I looked at Zhuo Yichen with wide eyes, I had never seen him so excited.

Lan Jingyu was also frightened and didn't dare to say anything more. Her sharp gaze went straight to my face, and then she straightened her chin to the sky and walked away proudly.

Zhuo Yichen stood there, his mouth tightly closed and he didn't say a word.

A strong, unsettling emotion overshadowed me. I don't want to be misunderstood by Zhuo Yichen, and I desperately want to explain, but I don't know where to start.

We are silently opposed. Zhuo Yichen looked at my face for a long time and sadly, and finally, he asked bitterly: "Is what Lan Jingyu saw real?"

"Xiao Se did come to my dorm room, but he was drunk that night," I stammered, "We"

"Don't talk about it." Zhuo Yichen interrupted me impatiently, "I thought he was just pursuing you, but I didn't expect you all to come to that point." ”

He gave me no chance to explain, shook his head with a wry smile, and turned away with a sluggish pace.

And I, because of the accumulation of clouds in my heart, I was so oppressed that I could not breathe, and I could not make a sound again, so I could only freeze in place, watching him go away.

The night is getting deeper, and there is a chill in the air of the autumn night, and the wind blows over it is bleak and cool, so cold that people's mood is also cold. Wearing short sleeves, I couldn't resist the cool breeze, and I returned to the warm and lively cafeteria in a restless state.

The cake has long been over, but the big guy is still unsatisfied, drinking drinks and talking around the table.

"Tong Xin, what's the matter with you, go out and answer the phone for so long." Yu Meng asked me suspiciously, "Yi Chen said he was going to look for you, but he didn't come back." ”

"I'll tell you slowly when I get back to the dormitory." Of course, I can't tell anyone else what just happened.

Yu Meng let out a light "oh" and stopped asking.

After a while, the other tables began to disperse. Ye Zihan also took the lead and said that it was time to go back and rest, she looked tired and tired. Yu Meng quietly told me that Ye Zihan had bad luck tonight. Yu Meng only helped her win one show and two moves, and then she won her own show, not even two moves, only a few first shows, and the other rounds were all lost.

But I know that what Ye Zihan cares about now is not the result of Bo Cake, and her tiredness has nothing to do with luck. It's like the joy of getting the champion that I have already been washed away by the unhappiness just now.

I looked around and saw Lan Jingyu chatting excitedly with the people at their table, and her shoulders trembled with laughter.

A wave of anger rushed from my chest to my head, she spoke viciously to me just now, even Zhuo Yichen didn't let go, both of us held our breath, she was good, talking and laughing there.

I turned around angrily, Ye Zihan had already left the table first, and the rest of the people also dispersed one after another.

"What the hell is Yi Chen doing, I haven't seen anyone until now, don't you want these things?" Zhu Zunyi pointed to a bunch of things on the table and said.

Those are the prizes that Zhuo Yi Chenbo gets, from toothpaste, toothbrush, shampoo, shower gel to cooking oil, non-stick pans, shopping cards, in addition to the champion prizes. "Otherwise, you can bring him back." I think Zhuo Yichen will definitely not come back, Lan Jingyu's words seriously stimulated him, and he didn't even have the heart to ask for a prize. Zhu Zunyi lives on the same floor as him in a bachelor apartment, and it is convenient to bring him things.

"Okay." Zhu Zunyi reluctantly packed the things on the table with two large plastics, the non-stick pan was too big to fit, and he had to carry the packaging box with his hand, he muttered, "It's heavy, really, I want to divide some as a hard fee." ”

"I'll get some for you." I saw that Zhu Zunyi wanted to take too many things, so I took the initiative to propose. Zhuo Yichen has enough things, and Zhu Zunyi's own prizes, but his hands are really not enough.

"No, no, how can a girl help carry something." Zhu Zunyi refused my help very manly, carried a large number of items alone, and walked unsteadily.

Yu Meng and I also carried the prizes back to the dormitory, Yu Meng Bo got very few prizes, and my opponent and champion prizes are shopping cards, and the rest are small items, which can be easily taken away.

After returning to the dormitory, I put down my things and went to find Yu Meng next door and told her what happened before.

"It's too much" Yu Meng said angrily, "How can Lan Jingyu slander you like this, she is jealous that you are better than her and wants to hit you." Don't pay attention to this kind of person, we all speak based on strength in this industry, and you can know how well you can see it, and it's not her turn to talk nonsense there. ”

"It's all to blame Xiao Se" The more I thought about it, the more aggrieved and angry I felt, "If it weren't for him being so brazen, I wouldn't have been caught by Lan Jingyu and so passive." ”

Yu Meng looked at me with concern and asked, "What do you feel about that Xiao Se?" ”

"I can't say it, sometimes I hate him, but sometimes I am confused by him." I'll be honest.

Yu Meng pursed her lips and smiled. "I think you're in love with him, and you're talking about you."

I glanced at Yu Meng, and a special emotion passed through my heart, as if I had an understanding, but I couldn't grasp anything specific. "Do you have someone you like, what is that like?"

Yu Meng lowered her head and said hesitantly, "I don't have it." ”

"Have you never liked anyone," I asked. Yu Meng and I have been sisters for many years, I can be sure that she has no experience in love like me, but has she ever had someone in her heart?

I really don't know. I don't have the right to pry into other people's secrets, including Yu Meng, and I rarely talk to her about this topic, and our focus has always been on dance, not emotionally. But now, I'm bored and want relief from her.

Yu Meng raised her head, her face was very cute.

That look was clear at a glance. "There must be, right?"

Yu Meng's lips turned white. "Well, but he won't be with me," she said, looking very excited, lowering her eyes, a layer of tears rising under her long eyelashes.

For the first time, I was surprised to realize what a fiery heart was hidden under Yu Meng's quiet appearance. "Who's that man," I asked rashly.

She jumped for a moment, stared at me with wide eyes, and a dark cloud appeared on her face, looking pitiful, "I can't tell you. He's just a dream of mine, too far away from me to catch it. ”

"It's good to be able to dream, at least there is spiritual sustenance." I'm telling the truth. Her face was full of gloom, but her eyes were radiant. That man, do you know her infatuation?

"For me, I'd rather not have a dream." Yu Meng sighed, "Let's talk about you and Xiao Se, do you have the possibility of development?"

The figure of Lin Enmo immediately appeared in my mind, and I shook my head, feeling lost in my heart. I don't know what I've lost, but I vaguely feel the sourness of my own instinct.

Yu Meng stared at me deeply, her eyes were full of concern, and her tone was the same: "I know you are very mindful of the past, but the prodigal son will not change his money." ”

"You see what he did, like a prodigal son turning back," I annoyed at the thought of it, "and you heard what that Lin Enmo said in the dining room that night. ”

"Maybe that Lin Enmo is self-inflicted." Yu Meng's words were exactly the same as Xiao Se.

I frowned, not wanting to talk about it anymore. I think Yu Meng is a little self-conscious, her experience is simpler than mine, her thoughts are simpler than mine, she doesn't have a nightmare past like me, and she doesn't have the same dreams and pursuits as me, just a simple life, and a simple love of dance. As for me, my thoughts are complicated, and my feelings are elusive by myself, and I suffer from gains and losses.

"Rest early. Get a good night's sleep and your worries will be gone. Yu Meng saw my thoughts and took the initiative to terminate the conversation.

The moonlight shone through the pale curtains, and the swaying leaves cast a blurry shadow, and I leaned on my pillow and meditated. The prompt tone of my mobile phone disturbed my thoughts, and it was a text message from Xiao Se: Is there a champion in Bozhong?

I hesitated, but I didn't reply, so I turned off my phone and threw it aside. Tossing and turning for a while before falling asleep. When I woke up in the morning and remembered last night's text message, I opened it, there was no new information in the text message box, and I was faintly disappointed, and sighed at the phone screen.

After that, Xiao Se did not contact me again for many days. And Lan Jingyu's provocation caused Zhuo Yichen and I to suddenly fall into an embarrassing situation, we are both dedicated actors, everything is as usual during rehearsals, but during the break, I obviously feel that he is a lot less neglected to me. His behavior made me very uncomfortable, and I was also annoyed, annoyed that he easily believed Lan Jingyu's words, but refused to listen to my explanation. I am also annoyed that he is small-minded, even if Xiao Se and I really have something, with our friendship, he shouldn't treat me like this, so I don't want to take the initiative to say anything to him.

During rehearsal breaks, I sometimes subconsciously look out of the rehearsal hall. At first, whenever I was free, my mind was like a wild horse, galloping outside, and I would think of the past when I was a student, and I would think of the details of my time with Xiao Se. This frightened and panicked myself, and I could only try to be a good knight and hold the reins of thought.

Finally, the first rehearsal of the new dance drama with the audience arrived, and during this time, I successfully lost 4 pounds. But it's a pity that I didn't have the opportunity to go on stage as a B-corner, and so did Lan Jingyu. After entering the rehearsal and rehearsal stage, due to the tight time, the corner rehearsed, and the B and C corners watched, relying on their own wisdom to follow. Roles B and C are used as substitutes, and under normal circumstances, the actors of these two roles basically missed their debut.

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