Is she blind in such a nice house?

If someone else said this, Zhou Lanxiang would definitely be unhappy, feeling that the other party not only looked down on her but also lacked heart, but when the eldest sister Zhou Lanye said it, her heart ached.

From birth to now, the eldest sister really has never owned any good things that belong to her, whether it is her mother's family or her mother-in-law's family, she has never lived in a decent house, she has never worn a new dress, and she has not even eaten a few full meals, so the eldest sister will think that this feed room is a good house.

And they have been taught by their parents since childhood, and several children think in their hearts that they are not worthy of anything good. Even their occasional yearning for food and clothing is considered a sin by their parents, a greed for enjoyment, vanity and selfishness, and they only deserve to starve and freeze, and they only deserve to be in tattered clothes.

Even if they work hard to earn something, if they enjoy it themselves, they are unworthy in the eyes of their parents, and they deserve it!

That's why the eldest sister blurted out that she couldn't live by herself in this slightly cleaned up simple feed room.

Zhou Lanxiang can't blame the eldest sister, she is the eldest in the family, she is most affected by her parents, and she has more responsibility to take care of her younger siblings than them, and the eldest sister has suffered more than them.

Zhou Lanxiang stuffed a peeled big chestnut into the eldest sister's mouth, and did not refuse her directly, "This house was cleaned up by Han Jinzhang Luo, and he is now partnering with me and Xiaoshan." ”

Zhou Lanye's eyes widened in fright when he heard this: "Then you have to watch!" Since he was a child, he has looked at my Xiaoping and the dog leftovers unpleasantly! "It's not just unpleasant! That little wolf cub doesn't know how many times she tore her two children out of Xiao Xiang's arms and threw them out!

It was later that Xiao Xiang got married, and he stopped pestering Xiao Xiang, and when she saw Han Jin also taking a detour, she was afraid that he would make a mistake and say something that would make her shameless.

Zhou Lanxiang didn't mention that there was only one kang in this room, and it was impossible to let the two children come to live, so she just smiled and shook her head: "I can't control him since I was a child, and you don't know it, but Xiaoping and Gou Yu have grown up now, and they shouldn't be as afraid of him as they were when they were children." ”

Zhou Lanye really didn't mention this anymore, and asked her about the details of the divorce after saying a few vague words.

Zhou Lanxiang knew that the eldest sister was retreating, the eldest sister was afraid that Han Jin would embarrass her again, and the three children in the family were like mice seeing cats to Han Jin, and they were even more afraid, so they would never agree to come and live.

Sister Fangya gave Zhou Lanxiang a look, and wanted her to say a few heavy words and a little bit of Zhou Lanye.

If it were someone else, Sister Fang Ya would definitely not be this bad guy between other sisters, but she has been the same as Xiao Xiang's sisters over the years, Xiao Xiang is not the kind of person who is confused and does not distinguish between good and bad, she is a straight temper, and she is not afraid to be this bad person.

Zhou Lanxiang patted Sister Fangya's arm comfortingly, and hugged the little tiger girl and kissed her while talking to Zhou Lanye. She knew that Sister Fang Ya was for her good, and she also wanted the eldest sister to be more sober and suffer less in the future.

But she understands the current situation of her eldest sister better than anyone else, just like her in her previous life, she has been completely brainwashed by her parents and in-laws, and if there is no such thing as being poisoned, she will not fully wake up.

Before she didn't know the truth and was not poisoned, someone told her in front of her that her mother-in-law's family was working together to calculate her, and she would not take the initiative to leave when she understood, but would feel that she was not good enough, and would continue to work hard in self-blame.

Yes, their sisters are monsters who grew up under the bondage of their parents, and unless they cut off their deformed hands and feet and even their heads, or die again, it is difficult to change their lives that have been ruined a long time ago.

She can't convince the eldest sister now, just like Sister Fangya and Xiaoshan couldn't convince her in her previous life.

After listening to the whole process of her sister's divorce, Zhou Lanye cried and scolded again, seeing that it was not early, she hurriedly carried the basket home: "A bunch of work at home is still waiting for me!" I brought the dog back, what do you have to do to let Xiaoshan find him, he is thirteen years old for the New Year, and he can be used as a young man! This time at the construction site, everyone praised him for his hard work! ”

Children in the city praise their studies, and children in the countryside are most happy to be praised for their ability to work.

Zhou Lanye didn't mention Xiaoping, because Xiaoping would come back a few days later, so she could earn more points.

It's not that she doesn't love her children, but she is still influenced by her parents, just like her parents did to herself, she thinks that Xiaoping is the eldest sister, so she has to do more and help the family more.

Although Xiaoping is only fourteen years old, she is only one year older than Gouyu.

At night, Zhou Lanxiang lay on the kang and couldn't sleep, and her mind flickered through the lives of her eldest sister and several children in the next few decades.

The eldest sister died in her forties, and she was really exhausted. It was also winter, and the morning when the eldest sister left, she was still bent over her waist and dragging the plow to pick up dung, and after picking up the dung, she went back to the well with the dog to carry water.

After Er Laizi got married, he didn't pick up a piece of water, and the dog went to the construction site to do hard work at a young age and couldn't eat enough for a long time, so he got chicken breast disease, the bigger it was, the more serious it was, and he couldn't even carry a bucket of water in his twenties, let alone pick a pick.

Later, they learned that when the eldest sister left, the family was about to be cut off, and Widow Liu forced her to go back to her parents' house to borrow food, she didn't want to burden her mother's brother, so she only drank a little rice soup per ton, and tried to make the family's food last for a few more days, if only she could wait until the relief food was distributed.

But that's it, she still insists on going to work in the production team every day, only she and Xiaoping can work at home, Xiaoping can't get married in her twenties in order to help her mother's family, how can she not go to work again!

Xiaoping went to work early in the morning like a man, she cooked breakfast at home, served the stupid uncle, the little uncle and mother-in-law who was paralyzed on the kang, and there was a second Laizi who was in good health but had been lying on the kang without moving, plus a younger son who was as lazy as Erlaizi.

The eldest sister fainted while cooking, Er Laizi and Goudan were lying on the kang and heard the sound of her knocking over the wooden basin when she fell to the ground, and also heard the muffled sound of her falling to the ground, but except for scolding her, she didn't even go out to see.

It was Xiaoping who came home from early work and tripped over her eldest sister when she entered the door. The outhouse was cold, and the heat of cooking turned into a white mist, and there was almost no face visible on the opposite side, Xiaoping squatted down only to find that her mother had long since run out of breath, but her body still maintained the posture of crawling forward.

She didn't fall out of the way right away, and if someone could help her up after the fall, feed her saliva in time, and find a barefoot doctor to prick her with a few silver needles, she probably wouldn't have ended up like that.

And when the big guy came over to help the eldest sister with her funeral, Er Laizi was still lying on the kang, and she even had the face to ask Zhou Lanxiang to put a bowl of porridge in the pot for her!

What do you say, the old lady of the loser hasn't made breakfast yet! Don't pick a time to die! If the porridge is boiled, he won't let her enter the ancestral grave of the Liu family!

That may be a rare loss of control in Zhou Lanxiang's last life, she took the scissors for her eldest sister to cut filial piety and pierced directly into Er Laizi's thigh!

The eldest sister really didn't bury her in the graveyard of Lao Liu's family in the end, Xiaoshan, Gou Yu, and Xiaoping insisted on burying the eldest sister on a gentle slope in the sun of Beishan, saying that they would be buried there when they died in the future, and they would accompany her to be lonely ghosts.