Before returning to the ward, Lu Niansheng went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, and patted his eyes with cold water for a while, but despite this, his eye circles were still slightly red.

She rubbed in the bathroom for a while, went out and slowly walked in the direction of the ward, but met Lu Haowen who rushed out.

Lu Haowen was stunned when he saw her, and stopped, "Nian Sheng, are you okay?" ”

She squeezed out a smile and shook her head, "It's okay." ”

Lu Haowen frowned and looked at her eyes, his heart sank, "You cried." ”

She was slightly stunned and turned her face away, "I'm really fine." ”

"Because of Mr. Fu?"

She pursed her lips and didn't speak.

Lu Haowen stared at her stubborn side face, his eyebrows tangled.

She didn't want to say it, he could see that from Fu Chengxiu when she and Fu Ziyu were alone, his heart was lifted, in fact, it stands to reason that there would be nothing wrong in the hospital, but his heart was unstable, he didn't want to leave her and Fu Ziyu alone, so he came out to find her.

What she didn't want to say, he never forced her, but he felt a little lost in his heart, and after so long, he still couldn't be the one she was willing to talk to.

He had already changed the conversation when he spoke again, "This is the situation on Su Xiao's side, what should I do with her boyfriend?" ”

Lu Niansheng held her forehead, there were too many things that happened in this while, and she actually forgot about it.

Lu Haowen asked, "Do you want to wake up Su Xiao?" ”

She was silent for a few seconds, then shook her head.

That's cruel.

He nodded in agreement, "That's it, I'll go and see what's going on over there, you and Fu Chengxiu are both good friends of Su Xiao, just stay by her side." ”

She looked up at him, a glimmer of gratitude in her eyes.

He has always been methodical and planned, and thoughtful, she was a little moved, hesitated, and said, "Thank you." ”

He smiled and raised his hand to gently rub her hair, "Thank you?" That's not what I want to hear, when will you be able to treat me as your own? ”

She froze.

And his thumb gently brushed the corner of her eye, his eyes swept a trace of imperceptible pity, sighed and patted her shoulder, "Go to the ward, I have to hurry over." ”

After speaking, he walked past her, and she was stunned for a few seconds and turned around, but he was no longer visible.

Back in the ward, Fu Chengxiu was also slightly stunned when he saw her, and lowered his voice and asked, "Are you okay?" ”

She shook her head, pulled over a chair and sat down next to Fu Chengxiu.

Su Xiao fainted for more than three hours.

Three hours is not a long time, but the situation has changed, and the person she has been guarding for eight years is gone, just during the time when she closed her eyes and avoided reality.

Lu Haowen helped Su Xiao's boyfriend's family to start dealing with the aftermath, according to traditional customs, there are many things that need to be taken care of, what to do with the funeral, and what feng shui master to find in the cemetery......

When Su Xiao woke up, it was already evening, her mental state was not good, and she didn't even ask about her boyfriend, maybe she had already thought about it, she became very silent, seeing that the infusion was over, Fu Chengxiu and Lu Niansheng felt that they couldn't drag it on, Lu Niansheng hesitated and spoke beside the bed, "Su Xiao, wait for the eldest brother to send you home, okay?" ”

Su Xiao's whole person was a little sluggish, obviously he heard it, but he didn't react, as a last resort, Fu Chengxiu repeated, "Su Xiao, I'll send you home in a while, right?" ”

Su Xiao nodded slowly.

Lu Niansheng and Fu Chengxiu glanced at each other, no one could say anything about Su Xiao's boyfriend, so they simply stopped talking, and Lu Niansheng went to the inpatient department to find Lu Haowen.

Su Xiao's boyfriend's body has been transferred to the morgue, there is only one mother at home, and some other relatives came to wipe their tears at the door of the morgue, and Lu Niansheng's heart trembled every time he took a step closer to the morgue.

Morgue this kind of place, the last time she came, it was when she went to see the children, no one would like to come to this place, and the atmosphere was extremely depressing, she walked more and more slowly, feeling that she was struggling to breathe, so she had to stop and hold on to the wall, and when she looked up, she could see Su Xiao's boyfriend's mother crying.

Lu Haowen was standing next to him, and when he turned around, he was stunned for a moment when he saw Lu Niansheng, and then he quickly came over, and frowned when he saw her pale face, "Are you not feeling well?" ”

Lu Niansheng shook his head.

"How is Su Xiao?"

"The infusion is almost over, big brother will send her home......" she looked behind him, "I just discussed with big brother, we don't really want her to come here." ”

Su Xiao's current mental state, if she came here again, she didn't know what would happen, she wondered why she had to wait for Su Xiao's state to be a little better before talking about the rest of the matter.

Lu Haowen nodded, "I have arranged some of the manpower needed for the follow-up funeral here, they have their burial customs, and they have to stay in the morgue for four or five days before being buried, and Su Xiao can take a rest before that." ”

As he spoke, he unconsciously raised his hand and rubbed his neck.

Lu Niansheng noticed this action and was a little reluctant: "I'm sorry...... Today has delayed you for a whole day. ”

His eyebrows furrowed instantly, "Here you go again?" ”

She bit her lip and looked up at him, feeling very complicated.

She didn't seem ready to accept another person, but his gentleness was overwhelming.

The palpitations that were close to the reflex of the morgue eased a little at this moment, and she took a deep breath and pretended to be relaxed, "I'll treat you to dinner another day, Brother Lu." ”

Lu Haowen smiled with satisfaction.

The two of them left the hospital together, Lu Haowen drove Lu Niansheng home, on the way, Lu Niansheng looked out the window and thought thoughtfully, and when he was close to the villa, he suddenly said quietly: "I was in the morgue just now, and I was very uncomfortable." ”

The speed of the car slowed down, Lu Haowen didn't look back, just slightly stunned, "Why?" ”

"The last time I went to a place like this was to see my kids." She rested her elbows on the car window, her chin propped up with her hands, and her eyes were a little wandering, "My child has no name, I didn't have time to think about it, it's a boy, a little premature, and he ...... when he was born."

This is the first time she has mentioned that past in front of him, and it is also the first time that she has confessed it to others like this.

The car had stopped, and it was still a few dozen meters away from the iron gate of the villa.

He didn't speak, and turned his head to look at her.

The only sight in sight was her sad face.

"Fu Ziyu didn't want to marry me, he had someone he liked, at that time I wanted to marry him, instead of the woman he was going to marry, he hated me for a long time."

She lowered her head and smiled wryly, "Then he didn't seem to hate me so much, I thought we could live well, but ......"

Her words were very scattered and messy, and her thoughts were also chaotic, but suddenly she had the desire to talk, she pressed her hand to her forehead, closed her eyes and opened them again.

"At the beginning, I almost beat the child, and the eldest brother and Su Xiao also persuaded me to kill it, but I was reluctant, this is my child with him."

Lu Haowen was silent, but his eyes drooped.

The carriage was very quiet, and Lu Niansheng covered his eyes with his hands, "I haven't seen the child alive, I fell into the sea, was seriously injured, and when I came out of the intensive care unit, the child was already ...... I haven't seen him alive......"

Her voice began to tremble, Lu Haowen twisted her eyebrows, moved silently, and raised her hand to wrap her shoulder, "It's all over." ”

It seemed like a pale few words, but he didn't know what else to say.

"After the child was buried, I didn't go to see it once, and I didn't have the face to see the child...... It's obviously a problem between adults, but why do children pay the price in the end? I'm scared, I don't know what to do, sometimes I feel that people like me don't deserve to live anymore, let alone be happy, I meet Fu Zi, we are ......"

The words were lost in a sudden hug.

Lu Haowen hugged her very tightly, he felt the trembling of her body, his heart was very distressed, his hand was on her back, caressing her abrupt shoulder blades, he lowered his head close to her ear, "The child doesn't want to see you like this, Nian Sheng, you have to move forward." ”

She didn't struggle, her hands unconsciously grabbed his clothes, her face pressed against his chest, she heard his steady heartbeat, her eyes were hot, and she closed her eyes.

"Brother Lu, I want to work hard to move forward, but I'm afraid."

"I know," his deep and mellow voice sounded in her ears, but it echoed in her heart, "I know, it's okay Niansheng, you can take your time, Lu Jing and I are by your side, when you get better, I will accompany you to see the child, you don't have to be afraid, the child will know, the world has not forgotten him." ”

She choked in her throat and nodded.

He hugged her for a few moments, feeling her body relax a little, and then he bowed his head and touched the top of her hair lightly with his lips.

Although it was light, she also felt it, and when she was startled, she raised her hand and pushed it against his chest.

He didn't insist, and his hand quickly let go.

The atmosphere became a little awkward in an instant, and Lu Niansheng pulled the hair on the side of his ear in a panic to hide his panic, "I...... I have to go. ”

"Well," he responded, "go back and have a good rest, Su Xiao still needs a lot of help in the future, call me at any time if you have something." ”

She turned her face away, her ears were a little hot, and she pushed the car door and just got out of the car, when she heard a voice in front of the car.

"What are you doing?"

He Huan stood in front of the car, holding his arms with both hands, and his eyes fell on Lu Haowen's face through the window glass.

Lu Niansheng was startled, and he didn't know how long He Huan had been standing there watching, so he quickly closed the car door and walked over, "Mom, why did you come out?" ”

"If I don't come out, what are you going to do?"

He Huan's tone was a little displeased.

Lu Niansheng was extremely depressed, raised his hand and waved to Lu Haowen to signal him to go, but Lu Haowen sat still for a while, and suddenly opened the car door without saying a word and came down.

Lu Niansheng was dumbfounded, and saw Lu Haowen walking straight to He Huan.

He smiled humbly, "Mrs. Lu, hello, I'm Lu Haowen." ”

He Huan was stunned.

She hadn't seen Lu Haowen, it was all hearsay, after all, the age was there, she didn't want Lu Niansheng to find someone with a big age difference, but now that she saw Lu Haowen, she was a little surprised in her heart, this side is indeed a lot younger than the actual age. () "This Marriage" only represents the author's view of Yuebei, if it is found that its content violates the content of national laws and conflicts, please delete it, and the position is only committed to providing a healthy and green reading platform.

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