look up to the sky and roar, I finally see you clearly, and I can see myself clearly!