Coming out of Huayang Palace, I went straight back to Anle Palace.

I don't know what Chen Fei is doing at the moment, all the princes and princesses have already gone to the banquet, presumably he is very lonely in the Anle Palace alone. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but pick up the pace again.

I walked into the palace gate silently, and was about to greet the maids on duty, but I saw them all kneeling on the ground in panic: "Princess Qingyi...... Slave and maid see Princess Qingyi! ”

I was taken aback, and it took me a long time to come to my senses, yes, my identity has changed now, so what about me for Chen Fei? Will he still treat me as his little sister? What would he think? When I first entered the palace, Qi Ming and several of them were princes, and Chen Fei and I were two civilians, and I didn't feel inferior to each other by taking care of each other, but now, I have also become a princess, so we are the only one who has a different identity from us, in fact, the loneliest time for people is not when there is no one to accompany him, but when he finds that the people who accompany him are not his kind.

Guilt and self-blame spread from the bottom of my heart, Chen Fei has been silently hurt here, but none of us can perceive, when I was in prison, he was anxious but did not have the identity to see the saint to ask for a mercy for me, when I came back from the execution ground, he was sad but could not stay next to me to see my injury, he could only sit in the Anle Palace and wait for Liyan and others to deliver news to him, all because he had no identity, so he also lost the right to care for a person and love a person.

So, will he still accept me from the bottom of his heart? Or can I just watch him drift away from me?

Thinking like this, I hesitated a little and walked timidly towards the guest hall.

Chen Fei was there, and I stepped into the door. Chen Fei seemed unprepared for my arrival, and he looked up in surprise and shouted, "Yang Sheng! …… Oh, no...... Princess Qingyi. He stammered, a little at a loss whether to bow to me or not.

My heart was sour, I walked over and grabbed his arm, and suddenly I felt the urge to cry, and my eyes turned red in an instant.

Chen Fei immediately panicked and hurriedly comforted me, "What's wrong with you?" Did someone bully you? Yes? ”

I shook my head and motioned for him to give me a pen and paper, and he immediately understood what I was trying to do, and brought me to my desk, ready with pen and paper. I put pen to paper and walked the dragon snake, "Senior brother, you won't alienate me because of my current identity, right?" ”

He was stunned and didn't answer, I know that he is also very entangled and conflicted now. If one day, you find out that the person you spend time with has such a special identity, you will understand how chilling the shock and horror are.

"Princess Qingyi, why are you hiding your identity from me?" Chen Fei asked.

I didn't mean to hide it, I was just a murderer at that time, how dare I show off my identity everywhere, and I never thought that I could restore my princess status alive, I just wanted to be a little pharmacist in Shennongtang, and I lived a light and warm life behind him every day, so I really wanted to forget all the past...... I really didn't lie to him because I didn't trust him...... I had a bunch of words in my stomach, but my hands were shaking, and I couldn't write a word on the paper.

"Perhaps, when you first appeared in Chang'an, you were waiting for an opportunity to enter the palace and then find your own uncle, right? I'm so stupid...... I thought that we were orphans who were sick and sick, and that we could accompany each other in the world......"

No! Not so! I looked at him with a sad look in my eyes, wondering if he could read what was going to be said in my eyes, but what else could I say to him? Today, I found my uncle, found my so-called "home", and suddenly I realized that my identity was so hateful, that I didn't want this title so much......

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I'm really a ripple sheng, I really haven't changed, senior brother, do you believe me......" I trembled and wrote, tears fell on the rice paper with a click, and a large ink mark appeared, dyed so that the three words sorry were out of shape.

Seeing me shed tears, Chen Fei immediately panicked, he finally stopped hesitating, and stretched out his hand to hug me!

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those things to you......" Chen Fei said regretfully: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... This should be what I said, you didn't want to enter the palace at the beginning, but you didn't tell me the reason, I told you at that time, I will definitely protect you, but what? I, the senior brother, didn't do anything, just because of my youthful spirit, dragged you into the palace with me, made you scared every day, and had to face Xiao Yu's pursuit, because Ye Linghan was beaten by Princess Heze, and had to be locked in a dungeon to suffer such a punishment, however, I almost never saw you again, and almost sent you to the ghost gate and closed it...... It's all my fault, it's all because of me, and I'm useless as a big brother!! ”

No! That's not true! I quickly shook my head and broke free from his arms slightly, but he hugged me tighter, making my shoulder hurt, and he continued: "Although you have finally redressed your grievances and restored your status as a princess, but you have lost your voice, I can no longer hear you, and your well-being is more important than everything in my heart...... I just want you to be well......"

I lay on his shoulder, tears falling down one by one, and finally I couldn't hold back my silent crying. He really treated me well, whether it was in Shennongtang or in the palace, he brought me homeless into Shennongtang, he accompanied me to study medicine, he took me to gold and epiphany to look at the stars in the sky at night, and he took care of me all night when I was beaten and bruised...... It's all him, a senior brother who treats me so well, how can I bear to hurt you, how can I bear to draw a line with you from now on......

There are not too many people in this world who are really good to you, and you should cherish any of them.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, don't cry...... I shouldn't have said these unhappy things......" Chen Fei coaxed me softly, as if nothing happened, I knew that the wound in his heart was still bleeding, but he was willing to ignore his pain first and didn't want to look at me sad.

I pulled out of his arms, walked to the table, and wrote on the paper: "Senior brother, I am Luo Sheng, I will always be Luo Sheng, I ......"

Before I could finish writing, Chen Fei held my hand and didn't let me write any more.

"Luo Sheng, if there is a chance, let's go back to Shennongtang...... Nothing in this palace belongs to you, and I know that you don't like it here, and you don't want to stay here and live a life of nuisance and bondage in the palace...... So, let's go, let's get out of here, go back to Shennongtang, live an ordinary life, live an ordinary life, get married and have children, you don't like me, I don't force you, I will definitely choose a good marriage for you like a brother, find a good family, and watch you live happily. ”

I didn't know how to answer him, just as I didn't know how to answer the Holy One just now, and the Holy One told me to stay and accompany him for the rest of my life to make up for the long-lost family affection, which was the warmth I had lost and so desperately longed for...... However, Chen Fei asked me to leave, and the ordinary happiness was the life and happiness I wanted, and I was struggling and didn't know what to do......

"Sheng, promise me, okay?" Chen Fei looked at me eagerly, his eyes full of anticipation.

The expectations of him and the Holy Lord are true, and I don't want to hurt either side.

"I don't know," I wrote on the paper, "the Holy One has taken such good care of my mother, and I will be sad to leave him now." ”

"Have you thought about your life in the future?" Chen Fei asked.

I looked up at him, and he hesitated and said, "I let you out of here because I really don't want you to be hurt again." If you stay, the situation will be even more complicated in the future......"

He continued: "Lord Ye, Princess Heze and your affairs are now known to the whole world, in order to save the face of the royal family, Ye Linghan and you ...... I'm afraid it's impossible anymore......"

My heart is three points cold, how can I not know this, just in exchange for my life, the three of us will sacrifice something, Heze has permanently lost his reputation, and Ye Linghan and I have also lost our future, if the two of us can really be together, then where is the dignity of the royal family? Even if the Holy Lord feels sorry for me and doesn't interfere, I'm afraid Ye Linghan won't do it, he is a brocade-clothed guard, how could he do something that disgraces the royal family......

"You have offended Heze now, she is the daughter of the queen, if you stay in the palace, will she give up and ignore this shame? However, the matter of your assassination of the Four Princes, people who have nothing to do with it will naturally listen to it as a joke, but what about those who are already extremely concerned about this matter? What about the henchmen of the Four Princes? Won't they pursue and won't pursue it? Even if you are really innocent, they will not let go of any clues, you can't fight them! ”

My heart is three points colder, I don't want to fight anyone, I just want to repay the warmth of the saint......

"I know that the Holy One really loves you, but in the palace, being favored is definitely not a good thing." Chen Fei said.

My heart was three points colder.

"You don't need to make a decision now, it's okay, I don't want you to be embarrassed, there is still nearly a month before Heze's birthday, you think about it slowly, when you figure it out, Senior Brother is waiting for you at any time!" After Chen Fei finished speaking, he smiled, however, I cried......

Thank you, big brother, I know that no matter what I do, there are people waiting for me silently behind my back and supporting me.

Suddenly, there was a commotion outside, and the voices of the maids sounded, and it seemed that they had returned from the banquet.