Chapter 196: I Regret It, Okay?!

I knew he was standing in the doorway, very close to me, but I couldn't hide the distance between the two hearts......

At this time, Quan Yu is an unprecedented strangeness to me!

So, I could only continue to look out the window stupidly, without looking back, and I couldn't make a sound.

"I ...... I didn't come to see you in time to accompany you. Wife, I'm sorry! ”

Such words, such a gentle tone, do not look like his lines of power and depression.

I wanted to laugh at myself, but I couldn't move the corners of my mouth......

His question remained unanswered, and the air in the room grew heavier.

"If it's okay, let Yi Xiaoyi accompany you back to China tomorrow, okay?"

Finally, Kwon Yu's tone revealed a hint of impatience.

It seems that he wants to be able to withdraw after finishing quickly;

It seems that this trip to my hospital room is just a formality for him.

Was he telling me how helpless he was?

Was he forced to come to my ward out of desperation?!

Suddenly, tears welled up in my eyes......

"Got it!"

I suppressed my resentment, and after coldly throwing this sentence to him, I resolutely turned and strode out of the ward, without looking at him.

Didn't expect him to chase it out!

Kwon Yu will never chase a woman who has thrown her hands and walked away!

But this time, I seem to be wrong!

……

Quan Yu immediately chased after me, didn't hold me, just strode behind me, and asked anxiously:

"Where are you going? Shouldn't you lie in bed and get a good rest? ”

"Don't worry! I'm not bothering Kwon Hyuk! ”

I quickened my pace and didn't look back at him for a moment.

"That's not what I meant, you ......"

"Go get busy!" I interrupted and coldly dropped a sentence, "If there is something, I will find Yi Xiaoyi myself!" ”

"How do you find her? You don't even have a phone, I ......"

"Don't worry about it!!"

I interrupted again, stopped abruptly, turned to face him, and said firmly and resolutely,

"Listen to Quan Yu, from this moment on, everything in Mi Sa has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with the surname Quan!"

After saying that, I ran away with a gust of wind and went straight to the nurse's table.

Kwon Yu didn't chase after him again......

I know that at that moment I was pretending to be firm and resolute, but in fact, my heart was painful and heavy.

Although my mind was confused at the moment, I didn't know where the pain was coming from......

Is it because of Kwon Yu, or is it Kwon Hyuk?

I just pretended to be calm and went to the nurse's desk and told the nurse in English that I had an urgent matter to be discharged and would be discharged now.

At the moment, I'm not doing it for anyone, I'm not angry, I just don't want to stay here, I don't want to stay in the same place as the Kwon brothers......

Since they are both going to draw a "full stop", I should also make a decision immediately!

I was worried about what to do if the nurse couldn't understand English, but fortunately, the nurse understood and told me in broken English that she would ask the attending doctor to go back to the ward and wait.

I didn't insist, turned around and hurried to my room......

Kwon Wook is still standing in the same place in the corridor!

When I passed by him, I swaggered with my face expressionless, still not stopping for a moment, not even looking at him;

He kept staring blankly ahead as I passed by, and although his gaze did not stop at me, this moment ......

He felt Misa's resoluteness, and that peace that bordered on despair!

The stupid girl had never been in such a state in front of him, so he unconsciously ......

Scared!

I'm worried!

Dazed!

With a hint of it, my heart hurts!

……

When I got back to the ward, I was still in that position, sitting on the edge of my bed and staring out the window into the night. My heart is still very empty, but there are two more lines of tears on my face......

I wonder if Kwon Yu is still standing in the hallway, is his heart touched?

I wonder if Kwon Hyuk, who is pretending to have amnesia in another ward, is heavy and tangled?

I only know this moment, and I don't know where the song "Loser" of the "Forced Gang" came from:

"LOSER IS ALONE, A GREAT COWARD IN DISGUISE, A LITTLE FLOWER WHO DOESN'T GO ON THE ROAD, YOU IN THE MIRROR. JUST, A, LOSER ARE ALONE, SCARRED BALES, FILTHY AND VILE GARBAGE ......"

"To be honest, this world has nothing to do with me, and things like love have long been forgotten for me when I was alone. I can't listen to it anymore, a love song full of hope, whether it's you or me, it's just a clown who has been tamed into the script and lingers in the......"

GD's singing pierced the hearts of three people, and in such a ridiculous script, we all felt that we were the complete losers!

So is Kwon Hyuk;

Mi Sa is like this;

The same is true for Kwon Yu!

……

Kwon Wook has been standing in the hallway, always in that position,

GD's singing touched him to the depths of his heart. Just now, Mi Sa had a calm that was almost desperate, and the moment he passed by him, it emptied his heart.

Quan Yu, who has always been extremely inferior and conceited, realized a fact at this time: it turns out that stupid girls are very important in his world! Very important!

Therefore, when GD's singing gradually stopped, he still chose to silently turn around and come to my hospital room.

"Sasa, the doctor said...... Say you can't be discharged from the hospital right now. ”

He stood behind me and said weakly, although he didn't call "wife" again, but gently shouted the "sass", but there was no perfunctory and arrogant just now, but it was real gentleness, full of distress.

But instead of comforting me, I felt sarcastic.

"Why not? I'm fine. ”

It's still a desperate calm, still doesn't turn around and doesn't look at him.

"Don't, don't rush to get out of the hospital, okay? Inner ...... I ......"

Quan Yu was actually nervous and speechless?

It seems to be back to the original state, which reminds me of the green and pure little brother in the M-sized woods.

"I'll arrange the discharge by myself, you don't have to worry."

I still have a calm tone, without any anger, I didn't think about this but it made Quan Yu irritable, and he scolded me inexplicably:

"Misa, can you not be angry?! Can you not add to the chaos?! ”

If it was once upon a time, I would have blown up.

But at this time, I only had a wry smile, stood up calmly from the hospital bed, and slowly turned to face him:

"I just don't want to cause trouble for you brothers, that's why I have to be discharged from the hospital early, Quan Shao, don't you understand?"

After saying that, I lowered my head and hurried out of the ward.

When I passed by him again, Quan Yu grabbed me and yelled at me hysterically:

"Misa, what the do you want?!"

When he finished roaring, his eyes instantly turned red.

But it still never touched my dead heart again......

"Let it go!"

I calmly and desperately removed his hand, looked at him coldly, and said:

"Quan Shao, you are too careful, I just want to ask the doctor, why didn't you let me be discharged?"

"I don't want you to be discharged!! I don't want you to go! Don't let you go! ”

Kwon Yu's face became more and more distorted, and his tone became more and more angry.

"Kwon Yu, what do you want? Didn't you ask me to return to China with Yi Xiaoyi as soon as possible? ”

"Do I regret it? I regret it, okay?! ”

He snarled at me with red eyes.

At this time, perhaps only God and Quan Yu himself really understood what this "regret" meant......

For a long time, Kwon Yu thought that the person he cared about and wanted the most was Kwon Hyuk, and only Kwon Hyuk.

But it wasn't until he witnessed Mi Sa's despair and calm that he suddenly realized that this woman was very important to him, and Mi Sa's status in his heart was no less than that of Kwon Hyuk.

He knew that Mi Sa was in love with him and had him in his heart. He thought he could control the silly girl at will, and thought he had subdued her......

But who knew that after a car accident, Kwon Hyuk chose "amnesia" and disturbed the hearts of the three people!

Mi Sa didn't lose control of anyone, there was no hysteria, but it was unexpectedly calm, and there was a desperate calm.

This calm made Quan Yu's heart turn upside down......

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I have to say that peace is the most powerful force in the world!

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At this time, in the face of his angry red eyes, I was still calm on the surface, but my heart was getting more and more bitter......

"Kwon Yu, my own business, decide for myself. Let it go! ”

"Let go? Hmph, why?! Don't forget I'm your husband! Mi Sa, you remember to Lao Tzu, I Quan Yu is your husband! It's your husband!! ”

He roared as he grabbed me by the shoulders and threw me the bed, then lunged at me again.

But this time, he didn't commit violence, but stopped abruptly at the moment when his lips were about to be kissed forcefully.

Perhaps it was my calmness that subdued him again, and at this moment he suddenly had no desire to commit violence, but pressed against me and stared at me with distress and sorrow......

Slowly, the slender fingers began to gently wipe the tears from my face.

I kept my eyes down and didn't look at him......

Maybe it's because you don't dare to look at it;

Disdain, perhaps;

Silent......

Several times, Kwon Yu's lips trembled slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but each time he wanted to say something.

Actually, I don't expect or force him to say anything or explain anything.

At this moment, I was really a little heartbroken......

After a long silence, Quan Yu spoke weakly, with a hint of choking:

"Treasure ...... Baby, don't be tough, okay? I'm your husband and it's my responsibility to take care of you, I'm ......"

"Quan Yu, don't deceive yourself!"

He was aggrieved and asked softly: "Mi Sa, what are you suspecting?" ”

“……”

"Or, you never treated me as a husband? Never considered herself a wife in power? ”

"Huh, wife? What a ridiculous identity! A wry smile came from the corner of my mouth, and another wave of tears welled up, "I'm not anyone's wife, nor is it anyone's woman who loves." Kwon Wook, you're right, I'm just a stray cat who inadvertently passes by your and Kwon Hyuk's world...... Now, it's time to leave! ”

Kwon Yu was stunned, speechless for a while, and couldn't speak with his mouth open!

I didn't dare to look at him squarely, so I had to blink my tears desperately, and said in despair:

"Don't dwell on it, okay? I respect ...... Respect your hearts and I'll let you go! Please also ...... Please also raise your noble hand, perhaps...... Maybe my stray cat is going to start again and continue to wander......"

When I say this, I try not to let myself get out of control, and I try to speak in a calm tone. But I still can't do it without choking, and I can't suppress the tears in my eyes.

"No, no, you're not! Baby, why do you say that? What the hell are you suspicious, baby? Tell me okay? Kwon Yu was infinitely flustered.

But I only felt unprecedented peace:

"Quan Yu, do you really want me to talk about it?"

"Yes!"

"Well, I'll tell you plainly, I don't want to be a tool for you brothers! Kwon Hyuk just wants me to straighten you, but at the same time, he knows very well in his heart that you are not bent, and you are not a love between men and women, but a possessive desire for him! You're just possessive, lost in your sexual orientation! ”

“……”

"At the same time, you also want to erode my heart by occupying me, so as to imprison Kwon Hyuk's life. You think you love him, so you have to rob his woman, whether that person is Mi Sa or not, you will rob it! Just like in the past, you violated Xu Haoqi while you were drunk; After learning that Chu Yiyi and Kwon Hyuk gave each other for the first time, you wanted to separate again, so you revealed that Chu Yiyi had falsified the hymen report in front of Kwon Hyuk. ”

“……”

"Now it's my turn! Of course, it doesn't matter to you whether this woman is Mi Sa or not. Even if it was rice grains that fell in love with Kwon Hyuk at first sight, you would still love her with her; Will say to Kwon Hyuk that only she can straighten you up, right? ”

When I said this, Quan Yu couldn't help but open his mouth anymore, and retorted with a little indignation:

"You think what I told Kwon Hyuk was a lie? I said that only Mi Sa can make my body react, do you think it's a lie?! ”

"Or else?"

"Huh...... Well, I don't explain! Quan Yu laughed at himself with infinite bitterness, tears falling on my face, "Since you choose to pretend to be asleep, why should I wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep?!" ”

“……”

Seeing that I still didn't answer, Quan Yu blinked desperately to hold back his tears, softened his tone, and continued to try:

"So, do you hate me?"

"Nope! For Mao to hate you? It doesn't make sense. "I'm still calm.

"What's the meaning?!" He couldn't help but be angry, "Mi Sa, shouldn't you hate me?" Quan Yu gives you a full body of wounds, a heart full of wounds! The person you hate the most is not Kwon Hyuk, it should be Kwon Yu! Right?! ”

"It's over, Kwon Yu, there's really no need to ask this kind of question."

"Lao Tzu wants to ask!"

The more Quan Yu spoke, the more angry he became, and even with inexplicable hysteria, which made people very confused about his logic,

"Why? Why do you never ask for anything from me? Why do you have to suffer in silence all the time? Why pamper me? Want...... Do you want to tolerate me like that? Misa, can't you be like an ordinary wife, make demands on your husband and quarrel with me?! ”

The words "......" made me inexplicably speechless.

It's not like I haven't had a fight with him, but it seems that before I came to Milan, I didn't ask anything of him, except for one thing: don't be violent to me in bed.

But if you think about it carefully, it's not just about Quan Yu; What did I ask for for Kwon Hyuk?

Could it be that Mi Sa is so good at talking that has brought me to where I am today?

"Baby, do you know? This attitude of yours pains me! Kwon Yu's true confession continued, "Maybe you think it's a kind of tolerance, but in my opinion, you are indifferent!" Because there is no me in my heart, I will ...... It doesn't matter to everything. But it doesn't matter if I can't, I hurt you, torture you, deliberately prick your heart, why is this? Because I care! I care about you, I love you! ”

After saying that, he kissed me without hesitation, as if he wanted to gag my mouth and prevent me from questioning and arguing.

But maybe it'......

He wants to kiss my heart!