Chapter 49: What should I do

She's all about it, and I'm a fool to understand! However, did the rest of the story really develop as I thought?

What if her potential is suddenly stimulated, her strength suddenly increases, and she pushes me away! But in today's current situation, this conjecture is certainly impossible. The only thing that can be explained is that my overlord made a bow later!

At this time, I really have mixed feelings in my heart, you said that I was as carefree as I was before, and then these things happened with Xue Xueqi, then I am also very happy, not to mention being responsible for her, it is no problem to get married directly tomorrow!

But how can there be so many ifs, this is the truth, it has already happened! Everything is irretrievable!

Xue Xueqi also added: "Actually, I think you are a good person, and if you don't want to be responsible, I won't blame you." ”

But if she says so, can I do that? This is obviously not possible! If I didn't have Derpy and Luo Shuhua, then I would definitely be too late to be happy, but this is not the case.

After listening to her words, I couldn't say a word for a while, and sat on the bed without saying a word.

Xue Xueqi saw that I didn't speak, stood up, and said to me, "I'll go wash up first, and then you can think about it yourself." ”

I nodded soullessly, still thinking about what to do.

Just after Xue Xueqi walked into the toilet, I accidentally noticed that there was something on the sheet she was lying on just now.

No way!!! Could it be!!???

I slowly lifted the quilt, and I was greeted by a stain of dried blood!

I was shocked by the dried blood in front of me, although it had been dried, it was still so bright and dazzling in my eyes! At this point, there is no reason to explain it at all, and it completely explains that what I did last night was really a beast-like behavior.

I couldn't calm down, I felt dizzy in front of my eyes, it hit me too hard! How should I face Xue Xueqi, and how should I face Derpy? I don't know, I don't know what to do next. It is said that drinking is wrong, but this is really a mistake, and it is not a trivial matter.

This is a matter related to the reputation of other girls' lives, and I took it away so inexplicably. Although Xue Xueqi is Luo Shuhua's woman, I instinctively thought that she had already lost her chastity, but what I didn't expect was that she was still as guarded as jade, and I guess she didn't expect that she would be inexplicably forced by me just last night.

I really want to be responsible for Xue Xueqi, but all this came so suddenly, so suddenly that I was really at a loss, my mind was blank, and I didn't have time to react at all!

While I was still staring at the bloodstains and thinking nonsense, Xue Xueqi had already finished washing up and stood behind me, "Didn't expect it?" ”

I was taken aback by her, turned back in a panic, and said, "Ahhh What the? ”

"You didn't expect me to be the first time, right? In your eyes, Luo Shuhua should have slept with me a long time ago, right? Xue Xueqi was talking about this matter very easily, as if it was a very ordinary thing.

I really didn't think of this, and I did think that in Luo Shuhua's hands, there would be no good fruit to eat at all.

Xue Xueqi rubbed her hair that had just been washed with a bath towel and sat on the bed, I smelled the unique smell of shower gel and shampoo in the hotel, but it seemed to be rendered with a strange fragrance on Xue Xueqi's body.

"Luo Shuhua is actually very face-saving, he has no interest in men and women at all, he can find me and force me to be his girlfriend is completely hindered by his own face, he feels that chasing me, taking me by his side can bring him infinite eyes and praise, so as to satisfy his vanity. When we met in private, he always had a cold face towards me, and only acted like a boyfriend when there were people around. ”

Listening to Xue Xueqi's words, I was really stunned, I didn't expect that the things between them were not as I saw on the surface before. I once thought they were a good match, and they should be like ordinary boyfriends and girlfriends.

What surprised me even more was that Xue Xueqi was able to be with Luo Shuhua, but Luo Shuhua forced it! This makes me feel that Luo Shuhua is a person who can be punished!

It is said that feelings cannot be forced, but in Luo Shuhua's eyes, as long as he can satisfy his vanity, anything can be done with brute force.

This reminds me of his snow-white clothes, and the description of him as "well-dressed beast" could not be more appropriate.

But after thinking about myself, I don't seem to be a good person, and I did these things to Xue Xueqi while I was drunk!

Xue Xueqi saw that I hadn't spoken, but she smiled and said to me: "You don't have to think too much, in fact, I was a little repulsed at the beginning last night, but then I volunteered." Because I don't want to lose myself to a person who has no humanity at all, and I don't like him at all. You're different, I've been watching you for a long time. ”

Xue Xueqi has been observing me for a long time, and I don't know at all!

"To be precise, I have noticed you since the time you came to my Luo Shuhua class, you are the first person who dares to do it against Luo Shuhua, I appreciate such a boy. That's when I got a little interested in you. After that, I inquired about you through my little sister, and found that you have been in the limelight lately, and most importantly, you care about the people around you. This is completely different from that guy from Luo Shuhua. ”

I have been shocked by this girl in front of me again and again, she not only pays attention to me, but is still trying to find a way to inquire about me, and suddenly I can't accept it.

I looked shocked, and actually laughed at Xue Xueqi, she is a girl who loves to laugh, what happened last night, she didn't take it to heart at all, but she can still laugh so happily, which proves that she still doesn't reject me in her heart.

Can that make me feel at ease irresponsible, just pat my ass and leave? Am I not a man than Luo Shuhua? How could I do such a thing! But what about Derpy? How do I explain this to her?

"I... I don't know what to do, but don't worry, I will definitely be responsible for you, since something like this has happened, I will not back down, but I hope you can give me some time to deal with the current situation. It's my fault. "That's all I can do, for now I can only get over this level first, and then talk to Derpy about it, as for what to do, how to speak, I'm not mentally ready.

Xue Xueqi nodded and said with a smile: "It's okay, you think slowly." Actually, you don't have to have a psychological burden, I said it, I'm voluntary, you can continue to be with Daddy. ”

I don't believe that Xue Xueqi is really as relaxed as she said, she doesn't care at all, and she must not care.

But the promise I can give her now is that I will be responsible, and as for how to be responsible, and how to develop when the time comes, those are the things I will think about next.

"Okay, you go first, my hair hasn't dried yet, I'll leave when my hair is dry. In this way, we will not be bumped into and leave the hotel together, otherwise it will be troublesome. Xue Xueqi is very understanding, she seems to have thought of everything, how can such a girl not be liked?

I could only nod guiltily, took my clothes and pants and put them back in the toilet, and then said goodbye to Xue Xueqi, and then opened the door and prepared to leave.

I got out of the hotel, all the way thinking about what Xue Xueqi said to me before, her words kept recalling in my mind, how should I deal with my feelings for Derpy next, in fact, to be honest, despite these things, my feelings for Derpy have not changed, I am still the one who saw her at first sight and liked her.

But there is another Xue Xueqi in this aspect, she must also have feelings for me, and although I don't have such deep feelings for her, but after all, we have such a relationship, I just don't want to have any contact, and I can't do it.

The more I think about this scene, the more I think about it, the more my head hurts. I shook my head heavily, trying to empty my mind as much as I could.

All I can think of is to go to the playground to exercise first, so that I can empty all my thoughts, and I can temporarily forget myself and enter my own world, and not think about these things that upset me.

I thought so to myself, and I didn't stop on my feet, and I was going back to the school playground. I wanted to take out my phone and ask my brothers how they were doing, but when I looked all over my body, I couldn't find my phone.

So, I turned around and went back to the hotel, intending to go back to the hotel to look for it. I thought in my heart that I was going to face Xue Xueqi again, and I didn't know how I would react when I saw her again.

At least now I think I'm still quite embarrassed, a little shameless to meet her.

Soon, I was back outside the room door, and I adjusted my breathing to make me look as natural as possible.

Just as I was about to knock on the door, I seemed to hear voices from the room.

"It's strange, Xue Xueqi is alone in the room, who is she talking to?" I asked myself questioning. I leaned over my body and leaned my ear against the door.

"You're doing a good job, he didn't notice anything unusual, did he?"

Well? Why is this sound so familiar?

Mouse!!!

The sound is that of a mouse!!