"Xiaoxiang, grandpa knows that you are a sensible child."

Zhou Lanxiang knew that she was dreaming, but she was not dreaming, because in the dream, her grandfather told him that he had indeed said it before his death.

Under her grandfather's loving gaze, she didn't have time to think about anything, and tears poured out first. People say that when a girl sees her mother, she cries three times without anything, and that feeling of relying on coquettishness from the bottom of her heart will never be available to Zhang Guirong, but it is naturally in Grandpa Han, who has no blood relationship with her.

It's not that she doesn't have close elders, but her aunt has a serious and tenacious personality, and she is more like a master and apprentice with her grandmother, only Grandpa Han is kind and tolerant to her, and even conniving and pampering, so that she can be a child who doesn't have to think about anything and only needs to rely on her wholeheartedly.

"Xiaoxiang, the last thing grandpa wants to see is that you are too sensible, and sensible children suffer!" This is what Grandpa Han said to her before he fell ill, maybe his old man felt something in his heart, and in the last few days, he talked to her a lot.

"Grandpa is most worried about you and Xiaojin, you two, one is too sensible, the other is a bull temper, no one is watching when something happens in the future, I'm really not at ease!"

On the evening of the day her grandfather fell ill, he sent Zhou Lanxiang 200 yuan, saying that she was asked to keep it for use in case of trouble, and no one could give it, and after giving her money, her grandfather fell ill. She has always kept this money by her side in her previous life and this life, and she has always wanted to wait for Xiaojin to marry him when he grows up.

In his previous life, he was sentenced, and later everyone said that he was dead, but she didn't believe it, and she didn't dare to move the 200 yuan, so she looked forward to the day when he released it to him, even if she sold blood to provide for her children to go to school, she didn't touch the 200 yuan.

In her previous life, she only remembered holding on to the money given by her grandfather, but she slowly blurred the words that her grandfather finally explained to her.

"I told your father and mother when you were a child, and the little girl has to get used to a little temper, and this world is hard to be a girl...... You remember grandpa's words, don't care what happens, you have to think about yourself first, don't be wronged, or grandpa is watching over there, how distressed it will be. ”

"In the past, grandpa was most afraid that you were too sensible, but now grandpa is also eccentric, thinking that with you by Jinzi's side, you can watch him well, he, only obey you, with you, he can't do anything out of the ordinary, grandpa can close his eyes when he leaves."

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Zhou Lanxiang clutched her grandfather's hand tightly and cried, feeling guilty, if her grandfather knew that she and Xiaojin were like this, he would definitely be angry.

She lived up to her grandfather's entrustment, neither insisted on her own opinions, nor controlled Xiaojin, and the two of them came to this point, and she couldn't even figure out her true intentions.

She was confused about how she had come to this point, the strong aunt and the aggrieved Xiao Jin, the two of them pushed her forward together, the contradiction in her heart and the distress for Xiao Jin made her refuse resolutely enough, and she hesitated to agree.

She knows that she has a bad personality like this, and she can't make decisions like her aunt in a resolute way, and she always thinks about it in her heart for a long time before she makes up her mind, as long as she meets a strong and resolute person, she is easy to be swayed and pushed forward.

But this matter is too important to allow her to be ambiguous, this is not to plant potatoes or sweet potatoes in her own land this year, not whether the annual income is used to buy two piglets or make a new dress for the child, not to harvest sorghum or corn first, she can't do it without care, and it is impossible for her to be pushed to accept it when her feelings in her heart are not clear.

"Grandpa, what am I going to do?" She had forgotten that this was a dream, holding her grandfather's hand and hoping that he would teach her an old man, she didn't want to see Xiaojin sad and disappointed, but she also knew that she didn't have the same eagerness as him.

She has a slow personality, and only now does she accept in her heart that he is not her brother, and understands that even if she raised him since she was a child, he is now a big boy, she has to face his feelings, and she finally treats him as a man who likes her.

But that's all, he is very good, in addition to feeling that he is not worthy of him and can't drag him down, her feelings for him in her heart must be more distressed than the likes between men and women, and there are many, many more.

But in the eyes of the resolute aunt and the eager Xiaojin, she doesn't treat him as a younger brother, she will say in distress that she doesn't reject his feelings, that is, she likes it, that is, she accepts it.

Caught in a dilemma, she really didn't know what to do.

There was a cry in the dream, and when she woke up, her face was wet and cold, Zhou Lanxiang didn't sleep in the second half of the night, looking at the dark night sky, her heart was in chaos.

For the first time, she hoped that the sun would not rise, and she really didn't know how to get along with him in a different way.

Yesterday he was so happy, for the first time in his life, he cried in front of her, even when he couldn't walk and talk, he never cried, and yesterday he wet his eyes because of her words. This made her can't bear to disappoint him, and she couldn't say anything when the words of refusal came to her lips.

Han Jin got up when there was a little light in the sky, and lightly cooked, cleaned up the yard, fed the small animals in the house, and gently placed a large bouquet of blooming flowers on the windowsill of her house.

Zhou Lanxiang buried her face in the pillow, and didn't want to get up, she had to make a decision to let Xiaojin continue, maybe in a few days he and his aunt would start to get married, in front of those two strong and quick people, she could get married with only one hesitation.

It was until the sun rose for a while, and the production team was already beating the gong and preparing to go to work, and Zhou Lanxiang had to get up.

Han Jin was planting flowers in the yard, and when he heard that there was movement in her house, he hurriedly ran over, brought warm water into the house to wash her, saw that she was folding the quilt, and directly grabbed it a few times and folded it, and took the opportunity to kiss Xiangxiang on the face, and then looked at her and smirked.

He must have taken a shower in the morning, his body was refreshing, his hair was not dry, he had changed into new clothes, his white shirt was neatly shaved, his new trousers were straight, and he was wearing leather shoes that he would not normally wear. The morning light shone on the young and joyful face, and the eyebrows and eyes were shining, and the spirit was radiant.

Like a unique upright spruce, full of vitality, standing up to the sky, the whole person is filled with joy and hope on a beautiful glaze, which can simply shine.

Xiangxiang lowered her head to wash her face, and Han Jin circled around her, even handing her the soap for washing her face, and then waited beside her with a towel, with endless words on her lips.

"Xiangxiang, I went to the commune to ask for flower seedlings, I heard that it is called rose, it can climb the whole surface of camphor, and it can continue to bloom like a tree next year, just planted, you can go and see it later!" They only have yellow and pink, and I'll find some red, white, and a few more colors to be lively in the future!

If you like it, we will plant it in our yard in the future, and as soon as you enter the door, it will be a flower wall, how beautiful! I've heard that there are also rose trees in the South, do you know roses? I heard that it looks similar to Yueji, I asked someone to look for it, and I can find one in our house, and when we are old, we will definitely be able to grow up! ”

He seems to have a lot to say, and he doesn't know how he saved up so many words just one night.

Xiangxiang couldn't bear to splash him cold water at this time, so she could only quickly pack up her meal and prepare to go to work.

Han Jin refused, "Let's go into the city later and buy you clothes!" ”

Xiangxiang disagreed, but he insisted on it, came over and hugged her, and kissed her lightly on the forehead, "Silly Xiangxiang, everyone has to make new clothes, and others only have to do less, how can they not do it?" We don't have a matchmaker or parents to call the shots, so we can't wronged you! Let's go to the provincial capital and buy you a few good clothes! ”

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