Chapter 240: I Can't Stay

The two men look the same age, but Nam Jae-hoon looks like an old man who has gone through vicissitudes, and the sadness in his eyes has gradually faded, except that he still cries when she is in pain, he usually looks calm.

Xu Qiao went to the restaurant to eat by himself, and then sat in the small grocery store run by Su Wei, where there was something he put here, which was a stone.

is an ordinary stone, but it is a testimony of his relationship with Ye Shuwen. Ye Shuwen gave birth to a boy, whose name was Xu Shiyuan.

Behind Xu Qiao is a dilapidated wooden door, which is the door for Su Wei to open this space, and it is also a testimony of her relationship with Nam Jae-hoon.

Late at night, Xu Qiao was still sitting alone in the store, and a small mouse ran in outside the door, with gray fur, and was not afraid of people, so he squatted by the wooden door behind Xu Qiao when he came in.

Xu Qiao looked down at it: "Do you want to go in?" Going in is also here, and nothing will change. ”

The little mouse was very persistent, still squatting by the door, Xu Qiao tried to open the door, and the little mouse jumped in. He closed the door and didn't see the little rat again, thinking that the little thing was squatting behind the door.

Nan Zhihe was finally embarrassed to stay at Ye Shuwen's place, so after the notice, he hugged Xu Qiao's son again, and then said goodbye and went back here. When I found Xu Qiao in the grocery store, I told him, and Xu Qiao told him that there was a little mouse here just now, and he opened the door and put it in.

Nan Zhihe actually asked about the characteristics of the mouse, and Xu Qiao described it and said: "It was raised by Zhengze, he named him Mia, and he accompanied him in the mirror image for more than half a year." ”

At this time, Nam Jae-hoon happened to come in and heard: "Mia should be a girl's name, but in fact, that mouse is a boy." Its original name was Yu Porridge, the porridge of rice porridge, which was raised by Su Wei, but this time she forgot about it. ”

Nan Zhihe turned back in surprise: "Yu porridge? What a strange name. ”

Xu Qiao nodded in agreement, Nam Jae-hoon chuckled and took down an old palm-sized skateboard from the shelf, the pattern painted on the red skateboard was not very clear, and it was not very new. He put the skateboard on the counter and said, "This is Yu Congee's skateboard, and it likes to play this in the snow." ”

Xu Qiao twitched the corners of his mouth, pointed to the wooden door behind him and said, "Your family Yu Congee entered this door before, and I didn't see it after that." ”

Nam Jae-hoon smiled: "It's going to wait for Su Wei, don't worry about it, we'll come back together next time." ”

The three men went back to their rooms after a few words, and Xu Qiao quietly went out of the room after a while and went to room 201. Nam Jae-hoon told him that Su Wei was still sleeping, and he asked, "You are so anxious to let Nam Jae-hoon marry, is he also inherited?" ”

Nam Jae-hoon nodded heavily: "It's not just him, but so will Zhengze, but Zhengze will take a little longer than him." ”

"Haven't you thought about starting over every time you do?"

"I thought about it, it's this time, that's why there are so many side lines, and I don't even know which one I am."

Xu Qiao laughed: "You don't count, you have memories but you have to pretend not to know, and when you go to cooperate with everyone, you have to act as if you don't know, which is very awkward and uncomfortable." ”

"You were an accident, I'm glad I met you this time."

Xu Qiao almost laughed: "Your family hated me before, but I haven't forgotten." ”

It's been half a month, Xu Qiao hasn't left yet, except for going to see Su Wei every day, he spends most of his time in the grocery store, opening the broken wooden door from time to time, but he has never seen the little mouse called Yu Congee again.

He was guarding the door and observing, Nam Jae-hoon came in and said, "I figured it out, let her go." ”

Xu Qiao turned around and asked, "Is it ruthless today?" ”

Nam Jae-hoon's tears couldn't stop falling, and a big man even cried: "I really can't see it, she bit her lip in pain, and she refused to let her bite me." ”

Xu Qiao knew that any words of comfort were meaningless now, so he patted him on the shoulder and said, "The medicine is ready, you can inject her personally." ”

Nam Jae-hoon suddenly grabbed Xu Qiao's arm, with a strange light in his eyes, revealing an almost crazy smile: "You help me, I don't want to stay up for decades this time, you help us inject together, and I will accompany her." ”

"Are you crazy? Maybe if you break the rules like this, everything will become impossible to repeat. ”

Xu Qiao's words touched Nan Zaixun, the light in his eyes faded in an instant, and the darkness was boundless, and he nodded: "I'll help her do it, and I'll walk alone for the remaining decades." ”

"You can also go to her when she was a kid and watch her grow up."

He shook his head with a bitter smile: "I don't have your courage to let her watch me grow old." ”

Xu Qiao thought for a while and nodded: "If it were me, I wouldn't dare to let Wenwen see me when I was old." ”

"Tomorrow, let her stay with me for another night, and send her tomorrow when the sun is at its best."

After saying that, Nam Jae-hoon turned around and left, he didn't cry anymore, but Xu Qiao couldn't help crying, he turned around and faced the dilapidated wooden door.

At this time, he wanted to smash this door and bring fate but he couldn't let a pair of lovers last long, so why did he open it in the first place?

Anger, reprimand, complaining, all useless, this door seems to be like that forever, will not answer anyone, but is so indifferent to look at the world's birth, old age, sickness and death, untouched.

Xu Qiao opened the door, and the little mouse Yu Congee jumped out, and ran out of the grocery store under Xu Qiao's gaze.

There was no sun on this day, and Nam Jae-hoon hung the white dress he took out back to the closet. Xu Qiao persuaded: "Don't stay, you will be sad if she is like this." ”

Nam Jae-hoon smiled: "Waiting for the sun to come out, it won't be long." ”

Wind and rain, Xu Qiao sat in the grocery store, watching Yu Congee run in from outside and squatted by the broken wooden door.

He opened the door for it again, and Yu Congee jumped in.

A customer took a fancy to the little red skateboard and asked the clerk, "How much is this kid's toy?" ”

Xu Qiao stepped forward and took the skateboard and said, "This is not for sale, you can take a look at the others." ”

He put the skateboard next to the broken wooden door and stared at the little skateboard for a long time.

After another day, the sun finally came out. Nam Jae-hoon hugged Su Wei in a coma, basking in the sun on the terrace. Xu Qiao persuaded softly: "Let her go, you can't stand the pain when you wake up." ”

Nam Jae-hoon smiled again: "It rained all the time yesterday, let her bask in the sun more." ”

She didn't wake up again, he stayed by her side and kept talking: "I want to change, I don't want to marry her again, just live with Lee Yun-eun like that, don't let her get pregnant and give birth to Zhihe, I won't let the illness onset so early because of amenorrhea for so long." It's all my fault for being selfish, but I still couldn't help but marry her, and I still gave birth to persistence. I want to change, but we have a son, she loves to be obsessed, I love it, I really want to change, but I can't help it, I can't help anything......"

Xu Qiao pressed his hand on his shoulder: "Don't say it, no one blames you, you did well enough, God's torture of you is unbearable for ordinary people, no one will do better than you." ”

"I really want to change, but this time I have to send her away with my own hands, I can't stay, I can't stay one more day, she can't stand it."

"I know, we all know."

Xu Qiao handed the medicine and syringe to Nan Zaixun, Su Wei had already changed into a white dress, and her long black hair was neatly combed. He put light makeup on her, yes, he gave her a very beautiful makeup, as if she had never experienced illness, like she would always sleep like this.

Xu Qiao said: "You wear this makeup so well." ”

He was silent, his hands holding the medicine and the syringe were shaking, no, hadn't he felt this way?

The door that Su Wei pushed open

The door that Su Wei pushed open