Above the main hall, bright and yellow clothes, I can finally distinguish some clearly, but only his face, the more I try to see it clearly, the more blurred it becomes. I knelt on the ground and grabbed him by the sleeve, and my heart hurt.

I still remember the miserable night, when thousands of torches crackled, and the good girl who accompanied me, who was pierced to death by a full load of feathered arrows, but I could not even move, and I could not even say a word. I wanted to beg him to save you, but he came too late, and the sweetheart in his arms asked me why I was here.

My tears were almost dry, but it was useless, I saw you not far away, dressed in black clothes, motionless.

He put his finger in my mouth, and when I bit down hard, I didn't know if I bit my tongue or bit his hand, but I finally spit it out. My good girl, it's useless to blame me, blame me for not being able to save you by watching.

But the long wind and snow split the head and face and blew down, the hall of the torch night was suddenly gone, and the Kunlun Mountain, which was covered with snow in all seasons, was very cold. I obviously went to Kunlun Mountain to witness my relatives, with a thousand faces and a red silk shirt and a hand-cranked sandalwood folding fan; Changning's ink hair is knee-high, the ice is as clear as snow, and Zhu Meiyan is beautiful. But why did I see Qianyan in the big red robe being pierced through his chest by countless spears, why did I see Changning self-destructing the immortal body, and resolutely drew the jade bone, Chang'an Yushun turned into a six-sided jade coffin according to her will, sealing Qianyan. Wind swords, snow arrows, rustling frost, the morning light passed through, and hit me and Prince Yu Qi in front of my eyes.

Changning, I wanted to beg him to save you, but he grabbed my wrist and told me that you shouldn't have lived. But it's still my fault, I can't do anything to pinch you and your sweetheart for such a day.

In this dream, in the mortal heavens, reincarnation is counted, and one knife after another makes my heart bitter.

I tugged at his sleeve tightly, "You really became so ruthless and unrighteous, do you really want to die without help?" But I let go and blamed myself, "Blame me...... Actually, it's all my fault...... I can't complain about others......"

"Divine Monarch...... Jian Rong is here......" he said.

He said Jane Rong was here.

But who is Jian Rong?

A fishy saltiness welled up in his throat, sliding down his neck to behind his ears, and he couldn't stop it, but the silk handkerchief trembled and stuck to it. I still grabbed him by the sleeve, "Will you let me go...... I don't have more than two years to live......" I begged him.

The touch of the silk handkerchief slid abruptly down from his face and disappeared. I heard my teeth chatter, followed by a thud, and the smooth silk cloth shook violently, pressing down little by little, wiping away the blood.

"Divine Monarch...... You, you wait a minute, Jian Rong will go and find the princess immediately, you bear with me first......"

He pulled my hand away, and I grabbed his sleeve tightly.

I know he doesn't want me anymore. He married the girl he loved most at the enthronement ceremony. His kindness to me was all a bargaining chip to save the life of his sweetheart......

But who the hell am I......

"Shenjun, can you let go first......

Yes, I am the only marriage god monarch in the world, and I am Liangyu...... But why is that pale-faced girl so much like me? I comforted myself, this is just a coincidence, this Shenjun is a little fatter than her, you see, no matter how tough the sixth senior brother is, isn't it quite similar to Shen Yu......

I let go of his sleeve and leaned over in the aster bushes that covered the mountains and greeted, "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person." ”

"Shenjun, you can hold on, Jian Rong will return quickly!"

He left after all. I feel very sorry and sad, but I can't tell what I regret or what I am sad about. The sound of the door closing was neither light nor heavy, and the whole world seemed to have no sound of him anymore. Streams of blood spilled out of my throat, and I moved my arm to erase it, but it fell down again, and I thought......

I'm afraid I'll be at the end of my life.

If I were the marriage god Jun Liangyu, then I would have lived for 120,000 years.

I have pity on myself, I have lived for so many years, and I have witnessed countless in-laws, but this long immortal journey, 120,000 times are fleeting, but I am about to die, but I have not met that beloved.

The gold and jade are good, the jade is good, the jade is good, and the jade is not good. But I feel more and more that Master, he has chosen such a good name, and it is in vain to use it on me.

At this moment, it suddenly became clear, and I missed Master and his old man very much. He was so good to me.

I may not see him for the last time.

There are also six senior brothers and Shen Yu. In fact, I also miss them, I don't know when the sixth senior brother will be able to show off as a woman, and I don't know when they will have a child. I don't know if the Heavenly Emperor and the gods of the Eight Desolations will let them go.

There is also a small phoenix wood. I wasn't really worried about him. I believe that such a clever sapling will surely bloom in a few years, grow higher and higher, and transform into a young man who will marry his beloved sister of the water lilies.

But now, I'm most worried about Changning. Jing Chen said that Prince Yu Qi worked hard to protect her weak life, and said that he had a way to bring Changning back to life, as long as Changning was willing to live. I wanted to tell Jian Rong a few words, but I shouted a few vaguely, but no one answered me. I hope Jingchen can be more stable and help Jian Rong save Changning. This god is sorry for her, and I'm sorry for the dead Qianyan.

At this moment, it was extremely quiet. I could hear the sound of the wind in my ears and feel the scent of aster flowers coming in through the window in the early morning. I don't know if after I die, the aster flowers that grew all over the mountains under the guidance of Lord Tianzun's flute will also die with me. I thought about it for a while, and I thought that it should not be, their lives are all in the hands of the elder, and they have nothing to do with me.

I want to get up and draw another fan and leave it to ......

To whom......

Forget it.

The blood gushing up from my lungs gradually decreased, and some of it spilled into my mouth, and I swallowed it. The neck and behind the ears are still sticky, much like when I had nosebleeds in those years of drinking tonics. Sometimes when I was asleep at night, I felt that the snot was flowing out uncontrollably, some of which flowed down my neck, some of which slid down my cheeks and behind my ears, and the pillow was sticky and very uncomfortable. At that time, the sixth senior brother couldn't stand it the most: "Xiao Jiu, why are you so sloppy!" I stretched out my claws and wiped a handful of blood from under my nose, and then casually brushed his sleeve or the fabric off his shoulder, and wiped my hands. The sixth senior brother dared to be angry and didn't dare to speak. I don't know if the sixth senior brother will laugh at me and dislike me when they see me like this when they come to collect my body. I wanted to raise my sleeves to wipe it, but I couldn't even lift my arms, I only felt that the fairy energy on my body was stranded one by one, and it continued to pull out. Now I don't even have the strength to move. I know I'm too ugly to look like now, but I can't dress up.

However, I heard from other senior brothers that when Master picked me up back then, I was a very ugly little ball of flesh, bare and didn't even have a few hairs, only a sparse handful on my forehead. Master showed great mercy and accepted me, the only female disciple. I also regret that I didn't appear in front of the master in the best appearance, but the senior brothers said, Xiao Jiu, if you were a very beautiful little phoenix, the master would not accept you, and the master is kind-hearted, and he is often very sympathetic to ugly and pitiful animals. When I think about it, I'm right. even secretly thanked my father and mother for making me so ugly when I was a child.

So, it's nothing to look like this with a blood-covered and ugly face now. In fact, we who practice Buddhism pay the most attention to the reincarnation of cause and effect, and the fate of life and death is ugly when we come and leave. In short, it's always connected, and I'm living a very fulfilling life.

So.

It's good to leave like this.

The mind is out of control, and the mind is becoming clearer. I'm afraid this is the same as the "return to the light" mentioned in the mortal world, the light in the mind of this god monarch at this time is very transparent, and the past is clear. I wore a crimson skirt, pinching the marriage fan to witness the marriage, the cold came and the summer, I really witnessed many immortals' relatives, the gold thread and red rope around the jade buckle, I polished out one by one and wore it on the handle of the fan, and the pictures on the fan with a happy meaning were also added by me one by one, and the marriage text showed that I always wrote according to the best words, and this god was on the position of holding the marriage of the immortals.

I originally thought that a good immortal like myself, who was conscientious and kind-hearted, would always be seen by God, and it would not be difficult to at least give me a good person, but you see that the two people this god met in this life, one of them gave up me and hurt my right heart, so that I was destined for three years; One was very good to me at first, and when I liked him, I found that he was just a sanctimonious person, and he was actually indifferent to the spirit beings.

But if there is an afterlife, I don't want to be this marriage god. First, I have witnessed relatives for others for so many years, and I feel very aggrieved that I am still a single; Second, the scene between Changning and Qianyan really poked a hole in my heart, even though my left heart was originally a hole, I still couldn't stand it.

But after thinking about it, where is the immortal reborn, dead is dead, the soul is scattered, the immortal body is gone, and there is not even a trace, except for the good mixed and the evildoer, the immortal book can record you, and the rest, there is nothing. At this time, this god monarch was relieved.

I'm waiting for the rest of my time to die.

However, at this moment, the door opened with a loud bang, and the cold breeze passed through the door, and I wanted to open my eyes to see who it was, but I couldn't open it. The sound of his footsteps staggered at first, but then became more and more heavy and calm, like the familiar aura of the old man rushing to his face, bright and jumping, wanton and unrestrained. He was leaning on the wall and looking at me, and I thought he would ask me, "Are you a nun?" I was about to scold him: "You are a nun!" Your whole family is a nun! ”

But on the spiritual platform, the rootless water turned into a rain and covered me, extinguishing the last trace of my vitality. He took me in his arms and called me—

"Ayu, Ayu......"

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