4. Horror dreams
We've all had many, many dreams, and many of the scenes in the dreams are so bizarre that it feels like another parallel world where you can swim in.
When I was in college, I used to have the same dreams, and those dreams would always haunt me.
And when the dream that haunted me appeared, I suddenly realized that it was like a game in life!
When you repeat the same dream, in an infinite loop, you will find that it is a sudden suggestion.
On college campuses, I walked many times and it all felt familiar, and I even subconsciously felt what was going to happen around me and what was going to happen.
And all these things have appeared in my dreams before, and this similar scene appears again, which makes people think about it with great fear.
I remember very well one time when I went to the cafeteria with my roommates from college. On the road we were walking, there was a school building under construction.
And it just so happened that I had seen it somewhere, as if it was in my dream last night.
I thought of last night's dream in which a steel rod would be smashed on the body of one of my classmates, and a lot of blood would be shed.
When I walked somewhere, I suddenly felt that something was not right, and immediately pulled my college roommate by the hand, and in an instant two steel rods fell violently, and I was lying less than a meter away from us.
When my college roommate saw this, he broke out in a cold sweat.
She said that if I hadn't pulled her, she might have been stoned to death. And when I told her about the dream I had yesterday, she was even more frightened and her legs went limp.
When we told my roommates about it, they thought it was amazing and they thought I had a sense of foresight.
No, it's not a kind of foreknowledge. It's because I was born with yin and yang eyes, and I was able to dream of people who were dying, or people who were about to die.
The college roommate was glad he escaped and invited me to dinner, and I remember eating Pizza Hut together very well.
But the day after eating, I took my college roommate and never came to class again. Later, I heard that she had passed away, and she was on the way back from eating Pizza Hut with me yesterday, because she didn't look at the road on her phone, and fell into the river and drowned.
Therefore, when many people talk to me about dreams, I inexplicably have a strong sense of fear.
I deeply understand that dreams cannot be changed, even if the scenes are similar, even if the facts are changed at the time, but afterwards, that person still cannot escape the fate of death.
In college, I watched a movie called "The Grim Reaper" and it was happening around me.
As long as a familiar person appears in my dreams, then I clearly know that he must be gone.
I've been haunted by repetitive dreams like this, and every time I wake up, my tears wet my pillow.
No one knows the pain of losing a loved one that can't be changed.
In college, the most dream I had was that my grandfather was listening to the radio and basking in the sun, and my grandmother came to my grandfather with a dog, saying that she wanted to take him on a long trip.
And the big golden retriever that my grandmother led was the dog that my grandmother had raised for ten years and later died of old age.
My deceased grandmother led a dead dog and came to take my grandfather away.
Later, when I was about to go on vacation, I received a call from my mother, and she told me that my grandfather had passed away.
I felt terrible and painful, and I couldn't change any of the facts, I could only watch the death of my loved ones.
Until I graduated from college, I had many similar strange dreams in a row, and I knew very well that this was the order of death of my loved ones or friends.
Once, when my aunt's sister knew that I had the ability to predict life and death, she pulled me into a corner and asked me very reverently, "Sister, can you tell me who will die next?" ”
I didn't answer her, even though I knew that the next person to die would be my aunt, but I couldn't help but say nothing.
From then on, I began to hate the ability to predict such dreams because I didn't want to know in advance the order of death of the loved ones around me.
But it kept coming to me in my dreams, and I couldn't control him completely.
I didn't dare tell my parents about these things, because I already knew a list of the order in which my loved ones would die. If my parents found out about it, they would only get more and more miserable.
It's just that I feel helpless, why is there no order of death for me in this list?
Could it be that, just like the Taoist priest who told my fortune in the first place, I exist to bear all the pain of this time?
I have come to this world to atone for my sins, but this way of atonement is difficult for me to accept.
With pain, with struggle, with powerlessness, it just makes me completely broken!
In my four years of college, I attended no less than five funerals, and the order of these funerals was never missed in my dreams.
Now that I think about it, my body is shaking all the time.
And my sister still refused to give up and asked me, "Who will die next?" Who are you dreaming of? ”
At the mention of my dreams, my relatives were full of fear for me.
Ever since everyone knew that I had the ability to dream about death, the most common thing many people said to me was, "Don't dream about me!" Please! ”
I can't change that fact, but the only thing I can do is for my relatives around me to protect the person who is ahead of him if they want to keep their relatives safe.
As long as the person in front of him doesn't have any problems, the person behind him will definitely not have any problems!
This is my experience, a real-life version of "The Grim Reaper"!
The difference is that I predicted the order of death in a dream!
After listening to what I said, my parents began to do what I said, as long as they tried their best to protect the people in front of the order from accidents.
Later, my relatives, knowing the order, would do the same, and gradually they seemed to become a little distant in death.
In this life, many things cannot be easily changed, all we can do is to cherish the present, live the life we should live every day, and live in the present!