"Yan'er ......" Yan couldn't figure out the reason at all, and he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only look at his beloved daughter with a worried face.

Xia Yan cried for a while, and then as if he had vented his inner grievances, he sat up from the bed and smiled at everyone in the room: "Yan'er is willful for a while, which makes you worry." ”

At this time, Xia Yan really felt a little ashamed of everyone, he was just emotionally unstable and fell into a low ebb for a while, and he really shouldn't have caused so many people to worry.

She also knew that she was a little too much this time, but when she thought of the system that controlled her, and remembered that the hope of changing back to Xiaoyi was getting slimmer and slimmer, her heart couldn't help but be sad.

Although the cause was the drinking meeting, somehow, there was still a lot of uncontrollable crankiness in her head.

It's not that she didn't hear Fu Duozhi talk about Gao Yuxing's passing of the preliminary round, although there were surprises and surprises, but she couldn't withstand the unspeakable grievances in her heart.

In the past few days, she has really given up all the urge to know herself, and everything seems to her to be indifferent.

Even if Gao Yu passes the preliminary round, there will be a semi-final later, which may not necessarily guarantee a smooth pass.

If she can't win the wine fight, she can't change back to Xiaoyi.

Since you can't get back to Xiaoyi, you simply use your life to repay it. Maybe if you get out of this body, you will be able to merge with Xiaoyi.

Although she had the idea of cutting it off, she knew that Anzhi Tinglan was by her side day and night, and she couldn't do anything suicidal at all.

Since she can't do it herself, she can only choose the most direct way...... Starve.

She just lay on the bed in a daze, afraid that no one could force her to eat.

The idea is right, she feels that she is already about to succeed, and she will be able to meet Xiao Yi smoothly in a few more days.

Just when he was dizzy and the laughter of Xiao Yi had already appeared in his ears, Xia Huai and Yan suddenly broke through the door.

She knew that her mother was crying, she knew that her brother was shouting her name, and she knew that Sister-in-law He and they were also coming in, she knew everything, but she didn't want to respond.

She really didn't want to come to her senses, she didn't want to face the world that had already bored her a little.

Although she was sorry for everyone who cared about her, she was really tired, and she didn't want to bear it anymore......

If you still can't get back to Xiaoyi, then ...... Let's wait until the next life.

If there is a next life......

Just as she was about to ignore everything and just wait to leave this world, she heard a familiar name in her ear.

"Mu Fan is back!"

This was the only sentence that Xia Yan listened to in his heart.

Xia Yan admitted that if there is any nostalgia in this world, Yan's is one, Xia Huai is one, Xiao Hei is one, and Xue Ci is also one.

Even if there is nostalgia, but leaving them, Xia Yan only has reluctance and guilt in his heart.

But when she thought that she would never see that person again, her heart tingled inexplicably.

The pain, the pain like a knife, actually brought her dead heart back to life.

Gradually, she felt her heartbeat, heard her faint breathing, felt Yan's body temperature when she touched her, and even everything in front of her regained color.

Xia Yan, who woke up, was full of grievances and didn't know how to express it, so she couldn't help crying.

After all, she is just a teenager in this world, obviously the age of play, but she has to live a life beyond her peers.

can earn money, can help the family improve their lives, can give her the status she has today, she is more grateful to the system than anyone else.

Gratitude is grateful, but she doesn't want to be coerced by the system all the time.

But the younger one......

In the final analysis, Xiao Yi will leave the space completely because of her own willfulness, and only by letting Xiao Yi come back can her heart be completely calm.

Only by letting Xiao Yi come back can she fully integrate into this world without any pressure, and then she will never think about leaving here and returning to Earth.

If she doesn't have to go back to Earth, she doesn't have to collect those merits, and if she doesn't have to collect them, she doesn't have to listen to the system's commands......

As for the parents of that previous life...... Just let it be.

Since they have abandoned themselves, why should they bother to find them in their hearts?

Here, she has a mother who loves her, a brother who cares about her, a family who respects her, and ...... The one she couldn't let go of the most.

With so many people to accompany you, the past life ...... Just let it go with the wind.

Crying and crying, Xia Yan's heart knot slowly untied, and suddenly he had the idea of living again, and he was no longer as depressed as before.

But after all, I haven't eaten for three days, and the originally white and tender little face is already a little sallow, even if there is a smile on the face, it is just a strong hold in the eyes of others. The first grab

"Miss...... You ...... "Xia Yan has a great kindness to Qing'er, so in her heart, her own young lady is more important than anything else, seeing that Xia Yan is obviously supporting, she can't say anything.

Miss's decision is always right, and she, a girl, just needs to support it silently.

While comforting herself like this, Qing'er pressed the worry in her heart back into her stomach and changed her words: "Miss, you haven't eaten for a few days, are you thirsty, are you hungry, do you want Qing'er to bring you some water?" ”

Qing'er's words finally brought everyone back to their senses, they were only worried just now, and they forgot that their young lady had not eaten a drop of water for a few days.

Sister-in-law He and Yu'er hurriedly wiped away their tears, and only said "Miss is hungry, let's go prepare some food", then saluted Xia Yan and pulled Qing'er to run outside the house.

The young lady finally woke up, and they must prepare more food for her liking.

No matter how much you say, it's better to let the young lady recover as soon as possible.

Looking at the little faces that had been a little yellow after being hungry for a few days, they couldn't help but feel distressed.

Looking at the figure of the three of them leaving quickly, Xia Yan sighed helplessly, she didn't want to eat anything at all, but she couldn't stop them because of their kindness.

The three of them left, and at this moment, there were only three people left in the house and four people from An Zhi, and there were no outsiders.

"Yan'er...... Can you ......" Yan hesitated, tentatively trying to say what was in his heart, "Can you tell me ......?"

At this moment, a voice suddenly sounded outside: "Big sister, big sister, I'm here!" ”

Hearing this familiar and underwhelming voice, how could Xia Yan not know who it was, she pinched her eyebrows, and said to An Zhi: "Stop that nasty pompous exaggeration out of the door, now I don't want to see him." ”

Anzhi took the order to leave, and Xia Yan smiled at Yan again: "Mother, what did you want to say just now, no one is disturbing now, you just say it." ”

"Yan'er, I want to say, you ...... Can you please not hide ......"

Before he finished speaking, the voice sounded again: "Eldest sister, you can't see me, I passed...... I passed the preliminary round, and we can participate in the semi-finals! ”

"Kishi!" Xia Yan frowned and shouted outward, "Get this annoying thing out of the door, I don't want to hear him speak today." ”

"Yes." An Zhi's voice came, but after a while, there was no sound outside the house.

"Mother......" Xia Yan smiled awkwardly, "No one really bothers me now, ...... you"

"Forget it." Yan sighed lightly, "It's not a big deal, don't talk about it." ”

"But ......"

Xia Yan wanted to say something, but Yan rubbed her head a few times dotingly: "Yan'er, my mother is only worried about your body, as long as you are okay, I will be at ease, nothing else matters." ”

"Mother......" Xia Yan pursed her lips and couldn't say anything more.

To be honest, Xia Yan could still guess a few points about what Yan wanted to say.

Yan's previous conversation with Xia Huai outside the door, she heard it clearly.

Xia Yan actually didn't want to hide everything from her, but when she thought of her character who had become more and more sad under the influence of Gu worms, Xia Yan didn't dare to tell her the truth.

Xia Yan faced the Yan family at this time, and he really felt a little guilty in his heart.

She obviously cares about herself, but she ...... herself

Just when Xia Yan didn't know how to speak, he heard Yan's voice sound, and his words were full of concern: "Yan'er, you lie down first, and I'll bring you a bowl of porridge." If you haven't eaten for a few days, you should first eat something light to nourish your stomach. ”

After speaking, Yan helped Xia Yan to lie down again, and she said a few words to Xia Huai and left quickly.

After confirming that the Yan family had left, Xia Yan sighed and asked in a low voice, "Brother, is it really appropriate for us to do everything like this?" ”

"Yan'er, if you tell your mother everything, is it appropriate?" Xia Huai sighed and asked rhetorically.

Yes, if you don't tell her, she'll be worried, but if you tell her, she'll still be worried.

There is no way to have the best of both worlds in this world, and although it will make people feel a lot less worried, many times, ignorance is a kind of happiness.

Just when Xia Yan was struggling with what way to face the Yan family in the future, Ting Lan walked in and saluted: "Miss, shopkeeper Fu asked me to say hello to you on his behalf, he said that you have just recovered, and other things should be put aside, it is better to rest more." He was relieved to know that you were fine, and he would leave without bothering today. ”

"Uncle Fu, is he already gone?" Xia Yan propped up the bed with both hands, ready to sit up again.

"Miss Hui, the shopkeeper is still outside the door." Seeing this, Tinglan immediately reached out to help, "He's still waiting for me to reply." ”

Xia Yan held the hand handed over by Ting Lan and sat up with her help: "Since he hasn't left yet, you can help me keep people first." When I freshen up, I'll naturally go see him. ”

"But...... Miss ......" Tinglan looked at Xia Yan's pale and yellow face, after all, she didn't say what was in her heart, she gritted her teeth, "Yes...... I'll go. ”

"Tinglan, I know I don't want to talk like this in my heart." Xia Yan smiled, "You must think that I am weak at this time, and it is inconvenient to meet guests." ”

Guessing what he thought, Ting Lan nodded, shook his head again, and said, "Miss's order, I will obey it." ”