Chapter 362: She didn't want to experience disappointment
Old friend!
These two words quickly aroused Gu Ningyi's interest.
It's just that she still pretended to be disapproving, and quietly waited for Dean Wen to speak.
I only heard the elder sigh: "Except for this calm appearance, everything else looks like a ten-out ten." ”
Gu Ningyi: "......"!! Your old man seems to be getting more and more outrageous.
As if seeing through her suspicions, Dean Wen reached out and took out a wallet and took out a small photo inside.
The photo has a long sense of age, and even though it is well protected, it is so blurred that the face on it is not clear to see, only a blurred outline.
Gu Ningyi: "......" What do you think of this?
But Dean Wen still smiled and asked her, "Is it very similar." ”
Gu Ningyi: "......, how can I answer this?" Like? She didn't see anything at all, okay?
"Alas, you kid." Dean Wen didn't know what to sigh for, but there was still a hint of expectation in his eyes.
It's just that this expectation made Gu Ningyi a little tired.
She couldn't ignore her conscience, so she simply made it clear: "Dean Wen, I still have some things to do later, so what do you have to say...... Can you say it now? ”
Dean Wen: "You...... Ever wondered if this ...... It's really a possibility. ”
Gu Ningyi relieved himself, only to feel that he was old and his brain was not very useful.
This kind of thing that didn't have a word of eight words also came to ask her.
Right now, he didn't even know what her mother's name was!
I dare to doubt this kind of thing.
Thinking about it, she didn't think that Jing Jing, who was born as an orphan, would be the daughter of Dean Wen's deceased.
This kind of thing, it's too dreamy.
There are probably guesses about his family history in the quiet notes.
In the earthquake in Qingtong District that year, she was dug up from the rubble, and then waited for a long time for someone to claim it, and was finally sent directly to the welfare home.
But that's all there is to it.
Dean Wen is a native of the imperial capital, and his old friend ...... It can well be imagined.
politely retired, she felt that it was really miserable to embarrass herself in this matter.
Trying to ignore the disappointment in the old man's eyes, Gu Ningyi walked out.
Rather than letting yourself have hope and then disappointing yourself, it is better to let others down first.
She still has to go to Rong Jue's appointment, so let's cheer herself up first.
lest you have no strength to take on the storm.
Just thinking of Rong Jue's questioning at that time, she already felt that it was a toothache.
Everyone else is easy to do, but Rong Jue is the most difficult.
She was really a little intimidated.
But dying early and dying late is death, so it's better to send it early.
After cheering herself up like this, she knocked on Rong Jue's office.
The president of the student union has his own place to deal with affairs, so Gu Ningyi can basically find him here, but what she doesn't know is that Rong Jue is not an idler, and he has been out of school most of the time this year.
Every time she was able to find someone, it was entirely because Rong Jue was waiting for her here in advance.
Otherwise, in the eyes of outsiders, Chairman Rongda, who sees the dragon without seeing the end, is not so easy to see.
"Here we are." His tone was soft and light, not an inquiry, but a statement.
But it was such a tone that made Gu Ningyi's heart sink, and there was always a sense of immediacy before the storm, and it was over: "It's here." ”
The tone was aggrieved, as if he didn't dare to speak loudly.
This is indeed the case in terms of power.
When he came into contact with Rong Jue's gaze, he was a little stunned.
She didn't blame her for that, she thought.
Isn't it just being photographed, inadvertently showing a wave of affection.
"Come here." Rong Jue beckoned to her, and her momentum was indeed impossible to ignore.
Gu Ningyi was very obedient and walked over very cooperatively.
"It's not what you think." She opened her mouth to explain first, and she didn't dare to speak under his pressure for free.
Rong Jue raised his eyes: "What does that look like?" ”
The good-looking face was slightly confused, but it was staggeringly cold.
This is Rong Jue.
Rong Jue, who understands her best and is also what she is most afraid of.
It seems that she has been like this since she was a child, and once Rong Jue gets angry, she doesn't know what to do.
She didn't know why she was eaten so dead by this man.
But there is no doubt that this burden, even if it is occasionally unsettling, is a sweet burden.
In this life, there will be no second Rong Jue.
Accompany her through the dark times of this life.
There will be no second Rong Jue, which makes her afraid and love.
There will be no second Rong Jue, who will become indispensable in my heart.
He is the only one.
No one can replace it.
Even Xi Jinmo can't replace his position in Gu Ningyi's mind.
Xi Jinmo is Xi Jinmo, and Rong Jue is Rong Jue.
These two people are not the same.
Some times, after being with you, you know how amazing it is.
Her amazing time was formed by the company of this person.
If there is one less of him, it will be eclipsed.
So, she doesn't think about losing.
I don't think about losing it in my life.
"It's not like you don't know how gossip the students in our school are." Gu Ningyi complained slightly, "Chasing the wind and catching shadows, seeing the wind is rain, obviously there is no thing, you have to say it as if it is true." ”
"Then why are you crying?" Rong Jue deserves to be Rong Jue.
No matter how much Gu Ningyi wanted to divert the topic, he could still call her back to her original form in a second.
Gu Ningyi cried: "It's not that you don't know, pregnant women are more sensitive." "The implication is that if you push me again, maybe I can cry to you again now.
The tacit understanding between the two is not in vain.
Rong Jue coughed lightly, and his tone softened a lot: "Find a time for him to talk to me." "It's not a negotiating tone.
Gu Ningyi pouted: "Okay." ”
"Nothing to hide from me?"
"Nope." Unsure.
"Really?" Keep asking.
"Not really." Continue to be unconfident.
"I'll ask you again." Rong Jue stood up from the chair, closed the curtains and turned on the light.
Gu Ningyi was really a little scared in her heart, and she always felt that Rong Jue was going to make a big move.
"Well, it's a bit of a thing, but I'm not sure yet."
"Something." His inquisition is not boring.
On the contrary, because the relationship between these two people is hardcore enough, he cares so much about Gu Ningyi.
It's not an honor to be someone else.
Gu Ningyi stirred his fingers: "I can't say now." ”
"I'll let you say it." The tone has hardened.
Gu Ningyi gritted his teeth, proving the uneasiness in his heart: "I may have to leave Huaxia." ”
"Where to go." Gu Ningyi didn't notice that Rong Jue's question suddenly lost his confidence.
It felt like all the strength of the body had been drained away, and it was very low.
She only cared about finding a balance in evasion: "Xiang Yan Empire." ”
"When is it?"
Gu Ningyi said: "I've said it all, I'm not sure, and I don't know if I'm really going...... Not to mention when it went. ”
Rong Jue's eyes kept following her.
That kind of gaze made Gu Ningyi's heart even more uncomfortable.
She knew what she was like, and it was like a deserter.
"Did he decide?"
“……”
"That's why you're crying in front of so many people today?"
Gu Ningyi knew that Rong Jue had misunderstood.
But she didn't want to explain too much, and her mind was very messed up right now.
"I said can you stop thinking about it." She struggled to squeeze out her voice, "It's not what you think it is. ”
"What does that look like?"
Gu Ningyi said: "My mind is very messy now, you know. ”
"Okay, then you sit down first, calm down." Rong Jue did not back down for the first time. Obviously, Gu Ningyi said that he was leaving, which stimulated him.
Just as Gu Ningyi didn't think about leaving them, he didn't think about leaving Gu Ningyi either.
It's a friendship from childhood to adulthood.
In a relationship where no one can intervene, it is a pity to lack anyone.
No one wants to have no regrets in their lives, and he is the same.
A lot of people say that his life is probably perfect, and he really can't be sure of that.
But what he can be sure of is that once Gu Ningyi wants to leave or leave, it will definitely be a pity, and there is absolutely no way to be perfect.
This little girl has too high a status in his heart.
Gao has already been invited into his life.
There seemed to be a knock at the door, but he didn't seem to want to open it.
It wasn't until the knock on the door gradually went in that Gu Ningyi took a glass of water on the table and dried it up: "I think it's unfair for you to do this, but I'm really sorry I think...... I'm such a selfish person......
So, please don't ...... "Please don't say any more, or he will really wonder if he still has the courage to leave."
Probably not.
If he continued, he probably didn't have the courage to leave.
She was reluctant to leave, but she just wanted to follow because of Xi Jinmo.
Both of these people have a high status in her heart.
The proportion is different in different fields, and the same is difficult to give up.
She wants to follow Xi Jinmo with the initial impulse and the responsibility of being a mother.
But she stayed in Huaxia because the most beautiful memories of her life also exist in Huaxia.
Pain and joy coexist.
So there's no way she's going to leave so easily.
At this time, when you are faced with a choice again, it will seem so painful.
She even wanted to shout out fiercely, it was really annoying to make a decision.
"You're not a selfish person at all." Rong Jue's words quickly shattered the definition of herself in her heart, he looked at her fixedly, word by word, "You just can't learn to be selfish." ”
Gu Ningyi's tears rained down.
This sudden burst of tears really made Rong Jue scramble.
Gu Ningyi burst into tears, whimpering in her mouth, unlike when she acted on weekdays, this time, Rong Jue was really panicked.
Usually she always looks very aggrieved when acting, but it is far less impactful than this time.
After all, this time I really felt wronged.
Maybe it's not all grievances.
It's just that Rong Jue hit her heart, so that she defeated the illusion that she had finally disguised.
She can pretend to be selfish and say that she is selfish, but that doesn't mean that she wants others to think she is selfish, especially - that person is still Rong Jue.
He said it in advance for this negation, there is no doubt that Rong Jue understands her thoughts very well.
I also know how to make her cry.
Gu Ningyi cried and chirped, it was indeed a little coquettish.
slapped Rong Jue, who was innocently lying on the gun, twice: "Nasty ghost, why are you so sensational." ”
The girl's coquettishness is not lethal.
Rong Jue could only look at her fixedly, and only then did he spit out: "These are all my heart's words." You don't have to pretend in front of me.
”
This sentence is also from the heart.
The two of them have known each other for so long, can he still not know what kind of person Gu Ningyi is.
It's just because of responsibility, because of trust, because of the feelings of two people, that there will be the same indulgence as always.
Even at this time, he still didn't want Gu Ningyi to be wronged.
This is a truly frank gentleman.
And it is precisely because of his openness that Gu Ningyi feels extremely worried.
If he hadn't been so open, maybe she would have been a little more selfish.
However, he is such a person, such a person who can't find fault anywhere.
This person is so perfect, Gu Ningyi sometimes feels that he knows himself as unfortunate in three lives.
Such an imperfect existence of himself completely dragged him down.
It's just a matter of getting into trouble with him.
"Nasty, woo-woo-woo." wiped his tears indiscriminately, and finally simply dragged Rong Jue's white shirt and wiped it on his nose.
"I don't like that." She sobbed, stared at his already dirty white shirt and suddenly said, "Why do you have to be so nice to me?" Didn't you know I was going to be stressed. ”
It is probably because of Rong Jue's favor that he dares to speak so confidently.
probably felt that Rong Jue would never abandon her, so she dared to say it so justifiably.
Even if you are coquettish, you still have this confidence.
Except for the Gu family, she is like a root grass, and her treatment in other places seems to be quite good.
White City was her unfortunate starting point, and her luckiest starting point.
Meet different people and meet different lives.
Harvest a different mood.
It wasn't until a long, long time later, when looking at the people who were with him, that Gu Ningyi realized in a trance that happiness was so close, so close.
It's just that she's probably a really stupid girl.
Rong Jue is indeed benevolent and righteous to her, and benevolent and righteous.
She is not as attentive to Rong Jue as a boy is to her.
She's a fool.
She didn't notice that Rong Jue, who coaxed her to send her away, made a phone call after seeing her leave: "Hello, I agreed to the exchange student." With that, he hung up the phone, reached out and pressed it on his temple, letting out a long sigh of relief.