When the sound of dripping in the house came into his ears clearly, Gu Jingfeng woke up from the bed in a daze, the corners of his lips were chapped, and he was hot, looking at the familiar arrangement, he knew that he had returned to the general's mansion, and Wang An was waiting for him to warm the medicine at that time.

"The general is awake, you have a fever, get up and drink some medicine first, cook millet porridge on the stove, and let the girl serve you some in a while, warm your stomach." Wang An listened to the movement on the bed, and only took out the decoction in the jar and put it in front of Gu Jingfeng.

Gu Jingfeng, who had not recovered from his injuries and had been walking without sleep for days, fell outside the gate of Nanxu Tower, and had a high fever day and night, and would wake up in three days.

"How did I get back?" The moment he woke up, Gu Jingfeng only pulled his hoarse voice, stroked his forehead and frowned to avoid the uncomfortable feeling, and then couldn't help but ask Wang Andao beside him, from the moment Shen Qingwu turned around and left, his memory was broken.

"When the guards guarding outside the Nanxu Tower found that the general had fainted, they carried the general back." Wang An heard his question, and only answered honestly.

"Who is the man with the child, and why does his child still call Mrs. a mother? How do you take care of your wife in this capital, and how can you still let the men next to you get close to your wife? Hearing Wang An say this, Gu Jingfeng sighed for a while, and he was still expecting Shen Qingwu to send him back, he pursed his lips, frowned, and couldn't help but scold Wang An.

Wang An is also innocent, "That man is a famous businessman in this capital, his name is Ji Beichen, and his wife has not met him a few times, and it is only two or three times, and the small one is just far away to let people guard the comfort of his wife, where do you know how to ......"

"That's it......"

Gu Jingfeng heard Wang An's explanation, and couldn't stop waving his hand, only glad that he came back early, if he was one step late, he was afraid that Shen Qingwu would be abducted, but how to chase this little wife back, Gu Jingfeng's heart was very bottomless.

Shen Qingwu was so stubborn, just thinking of the way she stood on the street and talked to her, Gu Jingfeng felt cold and unconfident in her heart.

"These days, let a few of my subordinates have good skills, they must have followed Mrs., Begonia is not dead, and it will definitely come out in the future, this time, I can't let Begonia hurt Mrs., if Mrs. has another mistake, I only ask you!"

In the past half a year, Gu Jingfeng's subordinates have searched all the places inside and outside the capital, but there is no trace of Begonia, I thought Begonia was dead, but I didn't think that she was still alive, but I don't know where she was hiding and snooping.

If he is one step too late today, there is no sure what will happen, and now Begonia is a time bomb, and she doesn't know what she will explode, so she must find someone before she goes crazy!

In the winter of Xiao Suo, a heavy snow came quietly, like catkins sprinkled down, dense like silk pouring down with the heavy snow between heaven and earth, only instantly covered the roof of the market with a layer of white, flying snow sprinkled all over the sky, like fairy sleeves flying and dancing in the air, the continuous white snow will see the scenery into a piece of snow white, Qiong branches and jade leaves, powder jade bricks.

Heavy snow, Shen Qingwu was too lazy to go out, just sat under the eaves of the porch at home and stretched out his hand and then swirled the falling snowflakes, feeling the coldness of the snowflakes melting in his hands.

Today's thirteenth, there are two more days is Shangyuan, there is a banquet in the palace of Shangyuan Festival, for Gu Jingfeng to return to Beijing early, this night banquet is also a celebration for Gu Jingfeng, the emperor has informed the officials above the third grade in Beijing early, and brought his family into the palace for the banquet.

Shen Qingwu didn't plan to join in the fun, but she didn't want to, her sister sent the blue grass next to her to say in person, even the clothes and jewelry had been prepared, Shen Qingwu was impatient, and now she only looked at the clothes on the table and sighed.

"It's snowing heavily, you're still cold outside, are you trying to get sick or what?" When he sighed softly from the bottom of his heart, Shen Jingxuan, who came from the thin snow under his feet and the oil umbrella in his hand, was dressed in a green shirt, covered with a dark wool collar cloak, and looked like a son, looking at Shen Qingwu, who was sitting under the porch full of sorrow, and raised his voice softly.

"Brother......" Shen Qingwu looked up and smiled.

"Nonsense!"

Shen Jingxuan took her frozen hand and stopped bluffing her, Shen Qingwu pretended to pout naughtily, and the two entered the house.

On the Xiaoye Rosewood table in the room, a suit of gorgeous clothes and jewelry placed in the tray made Shen Qingwu upset, and only asked Su Xin to accept them.

"I saw that as soon as Gu Jingfeng's kid came back, you were like a frosted eggplant, this is different from my little sister in the past, you still put that kid in your heart, that's why you have that kind of emotion, isn't it?"

Shen Jingxuan looked at the set of Chinese clothes and jewelry that was taken away, and only opened his mouth lightly to his little sister, but the words touched Shen Qingwu's heart, Shen Qingwu did not speak, just poured a cup of tea for Shen Jingxuan, put it in front of him, sat down by himself, fiddled with the cup in his hand, and was silent.

"You used to love to read scriptures, the Buddha said that you can't let go, you can break, you are comfortable, I look at your current appearance, but I am very worried, I am worried all day long, I suffer myself like this, it is better to take advantage of the Shangyuan Festival, and Gu Jingfeng made it clear, you are still young, and you still have time to marry someone well, if you decide to get together with Gu Jingfeng and disperse, my brother also supports you, this time, I must find a good one for you, and no one will bully you again."

Seeing that Shen Qingwu was silent, Shen Jingxuan only patted her hand gently, and only persuaded her bitterly, "If you can't let go of him, you yourself know that the days are to look forward, not backward, that accident was an accident, no one wants that to happen, the family and the country, Gu Jingfeng's responsibility is something we can't understand, the position is different, now I am your own brother, you hate him, I will naturally help you dislike it together, if you are in the court, I admire him for using himself, Slaughtered nearly fifty or sixty thousand troops in the desert, changed the border and a peace, this is my brother's heart, not to help him, public and private, different positions, I will not sway your heart, force you to do something, just hope that my little sister, as before, every day smiling like a flower is the best, you are so sad and sad, we see it in our eyes and in our hearts, do you understand. ”

At this moment, Shen Jingxuan was very calm and talked to Shen Qingwu in her heart, impartially, and did not persuade her in the so-called way that I am good for you, which made Shen Qingwu very relieved, since Gu Jingfeng came back, her emotions have indeed suffered a lot of ups and downs, and the whole person is also cowardly, the moment she turned around and returned to Nanxulou that day, she knew that Gu Jingfeng behind her fainted, but she only ruthlessly let herself not see, at that moment, she was in a state of confusion, and she didn't know how to face that man.

Shen Jingxuan's words are true, yes, it is indeed worth it to confuse the desert soldiers with a child's life in exchange for the entire border pass or the peace of the imperial city, if it were someone else, Shen Qingwu would feel that that person was great and worthy of admiration, but that child was not alive from her own belly, and she was not glorious!

"I can't hold it, I can't put it down."

"Midnight dream, I can always see that child's face, his eyes are closed, his whole body is red, so pitiful, I hate myself for being so stupid, not worthy of being a mother, brother, you know the moment he slipped out of my belly, my heart is like a missing piece, is it difficult to fill it, I like Gu Jingfeng, the moment he brought back Begonia, I hated him and wanted to leave him, but when he blocked the sword for me, the moment the tip of the sword pierced my body in front of me, I thought how could there be such a man in this world, I was tempted for him, But I was also sad for him, for so many days, I thought I had let go, but it turned out that the moment I saw him, I still felt heartache, I still thought of the bloody child, and my heart still couldn't let go......"

"I don't even know why I'm so conflicted!"

Shen Qingwu hid in her brother's arms, feeling the warmth, and opened her heart to her brother and said the words she had held back for a long time, since she came back, her eyes that had not been soaked with tears for a long time, at this moment tears were like rain, she lay on Shen Jingxuan's shoulder, and couldn't stop crying.

"Brother, I don't know, now I am, even I hate ...... myself"