In the past few days of lying in bed, I have been thinking about two things: first, why can I now lie peacefully on the bed in Yuchun Tower instead of in the dungeon of the palace? The only memory I had before I fell unconscious was that I killed the prince in the palace, and Ye Linghan looked at me from hot to cold. Second, who was the person who wanted to assassinate the Four Princes that day besides me? Will Ye Linghan think that I am their comrade?

And every time I think of Ye Linghan now, he is as deep and cold as his name. There is also that sentence that can never be forgotten: Qinglou woman, no matter how beautiful she is, it is a disaster.

Yes, I was originally a scourge, and the purpose of my life in the world was to assassinate the four princes!

But why didn't you kill me? Or why not debunk my identity? I couldn't figure it out, and my mind was in turmoil.

Wan'er began to dodge me whenever I brought it up, and after feeling better a little, I decided to ask her what happened.

"Girl, you're resting in bed!" Wan'er sweated profusely and ran into the room from the outside, squeaked the wooden door shut, and the sleeves of his robe were slightly rolled up, it seemed that she had just finished wiping the floor.

"Wan'er"

"Huh?"

"Don't dodge my question anymore, okay, you tell me how I got back from the palace, okay? You know, I'm just you. ”

I looked at her anxiously, tears were about to burst out of my eyes, yes, I desperately wanted to know the reason, I just wanted to know the reason, I wasn't thinking about that cold night Linghan, no.

"Girl, in fact, someone is not allowed to talk about this matter...... Wan'er bit her lip, as if she had made up her mind, and finally opened her mouth: "It's the guard, the one surnamed Ye or something, he brought the girl back, he asked the old mother to help the girl call the doctor to see the injury, and asked the mother to arrange a quiet room for the girl to recuperate, the night guard said that the girl was frightened in the palace, so none of us should mention this matter in front of you, and don't make a public announcement, try to keep the girl's affairs here secret......"

I was stunned, it was him! But why did he do it? Everyone in the world knows that the royal guards are all sworn allegiance, let alone the brocade guards, the best of the guards? For the sake of those they are loyal to, they can even go head-to-head with an entire legion and not change their faces, and now they will shake their principles for the sake of a woman?

I didn't want to believe it, and I didn't dare to let myself believe it, and I repeated his words over and over again in my heart: Qinglou woman, no matter how beautiful she is, it is a disaster.

I unwrapped the bandage on my face in the mirror, and the long brown scar on the left side of my face snaked from the corner of my eye to my jaw, like a poisonous snake, hideous and terrifying.

I have been completely destroyed, and the past me has been completely dead. I reached out to caress it, but the wound hadn't fully healed, and it still hurt hotly when I touched it.

Hehe, my life is really legendary, and I suddenly changed from the most beautiful in the world to the ugliest in the world.

However, whether I am the most beautiful or the ugliest, the fate like dew will never come back after all.

Even if Ye Linghan really loves me, what if he has the heart to protect me? He said: With me, no one can touch you. But he also watched me stab the dagger into the heart of the fourth prince, who was his allegiance, and I knew that he would never forgive me again, but I was moved by him first.

I finally understood what the deep fear I felt when he looked at me, a fear that I would have to be against him from now on, a fear that I would never be near him again, a fear that he would get farther and farther away from me, a fear that I would lose before I got it......

Some encounters are just to say goodbye, but some goodbyes are also so silent.